Neil closed the diary and left to the room which is exactly next to his room.....to check onto his little world before going to sleep
He slowly opened the door to find his two princess sleeping peacefully.....in their princess themed bedroom.....clutching their quilts close to their faces....and cuddled to each other....
This view always gives Neil the unexpressed happiness....where he can see them away from all the pain and worries....
He went close to them.....to uncover their faces....so that they might not suffocate them......
Made them comfartable by placing their spreaded hairs behind their ears...
He gently took their hands one by one.....and kissed it....
"H a p p y B i r t h d a y M y Li f e ❤"
He sat near them for some more time....just to adore them a little more....
As this is the only thing which brings a smile on his face....and he can sleep peacefully at night....
After some times....he left the room.....without making a noise and went to his bed
He finally sleeps after taking a look at Avni's photoframe...kept near his bed side..."good night Avni...."
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The next day......
18th May 2018
7 : 30 a.m.
Neil was sleeping when he heard some noise....
There was some noise going on in the next room....
Neil got up immediately.....and ran to the room.....as he got worried instantly
Anaya...Arohi...what happened......he opened the door all panicked
And their were his two sunshines.....fighting over the toys and barbie dolls...
Neil sighed with a relief.....
Both of them looked at him
Anaya : Daddy...rooh is not giving me my barbie doll...its my barbie doll....she asked in her cute voice
Arohi : No daddy...its my barbie doll....Anaya is lying....
He smiled at their cute little fights...
He sat on their bed
"Awwww....come here....come here my babiess....he took them into his arms.....squeezing them both into a tight hug......
Both of them smiled in their father's embrace.....
They both loves him very much....as they are always being pampered by him...
He kissed their cheeks one by one...."Happy birthday Anaya....Happy Birthday Rooh....."
They smiled breaking the hug with him while still having their arms around his neck
"Daddy....today is our birthday....?.....Anaya asked him in her innocence
Arohi repeats the same.....as she always copies her sister...
Neil smilesd at their innocence
"Ohh my bundles on cuteness....he sighed
"Yes Anaya...Yes Arohi....Today is your birthday....he gave them a smile...while adjusting the two of them into his lap.......And you know How old are you now ...?
They both shaked their heads together
"Three....Anaya and Arohi are 3 years old now......Daddy has taught you numbers right....?"
They both nodded
"Yeah we are three...Its our birthday......they started jumping on the bed......
Neil just can't handle such cuteness in one go.....
His eyes got tears seeing the happiness on their faces.....while his lips were all curved up in a big smile
"Thank you so much Avni.....for giving me these two bundles of happiness.....
I can happily give up my entire life for theim......he sighed remebering his Avni
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Later in the afternoon
He was getting them ready
He made them wear the dresses that they themselves selected from their wardrobe.....
"Hey one thing....Papa has bought you a gift....Do u wanna see....?
They both got excited "gift what gift......?"
One second
He got the bag...and there were two beautiful tiara's for his two princesses
They both got happy seeing the tiara's
He made them wear it one by one..
"Now..my daughters are looking jusk like two beautiful Fairies....Papa loves you so much beta.....he took both of them into another hug.....pouring all his love to them
"I love you too papa...Anaya kissed his cheek
"Arohi also love you papa....Arohi did the same and kissed his ckeeks
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In the evening
Neil was standing outside the gate of the play school......waiting for his princesses
And suddenly a smile swept on his face....seeing the two beautiful looking fairies running to him....calling Papa...
He knelt down to the ground......in order to grab them as soon as they reach him.....
and the moment they both hugged him....throwing themselves into his arms........he squeezed them to his embrace
After picking them up from their play school.....He gathered both of them into his arms and sitted them inside the car.....right next to him......
"So how was the school...?..he asked them...while driving
Anaya : Daddy...today...i got two stars....see....she showed her tiny little wrist.
Arohi : I also got starss....I also got starss....she started jumping on her seat...
Neil : Wow....very nice beta...Papa is so proud of you two.......
Arohi dont jump...sit properly.....he made her sit properly...and tied the seat belt to both of them...
Anaya : Papa where are we going...?
Neil : For your birthday treat....he smiled to them
Arohi : Yeah....yeah...papa waffle.....she excitedly demanded her favourite dish
Neil : Ofcourse my bacha...we will have waffle.....ice cream and lots of chocolates......he smiled seeing their excited faces
The three of them headed to a waffle store
Neil ordered their favourite waffles...and ice creams
They begin eating as their order arrived
He himself made them have their first bite...and kissed their foreheads....as a symbol of his love on their birthdays....
As they are too small and innocent to understand all these birthdays and stuff......so Neil just make sure to make them happy on their birthdays.....
