Chapter 29:
I break the kiss momentarily to breathe, but Leo doesn't seem to want to waste any time because he starts trailing his kisses down. First my cheek, the my jaw, and then my neck, where he takes very little time in finding that soft spot that makes me let out a very embarrissing moan. My hands clench around his shirt and give it a little tug, hoping he understands what I'm trying to do.
He seems to, because next thing I know his shirt is on the floor and mine is following closely, before he pushes me back on bed, his hands not wasting any time before roaming all over my chest, hovering on the waistband of my jeans and breaking the kiss momentarily to look at me as if asking for permission.
"It's ok," I say softly. "I'm ready. I want this."
That seems to be all he needs before he's pulling my pants down, all the while kissing down my chest, giving a lot of attention to my nipples, that seem to be a sensitive spot for me. You find new things everyday.
I start moving my hands down his his belt and unbuckle it, starting to get a bit impatient, seeing as I'm almost naked, only in my boxers and he still has his pants on. I take out his belt and try to slip it off, which takes an unreasonable amount of time and concentration, seeing as Leo is still kissing me all over, right now, he's on my neck, no doubt leaving a mark there, but I really can't find myself to care right now, everything feels way too good at the moment.
Leo seems to understand my trouble because he saves me from further embarrassment and takes out his belt and immediatly follows by taking off his pants, too and goes back to kissing me. The only barrier between us now is our underwear. And I doubt it'll be long before those are gone, too.
I start missing the feeling of his lips on mine, so with that thought in mind I bring his face up to mine again, from where he was kissing my torso all around. The second our lips met it was fire roaring through my veins, everything was so hot, too hot even, from my toes to the tip of my hair and I just needed some form of releasing so I move my hands from where they were currently on Leo's hair, and slide them down his back, feeling every muscle, every crevice, basking in the warmth his body emits, until my hands are resting on top of his butt. I take the opportunity to pull him down a little so that our fronts meet and I'm rewarded with the amazing friction it offers.
He lets out a strained groan while I also moan, the feeling of us grinding against each other a heavenly feeling for both.
I slip my hands inside his briefs and slowly start slipping them down, letting my hands also slide down, until his member is free, and now the the only barrier is my underwear. That doesn't seem to stop him down, because the moment his briefs are off, he goes back to rubbing against me.
We stay like that for a while, when his hand starts making it's way to my briefs and slips them off, we're both completely naked now, nothing seperating us.
He moves a little and starts searching his drawer for what I assume is what we need for now. I take those seconds and slip off my glasses, too seeing as they were already getting slightly foggy from our breathing.
Leo turns to me after finding what he was looking for, that I now see was condoms and lube, "Are you really sure you want to do this? It's not too late and I want you to be 100% sure. It's not like I'll love you any less."
The concern he's showing towards me only makes me be even more sure. I rest my hand on his cheek and bring my lips to his, in a form of confirmation, "Leo, I've never been more sure. I want this. And I want it with you."
Leo smiles and pecks my lips again before open the lube and spreading a decent amount on his fingers before settling himself above me again. He goes back to kissing me, in what I think is a form of distraction and slides one finger inside me. It's a weird feeling, I'm not gonna lie, but it's not exactly unpleasant.
He moves it around a little, letting me get used to the feeling, all the while kissing me. He goes down to kissing my neck once again, a place he knows is sensitive for me.
He let's another finger in, this one, only slightly more painful than the other, but not unbearably so, so I take it with only a slight groan of discomfort.
He starts scissoring me a little and slowly, letting my rim stretch and starts once again kissing down my chest, until he's on level with my cock and slowly takes it in his mouth, making me let out a very loud moan. Needing something to hold onto, I pull on his dark locks, something he doesn't seem to mind because he also groans, which sends little vibrations down my dick, only making the pleasure increase.
I feel a third finger massaging my rim, before slowly entering me, too. Ok, this one was kind of painful, which only makes me worry because Leo's dick is a lot bigger than his three fingers. How the Hell is that going to fit?!
The feeling of three fingers stretching me was only a slightly more bearable due to the attention Leo was giving my member. He lets me get used to the feeling of three fingers, moving around inside me, until it touches a certain spot inside me that makes me feel pleasure beyond words. Ok, so I guess he found my prostate.
