Alex's POV:
What I did is unacceptable , what I did is a shame. How could I let myself reach that stage ? And in front of everyone! What's wrong with me ? What did that girl did to me ! And why do I have to pay that hard for my own happiness !
I sat again in my office , Now I have the office to remember her . She's everywhere. In my class , in my office , in my heart , in my mind . I just want to get her out of my mind but how ? The more I see her the more I fall for her : and that kiss , that kiss is something magical. My mind was shouting at me , ordering me to stop that kiss but something stronger than me was refusing. Thanks God she did or something very bad would've had happened .
But everything needs to stop now before it's too late. I need to solve this before it affects my career and my family . And by family I mean my Carl only .
Speaking of my Carl , I need to call back Jessica , she kept calling while I was spending some peaceful time with Elizabeth , only God knows what she wants , probably she needs money that's the only reason she keeps calling for , just when I was about to call her , a message from appeared on my screen:
" Alex , tonight I am making dinner for both of us , for old times sake. Please don't give me
Excuses . I am trying hard to fix our relationship"
Hell yes ! She is trying hard . And by hard She means bringing a guy to our home and make out with him every other day .
" Our relationship can never be fixed and you know it . So stop trying plus I am not in the mood so why don't you invite one of your boyfriends instead ? "
I think I am being a bit rude , but after all that's the truth - the ugly truth.
" Alex please give me a chance , one last chance and I promise you everything will change . I'll be waiting for you tonight . I won't eat until you're home ".
I've been hearing the same shit for more than 4 years .It's not because I believe her this time that I am going to have dinner with her but because I need a distraction from what happened with me today. I did two big mistakes that I need to fix as soon as possible . One beautiful mistake and one mistake that I will repeat again if I had to just to protect that angel . But for now , as the dean of this college , I need to take the right decisions.
I called jaymie and I asked her to search for Elizabeth's number and call her the first thing in the morning and ask her to be at my office before the class starts .
What I am going to do tomorrow is one of the hardest things that I will ever do . I will push her away , and tell her that what happened was a mistake . But that will be for our best . We both can't be together , what we have is called " prohibited love" and we better kill it before it grows more .