"Rocky I'm sorry about the other night I-" I blabbed bursting into his room. i'd finally worked up the curage to tell him how sorry I was. but instead I found him already onto the next one. When I say onto the next one I mean literally onto the next one he got some trick under him.
"Man, get the fuck out. I ain't tryna here none of that" he snapped looking up from the random. As soon as he looked me in the eyes i knew it was over between us. I simply nodded my head in reply and left closing the door quietly. I can't believe this bull. He's always spitting like we make the best team and he how doesn't want anyone but me. My love for him slowly turned to hate with every step I took away from his bedroom door.
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Its been a month since my dinner date with August. I have only come home at night to sleep and I leave early in the morning to avoid seeing Rocky. We've only talked twice since our argument I feel like he doesn't care about me at all anymore. Every night I heard him messing around with another girl each one different. He's also been in the studio a lot and when hes not at home hes out traveling. I really dont know why I care so much, we're not together. It still hurts my heart to see him with other girls but I guess thats what he felt like a month ago. All in all I think he's completely over it. He wants everyone in the mob house to meet in the studio later for a music meeting. im neverous but i also dont care at the same time. I've decided to stop seeing august in an intimate way it just brought on too much stress.
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"Wassup Rocky, why'd you call for a meeting?" Ferg said trying to clear out all the empty forty once bottles laying around.
"I just finished an album and I want everyone to hear it" he said looking at me up and down while lighting a joint. I soon grew uncomfortable and nervous. I haven't said anything to anyone because I've drifted apart from them. Even Rae, as her realationship with twelvye grows ours weakens.
"Nigga play the tracks already got shit to do" Nast said flopping down on a chair. I can understand his frustrations this will take a long time. As soon as the first song started to play I knew it was about me.
"This one is called been around the world and I named the album dark purple" he said as he continued smoking. Every single word made me so angry I could cry.
"Don't cry dry your eyes. Call me a jerk, not cause the size in my jeans were how I hurt ya. I knew the relathionship was never gon' work but I plant thoughts in ya head that only do ya dirt and I said this once before we made the perfect team. We barley get along, forever making scenes. Your crying on my sleve it dosent really mean, it doesn't really matter to me"
That's the last nerve I can't let him walk all over me and tap his blunt ashes on me like I'm nothing while writing this crap.
"Rocky this is so dope who's your insperation?" I said walking up to him snatching his blunt away taking a hit. Damn that was good, this weed good too.
"You" he said sitting back in his chair. By the time Rocky had answered the mob had ran out of the room like chickens that lost their heads. I'm sure thier listening outside the door.
"Explain" I said handing back the blunt.
"What's to explain Iggy? I was with you, I used you and now we're done" he said with a shrug handing the blunt back to me after taking a hit. I really don't want to be taking anything from him but I can't take this while I'm sober. After a while of smoking in silence I got up and started pacing.
"What did I do? Honestly Rakim? What did I do that was so bad?" I half screamed running my hands through my hair.
"Well maybe if you weren't hoeing around the place we would still be together" he screamed back getting closer to me. As soon as he came close enough I pushed him and continued to hit him the the chest.
"All I did was kiss him Rocky! I fucking love you. Why are you treating me like this? I kissed one person and you continuously fuck other girls in the house we share" I yelled as I kept hitting him.
"You still love me?" he asked quietly as he grabbed my hands to stop tbe blows.
"Not at this rate you jackass" I snapped trying to pull away from him. As soon as I tried to pull away he kissed me.
"I'm sorry" he said repeatedly through kisses. I melted into his touch untill I tried to pull away realizing he's no longer mine to keep or kiss.
"No not again, I've giving you to many chances" I said trying to push him away. He went against my wishes like always and pulled me closer than before.
"Iggy don't leave I need you" he pleaded.
"Rocky stop it and let me go you've disrespected me in a way I will not accept" I said sternly.
"I won't let you go" he stated shaking his head in denial starting to form a plan in his head to stop her from leaving.
"You can make me stay but you can't make me acept your apology" I stated.
"Come on, just forget about the past month and let's start over" Rocky sujested like he had it all figured out.
"Listen to yourself. Why would I agree to that?" I asked while laughing. Damn I'm hungry.
