"tore my shirt to stop you bleedin'"
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{calum}
when i first met luke, i knew he was the one. he was the toy you wanted when you were younger.
he was gorgeous.
he had a smile that could brighten any room.
and i was in love with him.
but like most toys. you grow out of them. i soon got bored with him.
i got bored with his laugh. the laugh that would effortlessly make me smile.
i got bored with the little things quirks that he had.
i got bored of him.
i don't remember exactly where down the line i fell out of love with him.
but our spark just faded.
like an old memory you had when you were a child.
as you get older you forget the memories that were unimportant.
i'm not saying i won't forget luke.
because i won't forget him. he was my first love.
my "one and only".
we were each others first.
i don't want to break up with him simply because i don't want to forget him.
i don't want him.
but i don't want to leave him.