The chapter contains Angst, untranslated French, consensual drunk sex.
Ramona clears her throat and she stood in the church in front the entire Black community in Dallas, there was no room for a lot of people to sit but all the woman sat while the men stood. Ramona's family, Cain and Junior's family were there but they sat on the other side of the church because Ramona including her family was furious with Junior's parents because they didn't care about this boy, they were using people for the loss of their son and trying attempted to get J-Baby back but since CPS made it clear they couldn't care for her anymore. The past week has been nothing but a whirlwind for Ramona, she has been in court, been getting questioned by reporters and she was open about talking about what happened because not only the officer was arrested but was only given three years with bail, of course, he got out but this man murdered a harmless child was that falsely framed and she wasn't gonna be quiet until Junior got justice.
"I didn't want to speak on the behalf of Machiavelli because he was my God Brother, my little Brother but more like my little baby and-and I just didn't think I wouldn't be strong enough to but I remember thinking that I needed to be strong for him because he needed me more than anyone else. When I was about eight, and when little Machiavelli came into this world I remember going to the Methodist hospital and I remember my Momma told me that her good friend had a little baby boy. At that age, I was confused because why did this little boy matter to her so much? She wasn't having him because she made it a big deal. We get the to hospital and I remember going to the room to meet him for the first time. I walked to his little bed and I got on my tippy toes because I was a tiny eight year old, my Mom lifted me to get a better look and I remember bursting into tears because he was just the cutest little baby ever. He had big brown eyes for a baby and a head full of hair that was already trying to curl and knew that this little boy was gonna be special, he stared at me and he didn't take his eyes off of me.." She held back a sob but it fought her way through her chest and she sniffled as she looks over at Junior laying peacefully in his casket then she looks away she started to sob.
"And-And he smiled as his eyes squinted, I have never seen a baby so young smile at me and he-he did. Around this time I lost my Daddy and I thought my Daddy sent Machiavelli to me because he knew that I needed him and he needed me. Ever since, I always watched him, held him, and I did really stupid dance moves to make him laugh and I was happy once again. Junior made me forget about how much I miss my Daddy and I really needed him. He got older and things started to change, I didn't see him as much as I wanted because of certain situations that make me angry to this very day. Junior was the most smartest, kindest, gentle little boy and didn't ever harm anyone. He took care of his little sister, if his little sister was hungry he'd try to make her something even though he didn't know how to cook, he sacrifice his needs and wants for hers because he didn't want her to be sad and he would do anything for you, it didn't matter who you are," Ramona sighs at the end and she looks at everyone, she sees Cain was holding Fatima as she sobbed, all the women were crying and the men attempted to keep their composure but some caved.
Ramona breaths and she fidgets with her dress. "This why I hope this man gets justice for the little angel that he took away from us because Junior was an angel, a little black boy who the society criminates and I hope that Junior's death opens everyone's eyes and to all my parents who have little black boys and girls.. Protect them, teach them and most of all love them because society won't no matter what good or bad they do. Thank you," Ramona finished and she walks off of the platform and the preacher asks if anyone would like to say a few words, Cain wanted to but he felt that his presence would anger everyone even though his family was here and Ramona looks at him, she had tears in her eyes and she kisses her head then he gets up. The pastor sees him and he looked a bit baffled but he didn't deny Cain at all.
Cain got up there and he looked at everyone for a moment.
"I only knew Junior for two months but it felt like forever because he didn't like me and in fact he feared me but he slowly warmed up to me and we became close. I met him and J-Baby at the corner store not to far from here and in fact I met them an hour before I met Ramona. Junior didn't like me because I'm a white man and I don't blame him and I understood that, I kept my distance. Ramona and I started dating and I started seeing him more because she watched them. I loved when Junior and J-Baby were around because they were so much fun especially Junior who loved to laugh. On his birthday was one of the best days of my life, I made him a three-tier Dallas Cowboys themed cake and I was so excited for him to see and I remember bringing it in and his face.. That handsome face," Cain paused and he clears his throat and he wiped his eyes. "He was so happy, his eyes were even bigger than usual and he was just so blown away by what I made for him because he never had a birthday party or a cake. I sat the cake down and after everyone stopped singing, he hugs me and this is the first time that he has ever touched me. I tried giving him a high five or a pat on the back but he just didn't trust me that much and I never pushed him too.
