Beep Beep Beep Beep Beep
What In the holy hell is beeping and it needs to shut the fuck up
I slowly crack my eyes open . Wait ..... Where the hell am I .
I go to move my arm up to block out some of the light , why the hell is my arm so fucking heavy I turn my head to look I see pink on my arm
It takes me a moment to process it , I have a cast on my arm . Lifting up my head
Oh no put your head back down
Some memories come flowing back I was in the bathroom and the lights go out I see Morgan but I'm looking up at him why was I on the floor .
I move again but this time I feel a pull on my other arm so I turn my head ever so gently to see an IV and IV Bag hanging on the Pole .
Then I hear snoring I find the button for the bed I raise myself up to be able to see better
Seeing Morgan , Mason and Sammy all still in their suites their ties are undone shirts are half unbutton at the top enough to show some chest fuzz mmmm Yes . Tamp them hormones down girlfriend your body hurts to much for that right now .
I really need to pee but I don't want to wake up the guys . I hit the nurse call button a few minutes later the door opens slowly in walks a Nurse comes in followed by Mama
" Mama"
" Baby your awake" she says softly
" Yeah I need to pee "
" Well go "
I gave her a look of what the hell lady
" You have a catheter in , Dr Green didn't know how long you would be out due to the drug you were given " The Nurse Said
"Oh "
Mama touches my calf and I don't feel it
" Mama"
" Yes "
" Touch my calf again "
She touches my calf again
" I can't feel when you touch me there "
" That might be because of the drug they haven't determined what it was yet but it's most likely a temporary thing but let me touch you here" Mama said as she touches My thigh and I feel that but I don't feel anything from the knees down weird.
" Is someone awake now " a Gruffly voice said
" Yes I am But I cant feel my calfs of my legs and my head is killing and oh I seem to have broken my arm , now can someone tell me what the hell happened" I asked
" In a few minutes let everyone get in here so you don't have to repeat yourself " Mama said
" Do you need any thing for pain " the nurse asked
" If I can have anything my head is killing me"
" Okay I'll give you something once Dr Green comes in which won't be much longer " she says
Morgan moves from the couch to standing next to bed
I patted the bed for him to sit he does one better he lifts me up and he takes the bed and I lay on my stomach with my head on his chest his arms wrapped around me holding me tight to him for a moment . He kisses my head and takes a deep breath
" You hove got to stop scaring the hell out of me Bambino or I will have to punish you " he says in a whisper
I let out a little giggle and reply " Mmm you can punish me all you want "
He lightly swats my ass
I lay on Morgan and I'm just about back asleep when the door comes flying open bangs on the wall I jumped out of my skin and might have rolled off Morgan if it wasn't for the fact he held on to me
" What the Hell " I say
" Harper Jane Toma watch your mouth "
" Yes Daddy " I say but I stick my tongue out at Daddy Axel
" Well looks like my patient is awake now "
" Yes Uncle Sean I am"
" Well how do you feel"
" I'll give you the short version I feel like hell , my head is killing me , I can't feel anything when Mama Touched my calves of my legs , I'm sore all over but mainly the upper body " I tell him
" That's the short version " he says with a smile to which I couldn't help it I laughed but then I winced in pain that hurt
" It's okay I'll give you something for the pain in a minute but first what do you remember " Sean asked
" Going to the Gala, dancing , then having to pee, Melody and I went upstairs of the home , she went out first I was still fixing my dress then I came out to wash my hands the lights went out . Someone Grabbed me from behind at first I thought it was Melody playing a joke until I hit the body and it spoke Don't you even scream I went back with an elbow to get away then I was pushed into the door thrown to the ground but my head hit the sink I went to catch myself but my arm must have hit just right I heard a snap . I felt something stick me in neck and I felt really weak like all my muscles went limp .
When I was laying on the ground the lights came on I saw him standing there I screamed then I see Morgan standing over me then I wake up here" I tell them
" Who did you see Harper " Daddy Axel Asked
" Todd" was the one word answer I gave that sent the whole room into chaos for a moment until Uncle Owen whistled
" Now Harper are you sure" Uncle Owen asked
"Yes , it was him , he also whispered something in my ear "
" What did he say " Papa Brandon asked
" That this was only the beginning "
I felt Morgan shift under me tightening his hold on me. The bed dipped down and I felt two hands from different directions touch my back
" We can't let him get that close again " Mason said
" We all agree with that , Corey, Victor and Kota go through the video feed to see when he arrives and track his movements . Harper you are going to rest and get better once you are released Owen I think she needs to moved to a safe house for a few days not only to recover but until we figure out what to do permanently about Todd " Daddy Axel said with that tone he gets when there in no room for discussion.
"Uncle Sean Do you know what he could have injected me with "
" Most Likely a muscles relaxer or Tranquilizer , we won't know until all the blood test are run , But it sounds like a muscle relaxer a high dose one " he answered
" Dr Green here is the pain medicine for Harper and ...."
