I was standing there alone.
I knew that no one would come fore me
Why should they?
I am not worth them
I lie to everyone I know
even to my best friends
I can't be trusted
I destroy everything I touch
Now when I think about this
It was always my fault.
They will have better without me
Now I have suicide though?
I would kill myself for my friends and family
But I won't because I am selfish
I want to make my dream true
I want to become that I always wanted
Get what I always dream about
That I am selfish is holding me alive
Is this wrong?