All I want to say is that Junior deserved the world, he deserved to grow up into the man he wants to be, he deserved to fall in love because I told him that it was the most beautiful thing that anyone could ever endure and he told me that he did and I asked him who. He said it didn't have to be some random girl that he met, it was a girl that was with him since the beginning and I instantly thought of Ramona. I knew it and I couldn't blame him. I hope that this doesn't happen to another young boy, a young, bright black boy. Condolences to the families and friends that knew Junior."
The funeral ends and they go to put Junior to rest which was the hardest part of all, Cain had to hold Ramona because she didn't want him to go, she wasn't ready for him to go and she hated Cain for holding her so tight but he couldn't let her go because she needed to just let it happen. They were now back at Jillian's house eating, everyone was quiet and feeling off because the eleven-year-old wasn't with them, making them laugh.
Ramona sat in her room and she hugged her huge Siamese cat Tiny, Cain stared at her as she hugged her cat and he strokes her thigh as he sat next to her. "I wish that bullet hit me instead, I really wished it did. I might have survived and I would be okay with dying but out of all the people it had to be him," Ramona sniffled and Cain shakes his head as he looks into her eyes. "Don't say that Ramona," He whispered and Ramona began to cry as he felt her shake. "I really wish it was the other boy and I know that it's wrong for me to say but I'd rather be him than Junior," She hiccupped and Cain lays down next to her, he strokes her cheek and he wipes her tears with his thumb. "I understand," He whispered and she lets go of her cat and Tiny walked out the cracked door.
Ramona straddles Cain and she lays down on his chest, he wrapped his arms around her and he kisses her head. "This is too soon to say but you can't let this hold you back, you still have a life to live," He tells her and she nodded as she quietly cries, he rubs her back. "We will still get justice and I want you to fight for what's right because I know Junior would want you to but I'm sure he wouldn't want you to cry," Cain added and Ramona raises her head and she sniffles. "I know but you just don't understand because I lost my Daddy the same way. I fucking loved my Daddy so much, he didn't make me feel like I didn't matter and he always told me that I was worth loving and cherishing. I didn't feel like I was for years Cain, I thought that some boy would make me feel like I was loved because my Mom was to busy doing her own shit and I almost lost my entire youth at the age of thirteen. So, I can mourn as much as I want to but if you don't want to be around then say that," Ramona hissed and she gets off of him and Cain raises up,
"I didn't say that Ramona, I would never leave you and you know that. I don't want you to throw your life away and shut yourself down because trust me I know," Cain argued and Ramona turns her back towards him as she rubbed her head, her head was pounding. "No, you don't!" She yelled at him and Cain tried not to get angry or frustrated but he was already there. Cain eyes furrowed and his body was hot. "How the fuck are you gonna tell me uh? I have a little brother too. He has been gone to Vietnam for two years and I haven't heard from him in two in a half months, I think he's dead because every time I call, they tell me that they don't know where he is and now, I'm waiting for them to send whatever remains of him in the mail. I lost people too, I lost my Grandmother, Two of my past students, my friend in high school was lynched and my Dad never loved me so don't you tell me that I don't how you feel because Junior wasn't just some boy to me!" He yelled at her and Ramona stared at him, Cain bites his knuckle as he looked away from her because he completely lost his temper and he didn't mean to. "I'm sorry-"
Ramona shakes her head, silencing him and she looks down. "You should go."
Cain wasn't leaving because I'm some little fight they were having and he wasn't gonna let this break them. "Ramona, I'm not like those fucking scum ex-boyfriends who get up and just leave you. I'm a grown ass man and we will work this out because I fucking love you so much and we are gonna have to fuck or talk this out so get your jacket on, we're going to the bar because I need a drink," He tells her and Ramona couldn't believe he said that he loved her, he said that he loved so much and she didn't say anything but she did as he said putting on her coat. He grabs her hand he guided her out the house.
They drove in silence to the bar and Cain couldn't believe that he said that he loved her, he almost said it the first time and he said it fully the second time. They walked in the bar and Ramona clung to his arm, Cain used to it because they've been to crowded places and she was always uneasy but she felt safe with him so she relaxed. "Can I have a beer.." Cain looked at Ramona and she licked her lips. "I want one too," She murmured and Cain ordered another, she looked around and it was filled with white people which was a first because usually it was him being the only white guy but now she was the only black person.
