*SLAP*
Oww!
Literally, I felt the waves of impact staggered my brain which jolted full consciousness into my entire system. The slap this time wasn't just a dream neither a fantasy playing in my mind. The only solution I could think of was pleasuring my own self with slapping —more like breaking— my own face.
If I could only smash my head on the wall, I would —no kidding— just to terminate the full loaded of perversion off my brain.
With my current behavior, I could shoutout to the whole universe my newly acquired character, yours truly—the masochist.
I glanced at my more-than-ever flummoxed and undoubtedly scared as hell —like she desperately wanted to jump out of the window for an escape— beautiful passenger.
I gleamed a charm smile at her. She returned the favor of looking back at me with a shock face as her wide eyes screamed at me "What in the creepy world is going on with you?!" Her hand was slithering the side door as unnoticeable as possible.
"I'm good. I'm good. No worries." I faked a smile, trying to show how calm and untroubled I was. Hopefully I wasn't wearing those fake smiles famously worn by psychopaths. Because I had a huge hint that I was going into that direction pretty much soon, or perhaps I had gone already before I knew it. I groaned to this realization.
"You can let go your hand from the door lock, princess. I won't hurt you." I chuckled lightly, obviously trying not to act like those mentally disturbed serials.
"How would I know?" Distrust reverberated from her soft voice.
"You're safe with me. Trust me." I added as if it would actually make her feel secured. But judging how her brows wrinkled even more, forming those muscles on her forehead with doubt. I also noticed the discomfort surfacing from her as she shifted her seat, in sync with her eyes shifting anxiously from side to side. A mannerism I started to recognize.
She looked down and was caught off guard when she saw how her dress slit positioned enticingly —for my eyes to suffer even more. Immediately she pulled her dress hem to fix it which added relief on my aching nerves. I looked away in defense, pretending I didn't notice her guard off.
Before I'd turn into an oafish statue and do nothing but drool like a maniac over her sexiness, or worst case would potentially kill myself. 'Cause if my eyes kept lurking towards her skin, I'd perhaps do the honor of hammering those fancy stilettos on my head. So I decided to press on the gas pedal cautiously.
I maneuvered my car on the road, while a bulb lit up in my mind. Now this might have helped. Why didn't it come up earlier in my putrid brain? It was over polluted maybe. I took the lollipop in my pocket that I grabbed from home earlier. I wasn't even sure why I took it, but now I knew the purpose of it.
I could see from the corner of my eye how my beautiful passenger watched me in absolute bewilderment as I peeled the wrapper off with a shaky hand and a thirsty mouth working together in a somewhat desperate survival mode.
I shoved the raspberry flavored lollipop inside my mouth like a lifesaver, carelessly dropping the wrapper in the process. I wasn't sure where it went but wrapper picking wasn't my priority at the moment.
As my tongue followed the circular sweetness of the candy, I let my teeth and my tongue play together, grasping it firmly in between grits, letting it dance on each side of my cheeks as the sweet juice started to run down my throat.
Now I was busy. Good. Busy sucking it, licking it and kissing it. My mind started drifting away from my earlier dilemma.
I checked my suddenly quiet passenger, from the corner of my eye. I saw how her hand massaged her throat then traveled down to her chest as she let out a deep sigh. She bit her lower lip as she shifted on her seat again as though there's any other creative way to reposition herself on the same spot with a buckled on.
"You okay, princess?" I shoved out the lollipop from my mouth and shoved back in after speaking.
She swallowed. I couldn't decipher if she was nervous or bored. Nonetheless, I noticed how those pretty blushes glimmering on her soft cheeks.
"Aren't you too old for that thing?" she pointed at the lollipop as if this thing didn't deserve to land in my mouth. I pulled the candy out of my mouth again with my free hand as my other hand was expertly maneuvering the steering wheel.
I smiled at her, "For emergency purposes", then shoved the lollipop back into the side of my cheek after a few smooching. I had been side glancing at her in interval of seconds to check, but as much as possible had kept my eyes on the road.
"What do you mean emergency purposes?" she furrowed her brows at me, beaming as if I wasn't making any sense.
"Sugar. I need it. Now." Urgency resonated through my voice. Not actually sure if sugar would help me kill these lewd desires in my system that had been seeping through me. But whatever.
I was amazed of the sudden shifting of her facial expression in a minute after a minute. Her eyes went more shocked than ever. "Why?? Are you diabetic?" covering her mouth with both hands, flashing a horrified face at me, "Ohmy! N-Tina! You forgot to take your maintenance pill?? Why did you forget your pill for Pete's sake? Are you safe to drive? Please don't pass out while driving. My granny was like that, she passed out if she missed her meds. Oh no!" She cried out in panic.
I suddenly got panicked too after her hysterics and now I have been misjudged as someone with a chronic disease. Great. Do I look like about to faint soon? I was probably that obvious.
"What? No! Wait. Please calm down." I pacified her as much as I pacified myself, now not quite sure if we're still safe to reach our destination. Man, I guess her brain was as screwed up as mine although on a different level.
