nobody even reads this so i have no idea why i'm even writing this right now but,, this story is on pause.
i want to write this and make it as good as possible. i'm extremely passionate about this. however. i am quite possibly the worst person at relationships you will ever meet. first boyfriend cheated on me, one boyfriend so a psychopath and tried to ruin my life, then a stupid makeout that went nowhere because he loved someone else, then something with a boyfriend where i thought would it be good for a lot longer than it was but he became a different person, now a kid i really like and did some stuff with who still fucks his ex girlfriend on the weekends.
so yeah. i'm trying to get good at relationships or get an actual good stable relationship so i can write this book fairly.
but trust me, it shall be written.