Dear Matthew,
I am so fucking sorry.
I was drunk at the time and, you always say being drunk is no exception, but this time it really was. I didn't want to do it, I couldn't think straight at all and I just..
I just wished it was you instead of Hunter. You know yourself I don't like him like that!
I'll keep saying it until you accept it, I swear it was the alcohol. I can admit, I've been drinking way more than I should do recently but I never wanted it to end like this.
I told Andy to delete the photo; he did. It's not my fault screenshots exist! I never wanted that picture up, but I'm sure you've seen it, now you're this mad with me. So see for yourself, Matthew. I'm drunk off my head!
I swear, nothing else happened then, I was drunk but I wasn't stupid.
I'll be back home earlier, I want to be with you again. Because I miss you baby, you know that?
From, Nathan.