Hey guys sorry I didn't update but last night I went to a one direction and 5sos concert last night and after the opening act (5sos) about 45mins into the second half/the actual concert (one direction), I was crying so hard because I was so happy and after calming down a tiny bit I started having trouble breathing and I couldn't really breath and I was struggling but people just kept saying I was hyperventilating but I honestly wasn't.. I actually could not breathe and I don't know why. But I felt my entire body go numb. I couldn't feel a thing. Then I kinda started feeling woozy and I fell asleep. I don't really know what happened after that but then I woke up and people were trying to help me but then I did it again, and this time I literally felt like I was dying. I was blacking out and all I saw around me was light. I indeed was dying, and I am not exaggerating at all. They put an oxygen mask on and I started to breath a bit better but still having trouble breathing again. I felt myself fall asleep once again, and I felt like I was dying yet again. I don't know what happened after that but when I woke up (again) after, I saw myself in the hospital hooked up to different machines. Once I was awake and feeling much better, I took off a couple of the attached machines, and saw my best friend Autumn (writer of A Dream Come True~ Matthew Espinosa fanfic), and held her hand. Her and my other friend Andrea supposedly helped me out and did everything they could and I want to thank them so much for that. But that night I almost died. There would be nothing left of me, and I just wanted to say that I'm so sorry for the pain I've caused other people and I understand that this was a traumatic experience not just for me, but for them too. And I guess I know now what some people go through everyday, because I knew what it felt like to almost die.
Don't take life for granted. Make everything you can out of life, because you only have one life to live and it's this one that you're living in now. Because you never know when you could be gone in an instant.