Chapter Fourty Five: New Boyfriend
Justin's POV
Someone was shaking me awake and I woke up with a shock. Kay was looking at me. She was sitting on the coffee table. ''What happened to me,'' I asked.
Kay giggles. Have I seen this before? ''You fell asleep. You were sick when I came over here. You sure okay?''
''What,'' I asked. I don't understand what is going on.
She laughs. ''You became my new mentor today. You seem upset so I came over to check on you but you were sick. So, I took care of you but you went to sleep on me. You look cute when you sleep,'' she said.
Was all that a dream? Kay wasn't my girlfriend and I didn't have to rescue her from her some guy named Ken.
''I got a date to go on,'' Kay said. ''You want to come and check you when I get back or no?''
''Can tell you something,'' I wondered. I need to know if what I dreamt was just a dream. I was panicking in the inside.
''What is it about,'' she asked.
''About the dream I had,'' I told her. I sat up.
''Sure. Go ahead.''
''Okay. I had this dream that I was dating and having great sex with this girl. She was awesome. We had problems but it was okay. She had my baby and we had problems afterwards. I wish it was real,'' I mumbled.
Kay rolls her eyes and laughs at me. ''Who's the girl?''
''It was you, Kay.''
All expression on her face was blank. ''Oh. Wow.''
''I know you don't feel the same,'' I said with frown. This is embarassing.
''I do, Justin... but I'm with Trevor. I love him. I've been waiting for so long for him to love me back the same. I want to take this chance with him.''
My phone began to rang and I woke-up again. I was panting. I was in my room in the dark. It was Kevin, Kay's brother.
What kind of dream was that?
''Hello,'' I said in a husky tone.
''Kay's in trouble. She is went that Ken guy and he hurt her. She needs help. She is frighten and she is crying. I heard the crying in the back. Go help her,'' he said in a rant.
I got out the bed and put my shoes on. My phone was between my ear and neck. ''I hope she is okay. I'm on the way to her house.''
Kay's POV
Ken turned the air up all the way. I was freezing and the cover was working. He knows my weakness. Cold air makes a Sickle Cell patient's joints hurt so I can barely move. I tried rocking the baby but it hurts to move. Since, I have the disease, the baby does too.
The baby lips were turning blue and he was shivering. I can't do anything to help but hold him, attempt to keep him warm. I don't what is going to happen when I try to leave out of this room, so I locked in here.
I thought Kevin called Justin. Justin probably mad at me and not going to save me.
Jake's hand went over my pinkie finger. He was giving me hope.
I hope we survive.
Jake's hand relax and he stop moving. He stop shivering. I put my hand on his chest and there no heartbeat. Jake was gone. I called the ambulance and told them that my baby was gone. Ken Berigard killed him. He may kill in the process.
I heard a loud thump and screaming coming from the other side of the door. What is going on? I'm not going to leave Jake. I held him close to me, praying for him to come back to me. I knew he wasn't, but I wanted to hope. I was crying so much that everything was blurry.
The door opened but I didn't see who was it. My eyes were stuck on Jake. He was gone and I couldn't have him back. I heard sirens.
''Jake,'' I heard Justin's voice mumbled.
We were at the hospital and Jake didn't make it. Paparazzi was outside and there was no way out of this. My parents are planning the funeral. Pattie and Jeremy was called by Justin. They are on the their way back.
Bodyguards came to take Justin and I away, safely.
We were in the car, but we weren't going home. ''Where are we going,'' I asked.
''Your parents think he would be cool for you guys to head out of the country until the funeral, so Russia you guys go.''
The guys already packed his luggage and we were loading into the plane. Justin and I haven't spoke. Everything was settle and the plane took off.
I couldn't stop crying. Jake is gone. I sat on the couch and form into a ball. If I just would have stayed home and worked this out with Justin. I'm so stupid that I had to leave the house.
Justin gets on top of me, covering me with his whole body. ''It's okay. Jake is in a better place.''
''I want him here. I'm stupid,'' I cried.
