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The others went ahead without me.
(Y/N) went ahead without me.
I feel...strange. Weird.
O-of course.
This...this situation is serious and Edd needs special care...
I...
Why am I feeling this way?
I...I'm suppose to be worried sick for Edd...
Edd...almost died...that's why their attention is on him...
While I...didn't...that's why their attention only lasted a couple hours.
(Y/N)....
"-Because I'm older than you by months, I'm telling you to tell me anything you want,"
(Y-Y/N)...can I tell you...
...that I'm jealous of Edd?
...that I'm not concerned for him?
...that I'm tired of him always getting the attention?
"Don't think it's ridiculous, I'm open for anything you want to talk about, Mattie."
What if I tell you...
That I wanted him to die?
If I told you that...
Would you be angry?
Would you still listen to me?
W-would you still give me attention?
That time when you listened to me about my problems...
Made me feel so special.
Like I was wanted.
(Y/N)...
Where are you when I need to tell you things?
F-forget...forget Edd.
I'm more important right? Much more important...!
I'm...I should be more special...
Where are you (Y/N)?
I need you...
What if I get sick again?
I'd get your attention, right?
I'm the only person you'd pay attention to, right?