A couple weeks had passed since that day
Jimin's behavior towards me had changed so much compared to when I first moved in..
Whenever nobody was looking I was surprised by a kiss or his hand caressing mine under the table
Not even my cheesy dreams could compare to the amazing thing loving Park Jimin was
I barely even visited my room anymore; we just couldn't keep our hands off each other
On the other hand, not everything was going well
I wouldn't be much longer until my 'role' as Taehyung's model would be over, but something I used to love so much had become harder to keep up every day
The comments and shipping from the fans wouldn't stop; and although Jimin never brought it up again it was a fact he wasn't happy about it
And one other thing..
"Dang it!" I complained when my body hit the hard floor
"Are you okay?" Tae extended his hand to help me up, my stupid brain made me trip God knows how
"Ugh.. yeah, i'm fine. Than~"
I wasn't able to finish my words
Taehyung pulled me up but also towards him, one of his hands still holding onto mine and the other one now wrapped around my waist, keeping me way closer than I'd like to be and his chest pressing against mine
"T-Tae, c-can you let go?" my face hot, me trying to hold back my impulses being the only reason for it
The photographer's game had become more intense lately
He wouldn't miss a chance to be alone with me
A wink.. a sweet word.. or something like this..
-Would you just back the fuck off?!-
I wanted to say so badly
But there wasn't a way for me to keep him away that wouldn't end up causing trouble for Jimin.. or at least I couldn't think of one
Taehyung wasn't a bad person at all, but rejection was a powerful thing
He could go and complain to Jimin-ah and that would make whatever is going down between them both get even worse when he found out about Tae's intentions..
He could go around and spread rumors about us being lovers if I told him the truth and that was for Jimin to handle
My only way out for now was to resist for a little longer until this time was over..
or at least that was my idea
"Tae, please let go"
"Why do you keep running from me, Kookie?"
"Stop playing around"
"I'm not playing, Jungkook.."
his eyes were so intense they made me swallow my words for a second
"Every time we're close I just can't help it. There's something about you..
I like it, I like you.. a lot
Why don't you give me a chance?"
He didn't move closer, but he wouldn't let me go either
"Go out with me, at least once"
"Tae.."
"Kook-ah, I had never felt so complete but when i'm with you.
If you just.."
"Tae I can't"
"Why?"
With a forceful movement I was finally loose and I moved back, only to be pulled right into his embrace again but this time.. his lips crashed against mine
His kiss was gentle, and sincere.. but it just wasn't right
I pushed him away with all of my strength and shouted not caring anymore
"because I love Jimin!!"
Suddenly, the word regret was all written all over his face
"Jungkook.."
"I'm in love with Park Jimin! I love him with all of my heart and I won't ever look at anyone else!"
"I.." it was like he didn't even know what to say
"I can't do this"
I turned my back to him and left the place immediately, taking a cab that was luckily passing by
I got home and went straight to my room
It was so wrong.. I felt guilty
Taehyung was the one who kissed me but maybe I could've prevented it had I spoken earlier..
My phone started ringing.. it was Yoongi
"Hey"
"Is everything okay?"
"Why do you ask?"
"Jimin left, he said you were done for today and knowing Taehyung the way I do.. that doesn't sound right"
"I thought you didn't know him well"
"I never said that. Besides I can smell trouble, and your voice is giving you up"
"I.."
"Is this about Jimin?"
"Is not.."
"I'm not supposed to tell you this but, he wants to make it official"
"What do you mean?"
"You guys have an event tomorrow.. a fansign, right? He wants to make your relationship public"
"H-he does?!"
"You can't act like you know though, he'd kill me. Now, go ahead and spit whatever's worrying you"
I didn't want to say anything..
It would be better if it died with me but I just couldn't hold it in anymore like I had been doing it for a few weeks now
"I just can't do this anymore..
Why won't he stay away?!"
"Are you talking about Tae? Did he do something?"
"He keeps trying! I don't want to!"
me breath started getting shaky and my voice cracking a bit more
"I was forced to say things I didn't want to and now everything might end up changing for worse!!"
"Why didn't you tell Jimin?"
"I didn't want any trouble! I just didn't want to make it worse!
This is not what I agreed to.. I just want it to be over.."
A heard a door slam and quickly put my phone down
I washed my face and tried to calm down before going outside
"Jimin?" I walked upstairs and into his room, where I found him changing clothes
"I'm sorry, I didn't hear you until you were already here"
"It's okay. What were you doing downstairs?"
"Oh.. I.. was thinking of taking down my posters, like you said"
"I see.."
he definitely didn't look his best
"What is it you wanted to tell me about?"
I tried to change the subject
He stayed quiet for a second and just looked at me
"We can talk about it tomorrow"
"Jimin-ah, are you okay?" I got closer and softly caressed his cheek
"Are you feeling sick?" his eyes were somehow red and his skin was hot. But most of all, he almost looked soulless
"I'm just really tired"
I could see he was trying his best to smile, but it was easy to see how hard it was
"Come here.." I pulled on his hand and guided him to the bed
"Just sleep, okay? I'll make you some dinner, but you need to rest"
"Okay.." he mumbled
"I'll be back.."
....
Jungkook left the room and went downstairs, Jimin pulling out his phone.. there was something he needed to do
"Jimin?"
"I'm sorry to bother you at this hour, but I need you to do something for me"
"What is it?"
"Gather Hoseok and his team"
"Is this about Jungkook?"
"..yes"