"Well maybe-"
"Stop right there imma leave you to your thots. Opps i mean thoughts. I'm to hungry to pretend i care about your plans for us to start over" I said stopping him to bark at my own joke.
"Damn, I should be a comedian" I said to Rocky before I took the rest of the blunt of the ashtray and headed for the studio door. Sure enough I saw a bunch of eyes peeping at me from a crack in the door. I don't even care anymore these people ain't my friends. I pushed past them as I continued smoking and went to my room. As soon as I opened the door I found Jake asleep on my bed so I finished the blunt by the window. Damn I have to find out who Rocky's plug is cause that was so good. I woke up Jake and lead him downstairs to feed him for the day. When K saw Rocky in the kithen so I laid out Jake's food as I thought of a plan to get a laugh at Rocky's expense.
"I forgot to tell you how good you look in those jeans babe" I said hugging him from behind slowly running my hands down his torso.
"Umm. Iggy are you okay" he asked shocked turning around when my hands reached his croach.
"Yeah baby boy, never been better" I said slowly giving him a kiss. Okay now I will not lie to you when I'm high I get very turned on. What can I say? Rocky is the apple of my eye. In the midst of making out and groping each other I heard Jake bark signaling he was done eating.
"Good boy! Wanna go somewhere with mommy?" I said rushing to jake after peeling myself off of Rocky. After getting Jakes leash then I grabbed my keys and went to my room to change my clothes.
"Where are you going" Rocky asked looking at me hungrily. I wondered wyh he was looking at my like that at then I realized my top half was bare. I started to laugh uncontrollably while I put on a bra and then a shirt stopping every now and then to hold onto my knees because I was laughing so hard.
"What did you say agian?" asked as I looked up at rocky while putting my shoes on.
"Where are you going?"
"Ohhh!" I yelled with a laugh. "I'm going to burger king" I answered. After putting on my shoes I attempted to walk past rocky but was instead pushed onto my bed.
"No your not" he said kissing me roughly. Damn I love it when guys are rough he's almost making me forgot why im mad at him.
"And why the hell not?" I asked when he gave me chances to breath through kisses.
"You shouldn't be eating meat" He growed as he bit my lip.
"Just because your a vegetarian doesn't mean I have to be. Now get off me I want a burger" I said rudely as I pushed him off me and ran down the stairs. Damn I'm hungry I said im my mind repeatedly as I put Jake in the car and then drove off to burger king.
I'm so reckless, I can't believe I just made out with Rocky. Twice! I was suppose to move out and leave him in my dust. I must admit his lips are a work of art. I just don't give a fuck anymore. I should, but I don't. It's gonna be a long ass night when I get home.
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About five hours later i came home. I can't belive it took me two hours to eat two burgers and some fries. The other three hours you ask? I took jake for hike because I felt guilty about eating the burgers and fries. But you know what they say, if you want a burger eat a burger and if you want some french fries then eat a french fry. I laughed to myself as I walked in and headed straight to the kitchen to feed jake and to grab my self some cereal.
"Wassup?" Ferg asked as I sat down with my cereal. I have to admit all this time I've known Ferg I've always thought he was so adorable.
"Nothing much. Will you change it to sponge bob" I asked with puppy dog eyes.
"Okay" he chuckled as he put is on. I cheered as I pulled out the secret drawer in the coffee table and took out an already rolled blunt and lit it then starting the cycle of taking a hit, then a bite of cereal, laughing at spongebob then passing it to ferg.
"What the fuck is going on?" Nast snapped causing Ferg and I to stop laughing and look over.
"Chill, come sesh with us bro" Ferg offered nearly coughing up a lung.
After a while everybody in the house was smoking and laughing together.
"Iggy can I talk to you upstairs for a second?" Rocky asked getting up. I silently agreed and we made our way up to his room.
"did you mean it when you said you still loved me?" Rocky asked as soon as we got comfortable on his bed. I was dreading this moment.
"Of course I still love you Rocky" I sighed looking up at the ceiling.
"Then what's the problem now?" he said exsaprated.
"Umm, you slep with countless women!" I relied sharply.
"Not anymore I dropped them all while you were gone. Numbers deleted" he said sounding proud of himself.
"Whatever, go to sleep" I said as I turned on my side pretending to fall asleep. Is this kid fo' real? Like honestly you think I'm going to forgive you over night? Nah he better put in work.
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