12-2-18
Dear Future-self,
Apparently the appendectomy was done the night I wrote an update. I was feeling just good after the appendectomy but, two days later I was experiencing some nausea and vomiting that my stay on the hospital got prolonged.
Right now, I am at our Panglao residence. I still have the nausea and vomiting. I don't have a good appetite. I barely eat. And when I do eat, I vomit it all out again.
Haiiissst.
This is really tiring. I've been irritable for quite a few days now. I often yell when my head aches or when I'm not feeling well. Which of course I do not like. I don't like raising my voice when I talk to my parents. But sometimes I can't help it.
I know they are very worried about me, but sometimes it's also suffocating. Or maybe I just hate noise. It's probably my ears that is causing this havoc that I am in. I hope I'd really be well before my birthday. I hope these nausea and vomiting stops. I hope I'd get my appetite back. And I hope all will be well in God's grace.
I know this is just a challenge. And maybe a blessing in disguise. I hope I'd realize the reason for this Lord. And thank You for being here with me, ALWAYS. 🙂
Love,
Present-self (21 yrs old self)