I quickly gazed at her and I realized she looked too cute. And it was wrongfully of me to get fascinated by her cuteness in this kind of situation, when she probably had a bad experience with, I assumed, her grandmother's health condition.
"Are you okay?" She asked, reaching her hand to my face but she pulled it away immediately when my cheek leaned on it. Instantly the touch burst flames unto me. Damn.
"Yes. Don't worry too much. I just need this thing," I raised the candy up with a playful curve on my lips, "and I can't explain to you why." 'cause you wouldn't want to know.
"I'll understand. Try me." She dared as if telling her that she's turning me on would be absolutely fantastic for her to hear.
No you won't. You'll kill me. I replied nothing but a smile, a fake smile that concealed my animalistic hunger.
She gave me a worried look and I couldn't help but melt. I somewhat felt that she did care about me—maybe. My heart did a little cartwheeling for seconds as those beautiful eyes gazing at me with concern.
Don't give me those eyes, princess.
I didn't want her to dig deeper and eventually make me blurt carelessly. So I attempted to change the topic as much as I wanted to rip off the awful thoughts lingering in my brain.
I bragged with my hand maneuvered the car and other hand held the lollipop that had stuck in my mouth, "I'm totally fine. See I can even drive with one hand. I'm a pro—".
**HONKKKKK**
Suddenly, the car swerved slightly which caused the other cars honking furiously on the other side. Those idiots overreacted too much.
My right hand held securely the steering wheel while my left instinctively outstretched over her chest, bracing her from the possible impact.
I pulled over shortly and immediately, I checked on her if she was okay. Judging the rage shimmering from her eyes, I could obviously tell she wasn't impressed of my stunt and wanted to kill me instead. Her amazonian feature had risen up alive. I congratulated myself as my goal to subside my burning desire had been replaced by this little dragon's desire to burn me alive. Nice.
I pulled the most guilty face ever with puppy eyes pleading for mercy. "I'm sorry, princess. Are you okay?"
Neither yes nor no came out from her cute lips. "Give me that!" She pulled out the lollipop from my mouth that had been romancing with my tounge, slightly trembling a tooth or two. Ouch. I massaged my gum, making sure my teeth were still intact.
I chose not to complain so I started driving instead, "What are you going to do with my lollipop?" I asked with concern, scared that she might throw it out the window, causing us possible traffic ticket. "Can I have it back?" I didn't care about the penalty, yet I was more concern of getting bad records against me. Not that I had been collecting too much already.
"Drive!" The world had flipped upside-down at that very moment as if I was under the control of a commander.
"Please." I pleaded but I only received a generous life-threatening glare from her.
"No! Eyes on the road. Where's the wrapper?" She held her hand up asking for it.
"Uh. I don't know. Under my seat maybe?" I replied as if I had done a wrongful act like a innocent kid, and my voice reverberated fright from an upcoming punishment.
"Give it to me." She demanded.
"I would if I could. But as you can see, I only have two hands, princess." Both of my hands flew up in the air, leaving the steering wheel on its own in split second.
"Tina!" She yelled, shaking the crap out of me. I put my trembled hands back in an instant, gripping hard on the steering wheel with dear life.
"Just give it back to me. Don't worry about the wrapper. I'll finish it."
"NO." And as expected her no was as solid as a rock causing me to surrender. I could have sworn I had seen myself under her authority at all times. Like how old couples were dealing with nonsense stuff, and having the male always at the losing end.
"Okay. If you want the wrapper so bad, I'll get it for you. But you need to hold the steering wheel for me, listen...eyes on the road", she rolled her eyes at me which I found it irresistibly adorable, "and I'll look for it, or you can try searching it yourself between my legs." I shrugged suggestively.
She frowned, her eyes rounded massive with a look in disgust, telling me I'm-not-getting-in-between-your-UGH.
"But of course you don't have the guts to do that." I smirked at her. I knew she wouldn't do it. I knew.
I heard a huge puff of air came out from my passenger. Little did I know, I felt a small hand creeping between my legs which made me slightly jolt in surprise. The touch in my inner thighs sent shivers back into my system that I had been dying to ignore for a million times tonight.
I slightly glanced down, my poor eyes winced as her bareback dangerously shimmered pleasure unto them. My knuckles had hardened on the grip, fighting all the freaking urges of touching what I was not suppose to touch.
Oh heavens, lead me not into temptation, deliver me please please from my evil lustful flesh. I cried in plead.
Why in the world did I even dare her? I blamed myself.
"What are you doing?" I asked as I slowly stepped on my brake for a red sign. Softly I touched her head to protect from a hard bump on a steering wheel.
"Getting in between your legs, stupid." She replied impatiently, hunching her torso more over my side as her short hand struggled to grasp a small paper under my seat.
And it didn't take too long that I couldn't help but start chuckling as I got tickled by her touch here and there.
"Wait. Ah! Wait. Wait. Ahaha. I'm ticklish in that area, princess. Ohh... not there." I giggled. I probably really looked like a hardcore idiot.
"Can you stop laughing, you fool I'm having a hard time down here! Where the hell is that stupid wrapper??" She complained annoyingly.