Ramona shifted in her seat as this older white man looked at her as if she was a piece of meat being ready to ravish, Cain notice her uneasiness and he looked around to whoever who was making her uncomfortable and he sees the man, he makes eye contact and Cain gave his death stare because if this man was stupid enough to walk over here and cause trouble, Cain might go to jail for life. Ramona takes a sip and she gagged a little making Cain chuckle a little as he pulled out his cigarettes and she swallowed the liquid down. Ramona didn't think it was so bad after and she took another sip, she watched Cain smoke and his green eyes met hers. "How was it like for you in high school?" He questioned her, breaking the silence.
Ramona sighs as she shrugged. "I did my work and studied a lot, I tried to do sports but it was only for boys which was bullshit. I had a million little non-sexual flings but didn't have any serious relationships until I was a junior in high school. I didn't have a lot of friends like you, I had Fatima and Louis that's it. All the black and white kids hated my guts because I was in top class, I had all advanced classes and I didn't sound like a tourist in Spanish class," Ramona chuckled at the end and Cain smiles because she was smiling for once. "I liked school but school didn't like me, we were the only school in Dallas that wasn't segregated at the time but you had to pay to go to."
Cain was trying to cheer up, he was so far doing a good job. "What was one good memory that you had?"
Ramona suddenly laughs and she looks at Cain. "I was trying out for the schools decathlon. It was nothing but a bunch of white boys with their trousers up to their chest, black frame glasses and probably wouldn't get laid until they were thirty. I come in there and they were all drooling, one asked me if I was lost and I told him that I'm exactly where I want to be and so they gave me a chance. No one wanted to go against me because they were scared that they might make me feel like I was stupid or something so the leader, James Wright, he was like I could beat her easily. So I told him to step up and so we were given an equation and I remember already having it solved out in my head, I start writing it out while James was to busy figuring it out and I was done when he was barely writing the first sentence. Those little white boys were so blown away because it was alright and I did it so fast, they kicked all the boys that were auditioning out and I was on the team within seconds," She giggled and Cain was in awe because she was so smart and her intelligence was turning him on.
"But other than that, it was nothing really good. I tried out for cheerleading. I was too black and had to much ass to be on the team. I sat at the rusty tables with all the colored people because the white kids would beat you of you tried, I did once and some white bitch almost got her ass rocked. I broke a lot of rules because my Daddy said that we all gotta start somewhere even if it's breaking a few rules, I was always in detention for stuff like that. Using the white kids bathroom, while we go use the restrooms that were outside, I got detention for calling a white kid a dumb bitch in front of the entire school during a spelling bee when he called me a stupid spic. Me and Fatima flashed the entire cheerleading squad with our asses because we knew that we could get on the team and they didn't let us, we got in school suspension. I was kinda troubled.. I didn't give a fuck at all my Senior year."
Ramona was a badass and Cain was too but she didn't seem like the type at all.
Cain was about to say something when Ramona's eyes were wide, Cain looked behind him to see this guy who was good looking. He had dark hair, hazel eyes and he was average height and a toothpick was in his mouth. "Who's that?" Cain questioned and Ramona looked away as the guy looked their way. "That's Andrew, the last guy I dated, we dated last year and he was the worst. He's a misogynistic freak," She whispered and he got closer, Cain wasn't worried about this guy at all but he rested his hand on her thigh. "Ramona, it's been a while," Andrew says approaching her and she rolled her eyes. "Yeah, it has."
Andrew looks at Cain and he smirked. "I've seen you moved on, don't you think he's a bit to white for you?"
Cain tilted his head a little and before Cain could say anything but Ramona beat him to it. "No not at all, he's absolutely perfect to me. I actually treats me like I'm a human being," Ramona said politely and Andrew scoffed, he still wasn't over Ramona and he popped up at her job time to time but every time he she wasn't there because Albert gave him the wrong schedule because he knew about Andrew and he sure loved to let that boy look real stupid waiting on Ramona on the days that she doesn't even come in. "A white dude? Treating you like a actual person? That's hilarious," Andrew snickered and Cain wasn't pissed because Andrew was a little boy who had nothing else to do but start mess, Andrew's life was clearly not together.
