Kaitlin POV
He kissed me. His arms around my waist, his lip ring fitting into the groove of my lips. I pushed him off of me. "What the hell?" I asked.
"I- I'm sorry." I left the room and went back to mine.
"Dani, can I please be alone tonight? Sorry, I just need to think."
"It's fine. Goodnight Kate."
"Night Dan." She grabbed some stuff and went to her sisters' room. I sighed and laid on the bed. Luke kissed me. He kissed me. I can't believe he did that. Oh my god. Thoughts ran through my head, and tried to get to sleep, but I failed.
The worst thing about Luke kissing me is that...I liked it.
Luke POV
"Do you know what's going on?" Ashton asked as he sat came into my room.
"Know what?" I asked.
"Dani just left Kaitlin's room, crying. I went to check on Lis- um I mean the girls and they told me." He said.
"If I tell you this, you won't tell anyone else, right?" Ash nodded. I closed my eyes. "I kissed her."
"Are you serious?" I nodded my head. "Alright, I'm not gonna yell at you. I'm just gonna talk. That's gonna hurt Dani, hard. And that'll hurt Kaitlin. Did you want that?"
"No, that's the exact opposite of what I want."
"Kissing her won't make her happy. She was already happy with Dani." Those words broke me. Ashton is right. That didn't help anyone.
Lisa POV
"Dani, just because she wanted a night by herself, doesn't mean she doesn't love you." I told my baby sister. She sighed.
"I know, but she went to talk to Luke first, and I think he might have something to do with it."
"Okay...but just, try to think of it as a night with us, c'mon, we miss hearing your music when we wake up. Or your sleep talking. Or-"
"Okay, I guess it wasn't that bad. But I'm tired, let's go to bed." She said. I agreed, and made Lauren turn off the lights for us.
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Kaitlin POV
I didn't sleep last night. I was to busy thinking about Luke. Why can't I get him out of my head? I'm dating Dani and I love her. Simple. But he kissed me in a way that I haven't been kissed before, this had been different. Cutting me off in the middle of my sentence and it was as gentle. I can't believe myself. I can't love two people at once.
I decided to take a shower, hoping the hot water would calm me down. After I was done, I got changed into black skinny jeans, a t-shirt I cut the sleeves off of, and a navy blue beanie. The guys have started to rub off on me...
I packed my stuff, and headed to Lisa, Lauren, and Dani's room. I knocked on the door.
"Hey Lisa." I greeted her.
"Hey Kaitlin. Um, can I talk to you?" I nodded. Lauren and Dan were somewhere else, probably with Cal. Lauren and him have become close, as in like, friends. "It's about Dani. What happened last night?" I let out a breath.
"Um, Luke kissed me. I didn't tell her, though. Just asked her if I could spend last night alone."
"Um, what?" She asked, surprised.
"He kissed me. I didn't want it to happen. Lisa, please don't tell Dani." She nodded, understanding.
"Does anybody else know?" I shook my head.
"Unless Luke told someone. But," She looked at me again. "I l-liked it." I closed my eyes. "I still love Dani. And now I think I might like Luke. But I can't do that. Not to Dani, and I don't even wanna know what Christina would do to me." I felt her arms pull me into a hug.
"I don't know what to do honestly. I think you should wait, see if your feelings for him fade, or if the ones for Dani fade." She told me. I pulled away.
"Thanks Lise." She smiled.
"Alright buns, time to go." Lauren said, walking in, Dani right behind her. I went up to Dani, and hugged her.
"I'm sorry for last night." I whispered.
"It's fine." We pulled away and I kissed her cheek. We got our stuff and went onto the bus.
"Once we get there, we have to practice. Yesterday wasn't the best." Christina told her sisters.
When we got to the venue, the girls practiced first. "Luke!" I whispered, pulling him to the girls' bathroom and locking the door.
"Why the girls' bathroom?" He whined.
"Cause I'm a girl. Duh."
Luke started looking around. "The point is, did you tell anyone?" I asked.
"No." I looked him in the eyes.
"I can tell you're lying. Who'd you tell?" I asked, again.
"Ashton. But he didn't tell anyone. Did you tell Dani?" He asked me.
"No, just Lisa. She promised she wouldn't tell."
"Wait then why was Dani crying?" She cried? I can't believe myself.
