Chapter 8
Zane POV
As I watched my brothers kiss jamela a small part of me wanted to murder them. She was mine, I had wanted her since she first got here, I was just messing with her when I agreed that we wouldn't mind sharing her but in reality if I got her no one else would have her and I would make that clear as possible in any way that I could.
My heart almost stopped when she turned to me waiting, I could tell she was hesitant, as if she thought something was going to happen, but I refuse to let her get away without kissing me I have to know what it feels like to have those lips on mine, her beautiful full lips.
I grabbed her around the waist and brung her to me, I looked into her eyes to see how well she was reacting to me being this close, she wasn't reacting in a bad way so I slowly brung my lips to hers and almost gasped at the feeling I got. I know im a guy but right now I feel like a chick who just got their first kiss. Her lips were so soft they couldn't compare to anything so I don't know how to describe them but the feeling I got when I kissed her was magical. It was just a simple kiss no tongue but It still felt wonderful I could kiss her like this forever and I almost did if it wasn't for my dickhead of a brother
"umm excuse me" Zanders voice broke through my thoughts
Cant he see I was enjoying myself, what the hell is his problem. I looked at him and he smirked at me but was talking to jamela
"I thought you didn't do white guys"
You could practically hear the smirk in Zanders voice, I found myself smiling at his rhetorical question because it was true, she had told us that she didn't do white boys but her actions just now contradicted what she tried to embed into our heads every time we hit on her
"I don't"
She didn't sound too confident in her words though I could practically see the wheels turning in her head as she tried to think about what just happened. Zander followed the guys into the car while I stood there wanting to kiss her again and I wasn't leaving until I got what I wanted
"umm I think I should go"
she whispered in the most beautiful voice it sounded kind of shy but had a hint of shock to it like she was amazed, I don't think she even knew she was whispering, I leaned down and kissed her once more then whispered into her ear in my so called sexy voice
" Ill see you on Monday"
I watched as her knees buckled a little but she stood straight ignoring it for a second I thought I was gonna have to catch her. When I was sure she wasn't going to drop I turned around and hopped into the car,damn I didn't think I had that much of an effect on her and I don't even think she realized it. This just proves it she will be mine and I wont stop until she is.
==========================================================================================================================================Later at the house
"Hey Zane" I heard the guys call to me when we stepped into the house
"yea"
"you actually like her right?" zanders asked
"yea I mean we know you zane I hope she isn't gonna be one of your hit it and quit its"zach voiced his opinions
"Im thinking the same zane she's real cool I don't want to see her hurt and we wont help you get her if your only intentions is to fuck her" Zachariah told me.
I was shocked was this really what I did with other girls I mean the only reason I ever fucked them and called it quits was because they were ok with it, I think, I always told them I wasn't interested in a relationship so why would they be hurt
"Those girls weren't hurt I told them how it was from the beginning, that I didn't want a relationship they were ok with it" I told them
"Idiot, girls only say that because after you sleep with them a couple times they think they changed your mind and that you would want to be with them because lets face it, if you fuck them they are gonna get attached most girls do" said Zach
"I don't want to fuck mela I mean I do but that's not the only thing I want," I sat down on the couch and started telling them all about my feelings for her
" I want to hold her, kiss her ,have her cuddle up with me, I want to be able to go out with her and hold hands and act like we are the only people on this earth, and god the things I want to DO to her you just cant imagine that dark soft brown skin,soft lips, oh her lips I love the way they look they aren't pink but you can see that hint of pink that fades into dark brown and they look so smooth, and her ass its so round and...."
"ok ok dude we get it stop getting into sexual fantasies about her" exclaimed Zander
"well the first part showed us you didn't want to JUST fuck her but its quite clear that you do" said Zach
"Guys I really like her I've liked her since she stepped foot in my class that morning she first got here"
"Hold on we keep saying how we thought jamela didn't like white guys but when did you start liking black girls" Asked Zachariah
I thought about this for the longest because before jamela I never took an interest in black girls I never even thought about one of them nor had I ever watched any porn that had a black girl in it and I watch a lot of porn. My brothers on the other hand always liked black girls they had even slept with a few they said they liked a girl with a curves and a big ass because it was more to grab on too, then I didn't see the difference between a black girls ass and a white girls ass but now I can tell they have much more of a curve to them and are just fuller.
"When jamela got here I guess" I told them
"she is sexy atleast you wasn't attracted to a ugly black girl but you always did have a thing for ugly white girls man I never understood yo choice in women" said Zach looking baffled
"ok enough of that im goin to my room" I told them. I was kind of insulted I mean I didn't think any of the girls I was with were ugly none of them compared to jamela but still that kind of hurt.
I walked up the stairs to my room and pulled my laptop from under my bed and logged on to facebook, I looked up jamela's page and her picture was one of those types that was "jack-off" worthy, shit the picture was sexy as hell to be truthful.There she was sitting on top of a counter with some type of old time dress, fishnet stockings, and her breast god they looked so beautiful. I damn near started to jack off right then and there but my brothers have a habit of busting into my room especially since I have no lock on my door.
Speaking of the devil the guys bust into my room and started talking a mile a minute, apparently they were all going over to their "girls" house for the weekend. I wonder if jamela would stay the weekend over here its not like my parents are gonna be here they tend to leave for long periods of time, cliche right, but to be honest I wouldn't have it any other way because its not like they don't call plus they are trying to be spontaneous in their relationship I guess, I really don't care as long as it saves their marriage.
As soon as I heard the car drive out of the drive way with my brothers in it I scrolled through my contacts a sent a message to jamela, she doesn't know that I have her number but when we had pushed her into the pool I quickly took her phone and sent a message to my phone my brothers weren't paying attention to what I was doing , They were too busy watching her get out of the pool, I almost stopped what I was doing when I looked her way earlier
"Hey beautiful" I sent to her
"who is this"
"your dream guy"
"look if this is devonte I told you I didn't want you anymore" who the hell was devonte? Whatever It didn't matter to me because starting now he was irrelevant jamela was mine now wheather she knew it or not
"no its not who ever he is though, im glad he gave you up"
"look who the hell is this"
"damn mela calm down" Damn she was feisty as hell I think im gonna have to fix that when I get her to be mine, but then again it is quite sexy
"Zane, Zack, Zachariah, or Zander?" she asks, how the hell? You know what I don't even care
"Zane"
"o umm hey" was she being hesitant, I mean it seem like she didn't want to text me
"what wrong you don't want me to have your number"
"noits not that its just how did you get my number" I didn't have time for questions mainly because I was impatient as hell and I just wanted to hear her voice
"can I call you"
"off topic much but yeah I guess you can"
I pressed the call button on my cell. The phone rang 3 times before she picked up. We talked on the phone for a couple hours, I loved hearing her voice she didn't really sound her age, her voice was a little higher than it was in person but it fit her, it was cute.
"look Zane its 3 in the morning im going to bed" I looked over at the clock and she was right it didn't feel like we were talking for damn near 5 hours, but I guess time goes fast when......damn what was that saying about time.. o well
"why you don't sound tired"
"bye zane"
"haha bye mela" She hung up the phone and I flopped back on my bed, man I feel like im whipped. If I could I would talk to her all night and everyday.
For the rest of the weekend me and jamela talked on the phone and the more I talked to her the more I wanted to make her mine, and the more I was determined to make that happen.
Ok the last part after Zane starts talking about jamela I really have no clue what I wrote, yes it probably sucks, Im sorry I was having such a hard time writing in his Pov if you hate it im truly sorry don't hate me please