Nothing fancy and celebration can bring a smile on there faces....than these moments spent with their father.....Which brings a smile on their faces
Later they ate their waffle themselves.....and Neil was adoring them and how cutely they were licking the chocolates covering their face with it
Neil never stops them for anything.......as he want them to live each moment just the way they wanted....
He never wants them to lose their innocence....
Anaya extended her little hands to him........and made him eat too
He took the bite and felt so blessed....
"Papa you want more...Anaya asked him in her sweet voice
He smiled "Nhi bacha....aap khao..he carressed her face
After they finished eating.....He wiped their faces and hands with a tissue
"Now lets go....or you need anything else....?....he asked both of them
Daddy......daddyy.....Arohi started pulling his shirt down
Neil looked at her...and bent down to her placing his hand on her face "Ha mera bacha...bolo.....he asked her softly
She slowly whispered in his ears"Washroom...jaana...."
He smiled at her innocence....
"Come....Papa will take you....he picked her up
Anaya you sit here.....Papa is just coming okay....And dont go anywhere....he made her sit on a chair....and instructed her to stay there till he comes back
He left with Arohi to the washroom.....while Anaya was sitting there playing with her doll
After 5 minutes when he returned
He found Anaya missing from where he left her
"Anaya.....Anaya....Anaya......he looked everywhere
She was not there
His heart skipped a beat....the moment he did not saw his daughter at the place where he left her...
He started panicking more
"Anaya....kaha ho....Anaya....he got hell worried for her
He just looked here n there like a mad man....searching for his three year
old daughter.....who is too small n innocent....
Lastly his eyes fall on the road side...
He immediately ran there and shouted "Anaayaaa.......he pulled her into his arms...covering her with his hands....engulfing her in his embrace
He saw his daughter standing right at the road side.....where She was just about to move towards the middle of it.....and he badly panicked...
He rushed to his best speed....
He grabbed her into his arms......tightening his grip
"I.....I am so sorry baby....I am really sorry.....Papa aapko kabhi akela nhi chodenge...Never......never....he kissed all over her face
He placed her hairs behind her ears and kissed her forehead
"I am sorry Anaya....I am sorry mera bacha.....Papa will never leave you alone....
Its....its all my fault....Papa fir kabhi aapko aise akela nhi chodenge...I...I am sorry......he kissed all over her face
He again hugged her and his eyes got filled with tears....
He squeezed his tears filled eyes..... fearing that he might have just lost his daughter......As the crowd and rushing vehicles were haunting him
He thought "Agar aaj aapko kuch ho jata...to main apne aap ko kabhi maaf nhi kr pata.....kabhi nhi.....he kissed her cheeks squeezing his eyes
"Anaya....mera bacha....aap....aap theek ho na....aapko kahi....kahi lagi to nhi........he checked all over her to see that if she is all fine or not...
And That three year old innocent little girl just pointed at the other side of the road........
Neil looked at where she is pointing
He sighed.....
He placed her hairs behind her ears
"To aapko balloons chahiye.....?....he asked her as she was pointing towards the balloon seller on the other side of the road...
She nodded innocently
"Come ....lets go...."...Neil carried both his daughters in his arms....and bought them some colourful balloons...
They got very very happy having the balloons in their hands.....
Neil saw their smiles.....And their smiles just melted his heart
His eyes were still teary....can't fogiving himself for his mistake of leaving her daughter alone........but their smiles gave him some relief.......
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After that.....
He brought them back home.....while both of them had slept in the car itself....
He carried them in his arms....and they both got fitted into his two protective hands.....sleeping on his shoulders...
He gently placed them on their bed....carefully
He removed their tiaras and get them changed into comfartable clothes.....while they were still sleeping
He covered them with the quilt....and sat beside them...caressing their foreheads......
"I am sorry Avni...Please mujhe maaf kar dena......
Aaj ke baad aisa kabhi nhi hoga.......
Main ek pal ke liye bhi inhe akela nhi chodunga.....
You dont know how much I got scared today.......But no....next time se I will never leave them alone....not even for a single second.....he thought in his mind talking to Avni in his thoughts... while looking at his daughters sleeping beside him
He got so scared today ...as if his world would have collapesed in those few seconds.....
He has already lost his beloved wife and now....he cant afford to lose his daughters...
After that scary incident....Neil was not at all ready to leave them alone........
He layed beside them on their bed....taking them into his arms...
They both got sticked to his both the sides......placing their heads on his chests......and He took both of them in his arms.....
"You both are my life....My everything......And papa can't live without you two......Papa loves you the most in this world....You are my entire World.....❤....he kissed their foreheads
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