''No, you're not. You just was high off anger.'' I can feel kiss the side of my face.
''Why do you fight for us when all I do is push you away,'' I asked. I turned to look at him into his eyes.
''I love you. Love makes you do silly things. It control you. It is so bad for you but you would kill to have it.'' We just looked at each other.
He wasn't blaming me even though it was my fault. He is so positive.
''But how do you feel about it all,'' I whispered. He held the side of my cheek.
''Avalanna is a boyfriend now. Jake better treat her right.'' He pursed his lips.
I laugh through my tears.
The TV was on and Jimmy Fallon was playing his Best Moments. It showed Justin kissing the head of a doll. ''Can you kiss me like that,'' I said joking around.
''Okay,'' he said.
He was kissing me nice and slowly. The kiss is the best one I ever head. His tongue was perfect on mine. I can feel that he was grinning but it felt wrong to kiss him with this situation going on.
I push him back. ''We shouldn't do that. We should tell the fans about Jake.'' I got my phone and got on Twitter:
@justkay: Today is the saddest in history me because Jake has passed away. #RIPJake Mommy loves you. <3
We arrived in Russia hours later. No one was there but security was around. They had our stuff. We were walking outside when a guy with a camera showed up. Security was telling telling him to step but he wouldn't listen. ''I love you two.''
''We love you, man but back up a little,'' Justin said. I take Justin's hand into mine.
''Did Kay kill Jake,'' the man asked. Justin looked irritated but he didn't say anything. Security told him to stop.
''Wow. You killed your own child,'' the man said. Justin jumped into action. Security had to pull him back from fighting him.
''Bro, get the fuck away. You don't know about nothing. You are disrespecting my girl and my son. I will fuck you up,'' Justin shouted. Security guard walked the man away.
I pushed Justin against a cedar wall. ''You got to keep your cool,'' I whispered.
He wrapped his arms around me. ''I know but that was rude,'' Justin mumbled.
''I dealt with worse, Ju.'' He brushed the curls out of my face. His other hand went to my butt.
''I know. I wish you were not so strong so you can need me,'' he whispered into my mouth.
I tear fell down my face. He doesn't know how much I need him. ''I need you more than anything.'' I rested my head on his shoulder as he gave me a tight hug. He places his chin on top of my head.
Security was rushing us so we have to do what we are told. They walked us into the hotel. No fans were there to disturb us but they will know we are here soon. I went to take shower to get the disgusting feel away from me.
I put on a white shirt, gray leggings, and white ankle socks. Justin was laying in the bed with no shirt. I sat criss cross next to him. I got his hand and started to play his fingers.
''What type of person you think Jake would have been,'' Justin asked out of nowhere. I was tracing his tattoos.
''I think he could sing at all because both of his parents could sing and that would just be the perfect the family. I don't want that.'' Justin looked at my funny.
''Why don't you want the perfect family,'' he asked. I shrugged.
''Either way it goes, someone is going to find a reason to complain.'' Justin nods with the agreement.
I lay on top of Justin. ''You think Jake would have been a bad boy,'' I laughed. Justin's hands were rubbing on my back.
''Yeah. Just like his daddy.'' I chuckle.
''Whatever. You are hopeless romantic. You will never be a bad boy.''
''If you say so, baby girl.'' It was weird talking to Justin about our son. It is showing a respect for Jake.
''Lets get a rental boat for a day or two.''
''Sure. Why not, but not at this moment.. I want to watch TV and just cuddle, probably sleep.'' I began to cry.
Jake always slept. He was calm baby. I miss him.
''It's okay. Jake is going to be in a better place. Don't cry,'' I heard him sniffle. He was crying too.
I slid my chest against his. We were face to face.
''It's okay. We are going to be okay, right?'' I cupped Justin's cheeks into my hand.
''Right.'' I wiped his face and kissed his lips, his plush lips.
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I'm so sorry for the late update. I was in a writing block and I still am. The story is going to be calm for a while but I have more epic ideas in my head.
- Kedra <3
P.S. Love you guys. :)