Ramona smirked and she leans into Cain, she rested her hand on his chest and she lays her head on his shoulder. "And he sure knows how to fuck me right too. He loves to choke me, make love to me, he loves to eat it and he loves to fuck my face," She practically moans and Andrew was pissed, he looks between the two before leaving them alone and Ramona began to laugh into Cain's chest, he was laughing too. Ramona coughed a little and she looks at Cain. "We made him uncomfortable," She giggled and Cain drinks the rest of his beer then he ordered another one.
The two were laughing so hard after drinking beer after beer, they were telling stories and Cain kept tickling her on purpose to make her laugh. Now, they were on their way home to his house. Both of them drunk but Ramona was more sober because she only had three bottles but she held her alcohol well while Cain drunk at least four in a half with a couple of shots so he's just flat out drunk. They didn't want to drive because that was dangerous so they were walking instead. "When we get home, we're going to have the nastiest sex, I want you to sit on my face and I want your legs to suffocate me-" Ramona covered his mouth because they were walking past an old couple who looked at the tall man leaning against the short woman for support.
Ramona felt him lick her palm and she laughs as she pulls away but he grabs her hand then he stuck her fingers in his mouth, swirling his tongue around her pointer and middle finger, he slowly pulls her two fingers out of his mouth. "That's what I'm gonna do to your sweet pussy my little Lolita," He hummed and Ramona mouth parted because she loved when he called her that especially during sex because she loved when he said because his accent would come out and she could cum to his accent. "Je bande pour toi. Je veux te lécher des hanches jusqu'aux pieds," Cain says in her ear and she had no idea what he was saying but it was turning her on and they make it to his building, they get into the elevator and Ramona instantly feels his large hand wrap around her throat, he pulls her into a rough kiss and she moans into his mouth as he backs her up into the wall. Ramona could taste the liquor on his lips, it made the kiss more tantalizing.
They get to the floor and Cain removed himself from her before dragging her to his apartment. He unlocks the door and he kicks the door open. Ramona doesn't hesitate to slip off her dress and Agnes was laying down, she watched the couple strip out of their clothes in the living room. Ramona was taking her underwear off until she felt herself being lifted off of the ground, she lets out a squeal and he chuckles as he carries her to his room and he throws on her the bed gently. Cain's dick was up and was already leaking pre-cum while Ramona was still in her cute little flower underwear, he adored how she wore her printed underwear. "Do you want to do this?" He questioned and Ramona nodded but Cain wanted to hear her say it. "No Lolita, I want you to say yes or no," He slurred a little and he leans down then kisses her nipple. "How do you say yes baby in French?" She questioned and Cain licks his lips as he stared down at her. "Oui bébé," He tells her and she smirks as she runs her hands down his chest. "Oui bébé," She says seductively and Cain body was already hot because of being drunk and he now was practically on fire.
"Je veux te manger," He tells her and he picks up, he turns around and he scoots up towards the headboard and he lifts her up a little so he could slip her panties off, she felt her core touch his chest and he bites his lip back to moan and he lifted her up by her ass, she was worried because she had thick thighs and she could practically suffocate him but he didn't care. Ramona bites her lip just waiting to sink down on his tongue and she felt his tongue swirl around her clit and she grabs the headboard, she lets out a whimper as she felt his tongue latch onto her clit while he held her thighs and she hisses as she felt him smack her ass, gripping her ass cheeks as she slowly began to rock her hips against his tongue and she moaned because she has never done this before, he was fucking her pussy with his tongue and she cried as she rocked against his mouth. "Yes Cain, I love your fucking mouth!" She moaned and she knew that bitch Iris could hear them through her wall and Cain was in heaven because she tasted so good and if he could, get a taste of her every single day.
Ramona's legs began to shake and she whimpered. "I'm about to cum."
Cain get going and violently bit and licked at her clit, she gripped the headboard and cries out his name before cumming and Cain licked her clean and he raises her down onto his chest. " I want to suck your dick, can I please?" She asked him with a pout face because he let her one time and he started fucking her face, he was practically was choking her which scared him after and he told her that she couldn't suck him off for a while. "I don't know, I get to rough and I don't want to hurt you," He says and Ramona groaned as she tries to get off of him but he holds her down her thighs. "Fine, if I'm too rough just tap my leg because you know that I love your mouth," He sighed and Ramona smiles giddily as she scoots down to the bottom of the bed and she got on her knees on the floor but Cain shakes his head as he gets out the bed. "You will never be on your knees with me, sit down," He says then she got off her knees then she sits on the bed, he sat next to her and he was throbbing just ready to be touched and Ramona licks her lips.