The door came flying open again banging the wall all of us looked up
" Harper Jane why I "
" Come Here Melody My Sweet Melody give me a hug " I say as I slowly move to sit up wincing all the way to the upright position
Melody gave me a hug and rubbed my head messing up my already messy hair even more
" Easy Killer body hurt " I say
She let's go
" You can't go around getting hurt on my watch " she said
" Ha I know but I have something to ask Can I shower and how long am I going to be here because this gown is driving me absolutely nuts and the lack of underwear is very breezy"
I say
" Yes you Can Shower"Sean said But was Cut off
" your Favorite Uncle has brought you all your stuff for you and it's all in the bathroom for you " Gabriel said with a laugh
" Shhh Uncle Gabriel your not to tell everyone and thank you the only question is can I stand"
" Well let's find out , Mason you take the right , Sammy take the left and I will stand in the middle if she falls forward and Morgan you catch her if she goes backwards " Sean said
I slowly scoot to the edge of the bed put one foot down they all have a death grip on me I put the other foot down and then my weight on my legs and I fall forward legs go out
Sean has be scooped up in his arms
" I guess you wanted me to carry you in " he says as he adjust me in his arms
" Yes I guess so , now what I guess I can't shower because I can't stand "
" No you can shower there is a seat in there so you can sit down "
" Harper you want me to help you " Mama Asked
" No Mama I'll do it "
" Can everyone give us a moment, Sean you can stay because your holding her right now"Mama said
There was a round of Yeah sures
It was only Mama , Sean and Myself in the room , Sean had moved and put me back on the bed
" Listen Harper I know you don't want me to see the scars but Honey I saw some of them when you were in the hospital then , they don't scare me Baby"
" Mama don't I know you mean well but I'm letting you see them it's bad enough I see them every time I look in the mirror and now I have what one more to add since I have stitches on my forehead from him it's hard dealing with the daily reminders of what he did to me , Not just the physical part but the emotional parts they are the hardest to get through he's constantly in my head in the past few days " I say to her
" Cassie it might be time for you to tell her about "
" No not Now " Mama Yelled
I jumped
" Easy Cassie I'm not "
" I'm sorry Sean " She says as she leaves the room in tears
I look at Uncle Sean what the hell just happened and what are you not telling me
" What the hell is going on first I overhear Mama and Daddy talking earlier and Mama said she went through something that happened to me now what the hell does that mean " I asked
" I can't answer that but I suggest you ask all of your parents all at one time maybe then what happened to your Mama will come out " Uncle Sean said
" Can I take a shower now "
" Yeah let me take you in there "
" No could you get Mason , Morgan or Sammy" I said with a short tone
" Alright Harper I'll let the tone go for now , you are more like your Mama than you will ever admit " Sean said as he left the room
I took the moments to get my thoughts together I didn't mean to be short with Sean or Mama . I just want to shower and sleep or maybe eat too
" Harper Jane "
" Look I'm sorry Papa Marc I just want to shower , maybe eat and sleep I don't want to argue with you or anyone but I would like to know what happened to Mama that made her snap at Uncle Sean but since no one wants to tell me I'll just ask Nana Lilly " I say they all know Nana will tell me I see the wheels in Papas head moving .
" Fine I will talk with Mama , But Harper you need to let your mama see your scars it will help both of you more than to you both know "
" Fine go get Mama but I'm warning you when she sees them it's not going to end well" I tell him
Sean had come back in when I told Papa to get Mama , Sean told Papa that he would take me to bathroom to shower that Mama could come in there .
I was lifted up and carried to the bathroom and my cast was bagged up to keep from getting wet , I had Sean untie the knots on the strings of the gown for me .
The gown hit the ground and Sean took a deep breath in when he saw the scar on my back which I know Mason had seen that one but didn't say anything
The one of my back is right at my Lower back it says Slut , Todd took the knife and carved it in my skin it's faded and is flat now not raised as it once was that's one that I plan on getting a tattoo over it like the one on my hip
The door opens and I hear Mama cry
" Oh Harper Jane my baby " she says as she hugs me tight from the back
" Mama let go I'm going to fall off the seat"
" I'll get the water going for you Harper" Sean said
" Mama you can come around and see the ones on my front "
She moved very slowly around and I sat there looking down at floor
I feel her looking at me but I keep my head down I hate my scars
I felt her fingertips on my dragon tracing it
" I love the dragon it's beautiful " Mama said
" Thank you , Sammy has the same one on his arm it's a half sleeve I didn't know he had it " I tell her
" Oh "
" I'm planning on getting one to cover up the one on my back "
" That sound good Harper , now lets get you showered and dressed so you can eat " She says
I try and stand up so that the chair I'm in can go back to the shower but it doesn't go well Sean picked me up and held me until Mama got the chair in the shower stall
I was placed in the chair the hot water hit me and it felt good I let run across me down my body for awhile before I even thought of washing I let some of my tears fall letting the water wash them off my face
" Oh Harper I'm so sorry baby girl I couldn't protect you " Mama cries out
She startled me
" it's okay mama it's not your fault the only person to blame is Todd " I tell her through my tears
" I should have seen the signs " she says
" Mama I didn't even see the signs until it was too late , now I have shown you them , I don't want you saying anything about the one on my back to Daddies or Papas only you , Sean , Mason, possibly Morgan and Sammy have seen the one on my back this is not up for debate Mama I don't want them to know i can be the only one to tell them "
" Okay I'll agree with it for now " Mama said
" Sean " I said
" Fine I will agree and how did my sons see it " he asked with a chuckle
" Well um yeah about that "