I can't stop thinking about you, you've taken ahold of my heart. And please don't let it go. I know that you are a talented creative amazing person, and frankly I can't compete, but I wanna be the person that you can depend on, and I want to know That I can depend on you too. But overall I feel something different being with you, than I ever have. I am in love. And although anyone could say that, I really mean it. But you like and angel I'm in just your average human scum. You are so beautiful and sweet, that I truly don't deserve you. I am not the best person, I do things that I'm not proud of, I smoke weed and I drink alcohol. And if you were to ask me if I was gonna do either in the future I would tell you yes, being young is the major reason behind it. I'm not the best human, but I want to treat you like a queen, I wanna give you the world, no matter what it takes. Because that's how much I feel for you.
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There's a large gap in the timeline, that because I went through some things and I was focused on basketball, until she slipped into my direction