I bit my lips, stifling my about to burst laughter, my head propping up with my eyes wincing in giggles, pressing my hand on the roof while the other was still on her head in between my crotch.
"Oh my gosh! You're hopeless!" She pulled herself up frustratingly from her awkward curl position in front of me, and fixed her somewhat loosening hair bun, lollipop stick in between her teeth. She threw the back of her palm to wipe her forehead as she exhaled a huge relief. And then fanning herself for air.
Confusion fired me up as I looked at the driver next car that pulled almost at the same time as I did, wearing an amused wide grin as he gave me a satisfactory thumbs up like a random guy cheering for an athlete's victory.
I didn't know what else to do but grin sheepishly. And did a thumb up in response, approving to whatever he may have had in his mind. I had hoped it wasn't something explicit.
He threw his fist in the air in a triumphant whirl, screaming "Whoohooo!" as if his best player did a good score.
Great. Now I looked like a satisfied pervert.
"What was that?" My curious guest asked with furrowed brows.
"Huh? Er. Nothing?" I deadpanned and immediately zoomed the car before the guy next car deliver another malicious charade acts again.
"That guy was weird." She beamed as if she had known him quite enough amount of time.
"Yeah. He's weird." I even agreed to avoid whatever unnecessary talks. I didn't even know why I was this defensive.
"Why are you both smiling to each other then?"
"Uhm." My eyes turned wide as I drove, grasping for the right answer. "Coz I'm weird too. Hahaha." I slapped my hand on the steering wheel in delight, "Yup. We're both weird!" I grinned as I glance at her, nodding my head in full conviction.
"Good you know that. Can I open this?" She looked at me asking for permission, pointing to my car compartment. I had no idea why but I nodded anyway. She opened it tracing for something suspicious, holding my precious lollipop like it'd drop soon. She gave up frustratingly, "Why on earth don't you have a darn tissue in your expensive car?"
"Huh? Why would I need tissue in my car?"
"For cleaning purposes, of course!"
"What should I be cleaning in here? I always have this car wash regularly." I reasoned out, totally lost at her debate.
"You know what? Never mind. Next time get a tissue okay? There would be cases you'd need it. Like right now." She ordered before opening another compartment. She huffed a sigh and next thing she did caused me a total shock.
I couldn't help but threw a delightful grin on her.
"What?" She frowned after her luscious lips smooching the lollipop that my tongue had been romancing with not too long ago. I could feel beet red shimmering on my cheeks as heat rising back into my body.
"I knew it." I smirked.
"Knew what?" Her brows were connecting into one full crooked line.
"Do you even know what you're just doing?"
"Well, you're careless and where else am I putting this away?" She licked the candy like a little girl. Her soft lips pouted tauntingly as she smooched the sweetness from it with such pleasure. I gulped before biting my lower lip in thirst. Damn my unbelievable heart had gone in crazy palpitations. While my brain playing curious thoughts in split second. I wonder how she kisses considering how her tongue twirls with the damn lucky lollipop. Is she a good kisser?
I literally had to knock my own forehead to refocus myself on driving instead. As much as I wanted to drag my mind out of the lewd thoughts playing in me, here went the voice that caused too much distractions on me.
"Actually, it taste good, I've never tasted lollipop like this before." She gleamed cluelessly.
I shifted my eyes from the road back to her, "You haven't had a lollipop before?"
"I did. But this one is different."
"It taste a lot better than a regular lollipop huh?" I perked up a smile.
"Yeah!" Without a doubt she replied in total agreement before she continued, "Where did this come from?"
"Uh. From my mouth." I grinned as I glanced back quickly at her. With the help of my dashboard lit I could see how her face turned red in an instant. I couldn't help myself again from getting drowned by her cuteness.
"Aren't you too conceited?"
"Aren't you too cute?" I curved my lips while driving. "Did you know what just happened?"
I quickly glanced at my oblivious passenger as I slowly stopped the car on red light, and of course she was busy playing the candy inside her mouth. She raised both of her naturally perfect lined brows at me in question.
I bit my lower lip as I looked at her innocent eyes, "You just twisted your tongue with mine." I charmed a smile.
I could have sworn her immediate facial expression was priceless. Shy red face, big shocked eyes, jaw dropped beautifully. Our eyes met and never departed. My left hand reached her soft chin, tilting it up to close the gap between her mouth. My heart melted at the most beautiful girl whom had driven me this insane. No one could do this to me. Not a single girl I've met could drive me this nuts by being simply clueless and oblivious. And at that very moment, all I could ever think of was to feel how soft her lips was, how playful her tongue was, how electrifying the taste of her mouth was, and how addicting she could be to me.
Oh...damn. How badly I wanted to feel these. If I kissed her, would she kill me? For real. She'd probably be terrified, and terrifying her was the least I'd wanted to do. I'm screwed. I'm fucking screwed. Damn you, Tina.
...
And so I kissed her. In that split millisecond, I died indeed.
A/N: Advance Happy Holidays sweeties! I hope you like this chapter. Please vote if you do.
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