Cain prayed to God that he wouldn't lose control but he knew he would. Ramona licked his throbbing tip and Cain lets out a moan as he tossed his head back. Ramona takes him halfway and he hisses as she starts bobbing her head and he moaned as he tried to grab her and push her down more onto him but he couldn't help it, his hand gripped her hair as he held her head in place then he started vigorously pounding her mouth and he could hear her gagging and moaning like crazy, he couldn't believe she liked when he did that. She leaned over his lap so more for him to go harder and he was cursing in French, he was panting and his eyes were closed. He was close to coming so he loosens his grip on her hair and he sighs as he throws his head back, she could feel him twitch and his liquids hit the back of her throat and she moans as swallows his load, the remains of it lingered on her lips and he watches her lick lips clean. "I told you, Ramona, do you listen to me? No," He grumbled and she giggles as she kisses his nipple, she straddles his thigh.
Cain reaches into his pants pocket and takes his cigarettes out of h back as he takes his first puff. Ramona lays down on his chest and she watches his smoke. "Could I try?" She asks him and Cain eyes her as he leaned down. "This is a bad habit that I don't want you to catch onto," He tells her and she began to pout as her wet pussy turned against his thigh, he bites his lip and he hated how he always gave her what she wanted, he spoiled her like crazy and didn't care because she was his baby. "Fine, but we'll do it my way," He says raising up and he puts the cigarette against his lips, he intakes then he leans to her lips and he kisses making the smoke go into her mouth and Ramona tasted the nicotine against her lips, she inhaled and the smoke comes back out and she coughed.
Ramona chuckles as she coughs and he Cain asks her and she tells him to give her so more, he takes a hit before letting the smoke come out of her mouth and she hummed as she blew the smoke from her lips. Cain rolled them over and she was laying on her back. "Oh Lolita, you will be the death of me," He says kissing her shoulder blade and he sits the cigarette down in his ashtray and he reaches out to get out a couple of condoms. He positions her with her ass up a little, she laid on her chest and she wondered what he was about to do. "You bring a side of me out and I just didn't that I had," He says and his two fingers ran up and down the small of her back, he looks at her round ass and he licked his lips. "I want you to lift your pretty round ass up some more for me," He says and Ramona slowly lifted it up then he spreads her legs, he puts on a condom and he slips it on then he braces himself before thrusting inside of her, Ramona gasped and she huffs as she gripped the sheets.
Cain leaned down and he grips her throat as his lips brushed against hers, she panted as he pounded into her and she whimpered as she grips the sheets. He moans in her ear making her moan too, skin slapping and moaning was all they could hear. "Fuck," He panted and he kisses Ramona roughly as he openly kisses her and he feels her tighten around him "Someone's about to cum uh?" He questioned and he reaches between her and rubs her clit, she arches her back and she moans as she felt her legs shake then she comes, he did long and slow strokes until he came. He rolled on his back as he panted, he looks over to see Ramona touching her throat, his fingers were embedded on the side that it left a bruise and he widen his eyes as he leaned towards them. "See, I don't like choking you and I don't like hurting you this bad. Sometimes I think I might break you or even worse kill you," He mumbled and Ramona chuckles softly as she stares into Cain's green eyes and she lays him down then she lays onto him, she's still very buzzed and she liked it. "You will not hurt me, I can take pain and I like when your rough and you may be big but I'm a big girl, I can take it," She assured him and he sighs as he grabs another cigarette and he lights it up, he kisses her head. "Okay, I love choking you and making you whimper, it's the cutest shit ever," He says and he lets smoke come out of his mouth.
They continued talking, they were drunk off of their asses and Ramona forgot the pain that was inside her for a couple of hours but in the morning she knew that she could feel it again, it was okay because she had Cain and he was gonna get her through it, no matter what it takes.
For some reason, I don't like this chapter at all.. I know that y'all are probably like bitch shut up this is good but like idk why I don't like it!!
I didn't like how I wrote this but um Timotee is next chapter so yeah.. I bet some of y'all are like where's Timmy? Well, I didn't know where to fit him in the story yet but now I do so woo hoo!!