I smile while I cry

This is the end of us 💔

All the memories that we coulda had shoulda had if u woulda had asked me 🗣🗣
And determined I was a blessing 😇
But you were where out there messing with those hoes
Doing who knows...🤷🏽‍♀️
But I do
U said u where my brofriend,but u never asked for the truth
U assumed the worst, as I tried my best
Yet u never put the "facts" to the test 📖
So......I've decide that you weren't worth it, and I know that nobody's perfect
But you could heave tried,and pryed through all the lies, but most of all been on my side
But you know what they say when you get over someone
You forgive,forget, but never regret
And....I don't—I won't
But you don't know how much I've thrived without you
Tried without
How much I've lived with out you
You were a bump in he road
And everybody knows that it will pass over
And I'm glad that's over
I can't relive memories on the past, I have to look forward and I guess that without you as my lover