Depressing

Just Fake

You know those days when you just feel like lying in bed.
You have people who sometimes message you but you have to message them first.
Just feeling dumfounded at the fact they won't check in on you?
That's what you call fake.
You'll sit and ponder if your good enough.
Then everything settle into your mind.
You let them out.
But can you say except your sorry?
Nothing really.
How long can you hold a fake smile before...tick tock...tick...tick....tock
Before you explode with all this emotion.
But what about the people that do care but are scardd you hate them?
Hmmm?
Ever thought about that.
Just sit and think.
Think and ponder, never ponder to long.
Just don't it never ends well. 🙃