How dare I believe in anything more
than the past that has broken me,
shattered me.
I am no more than the tears
that run down my face,
wiping and erasing the facial expressions
I tried so hard to perfect
What now?
Motions, go through the motions.
Believe in these motions.
I have to get somewhere
anywhere
don't pull me back in
don't fight for me
I've already given up.