"I asked her if I could be alone. This why I can't be with you. She gets this way even after small things. I sure as hell would be with you if it wasn't for her." The words slipped out of my mouth. What the hell am I saying?
"Really?" He asked, biting his lip. I sighed. To be honest yes. KAITLIN ELIZABETH HART STOP IT!
"I-I guess. But I love Dani. Again, I'm sorry Luke." I started to leave and unlock the door, but he grabbed my waist and pulled me back.
"But can she kiss you like this?" He whispered, and leaned in close. I got caught up in the moment, and kissed him.
"Hold on! I just need-" A voice stopped. We pulled away.
"Dani I-"
"DON'T! GOD JUST, DON'T!" She broke down, and started crying. I started walking toward her. She ran, crying. I stood in awe.
"I can't believe myself." I whispered, and started running after her.
Dani POV
My whole world, crumbling within seconds. I ran out of the building, and out into the parking lot, sitting on the curb. Hot tears were flowing uncontrollably down my face. I knew it. I knew that she did something with Luke last night. I sat there for a few minutes, letting everything sink in. "Hey, you alright?" Lauren sat down next to me.
"No, I just caught my girlfriend kissing a member of my favorite band."
"Yeah, I guessed you weren't. Dani, I hope you know that you'll find someone. Someone who'll love you, and never cheat on you. Someone who won't kiss a member of your favorite band."
"And I thought that was Kaitlin. Lauren, I think I just need to stop thinking about it. It's just hard to, cause I see them everyday." She nodded.
"I think we have a day off tomorrow. Let's go walk around London, just you and me." I smiled.
"I'd love that."
"Now, let's get back, they probably need us." She got up, and helped me up.
We went back, and found everyone, except for Luke, Kate, Lisa, and Mikey, just sitting around.
Luke POV
"You're a dick, I hope you realize that." Michael said.
"I get it. I messed up and I suck. Just get over that part, okay?"
"Luke, I just, didn't think you were the kind of person to do that."
"Neither did I." I started chewing my lip ring.
(A/N: I JUST REALIZED THAT VOODOO DOLL BY 5SOS IS A GOOD SONG FOR THIS SITUATION LISTEN TO IT)
"Michael, will you ever get over me doing this?" I asked him.
"Of course I will. I'm one of your best friends. Just, not right now." He left the room. "FUCK!" I cursed, sitting down.
Kaitlin POV
"Lisa, do I suck?" I asked, already knowing the answer.
"No but, at the moment, yes." She said. I nodded.
"I knew it. I really wish I didn't do that. I hate myself so much right now." I said. Lisa rubbed my back.
"Don't, everyone makes mistakes."
"But I hurt someone I really care about."
"Hey guys, the boys need Kaitlin." Amy told us. I nodded and got up. We walked past the group. I tried my best not to look at Dani, knowing that I might break down.
"Alright, time for Amnesia." Cal said. They started playing.
"I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted..." After we were done, I walked off stage, and went back to my dressing room. I started listening to some music, and before I knew it, the concert was halfway done and I needed to perform.
After the concert, Calum invited me to go on their bus with them. He said Dani and I should spend some time away from each other. "Hey Michael!" I said, excitedly.
"Hey." He said, going to the back. I was a little taken aback. He was always so hyper around me.
"Hey Cal, hey Ash." I said, as I took a seat across from them. They both smiled at me. We talked for a little bit.
"Hey guys I'm going-oh." Luke said.
"Hi."I said.
"Hey." He said. "Anyway, I'm going to bed. Night guys."
"Night Luke." Ashton said. He walked back to his bunk.
"We should get to bed, too." Calum said.
"Where am I sleeping?" I asked.
"Any of the the bunks we don't sleep in. This is mine, Michael's, Ashton's, and Luke's." Calum pointed at them. I chose the top left bunk, the one across from Luke.
"Night guys." I said.
"Night Kaitlin."
"Goodnight Kaitlin." Ash and Cal said. I took of my glasses and beanie, and fell asleep.
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Hi :) So some chiz went down in this chapter... a lot of chiz went down in this chapter. If I was Kaitlin(which I issss...) I would definitely torn, and really depressed cuz Michael wouldn't like me :(
Anyway, thanks for reading!
-Kaitlin :):*
P.S. comment who you ship!
Laitlin!
Or
Kaini!
(I suck at coming up with ship names lol. Except for Lishton...its Lisa approved btw :)