The moment I let out a moan of his name and my breathing starts coming out irregularly, he looks at me, releasing my cock, a spark of mischief in his eyes, "There it is."
He lets me enjoy the feeling of his fingers a little more, before suddenly taking them out, making me let out a whine, that I would find embarrassing if under other circumstances. But I'm too distracted by the loss of pleasure to care about the noises coming out of my mouth.
I soon find out the reason for the removal of his fingers when I look up at the sound of paper bein opened, realising that he's opening a condom and slides it down his very erect cock. Oh God, now I'm getting nervous. I just have to remember to relax and everything will be fine. Hopefully.
He sets himself, once again, in between my legs, which are now rested around his hips, and slowly pokes my entrance, "If you want me to stop or pull ou, you tell me, ok? If it becomes too unbearable, all you have to do is say something, yeah? You set the pace."
I only manage to nod. But he seems to understand that it's not from doubt, only from nerves, because he bends down and starts kissing me again.
Then, slowly, but steadily, he slides in a little. Ok, I was not expecting that kind of pain, but it's fine. Just breathe.
I move my hands from where they previously were on his hair, and put them on his shoulders, squeezing them, needing something to keep me grounded.
I nod a little to Leo, as a signal for him to know that he can keep going, which he does. Only this time he keeps going until he's fully in. The tears that were forming on the corner of my eyes slip down my cheek.
Leo, who's letting out short breaths and shaking slightly from above me, kisses the tears that managed to slip, "Are you ok? Do you want me to pull out?"
His voice is strained, probably from the effort he's making not to move.
"No, it's ok, I'm good, just give me a sec, yeah?"
"Of course, as long as you need," he answers and kisses me again.
A few seconds later, I tap him lightly on the shoulder and tell him to move. He slowly pulls out and then goes all the way in again, always slowly, as if there's no rush, which I know there is, because I can feel him shaking from having to hold back.
After a few more thrusts the pain starts subsiding and it becomes 100 more bearable, so I tell him he can increase the pace and he does. That makes him change positions slightly, moving only a little to left. And boy, am I glad he did.
I let out a exaggeratedly loud moan when I feel him hit my prostate full on. He obviously knows he found my pleasure spot because his smirking face comes into my view, from where it was previously resting on my neck, leaving kisses and whispering soothing words of comfort, "And found it again."
I try to open my eyes just so that I can roll them at him, but the moment I'm about to do so, he hits my bundle of nerves again and I close my eyes from the immense pleasure.
So I opt for talking, "Just shut up and go harder. And faster."
I put my arms around him, my hands resting on his back, in desperate need of something to hold. He's probably gonna have a few scratch marks tomorrow, but for now he doesn't seem to mind, on the contrary, so I do it anyways.
"So bossy," he answers and kisses my nose before increasing the pace and doing as I ask.
With the new rhythm, that makes him hit the perfect spot with every thrust and turns both of us into moaning and groaning messes, it doesn't take much longer for me to feel it coming to an end. The fact that he grabs my dick and starts rubbing it in pace with the thrusts makes it even more difficult to hold back.
It's when his thrusts start becoming irregural that I realise that he's probably close, too. The fact that he says, "I'm close," only confirms my suspicions.
"Yeah, me too."
After that it only takes a couple more minutes before I'm exploding on both of our chests with a scream of Leo's name. Only a few seconds after me, I'm still feeling that mind-blowing orgasm, I feel him cumming into the condom, but still inside me. He let's out a soft whisper of "Matthew" and drops on top of me.
We stay like that for a while, both riding out our climaxes, with Leo fully on top of me, still inside me, and with my hands rubbing his back slightly and him hugging me as best as he can in this position.
When he finally he pulls out, even though he does it very gently, it still hurts, probably from how sensitive we both are, making me whimper slightly.
He drops on the bed next to me, both of us looking up, probably thinking of what just happened, but he takes my hand, interlacing our fingers, and bringing them up to his mouth, leaving a little kiss there.
I'm about to complain when he gets up, not wanting him to leave, or even worse- making me think I did something wrong, but I see him going in direction of the bathroom, while taking out the condom, so I figure he's probably gonna clean himself up. He comes back a few seconds later with a wet towel and sits down next to me, gently cleaning me up. I give him a smile as a thank you and he smiles back.
After coming back, once more from the bathroom, he grabs both mine and nis boxer briefs and we put them on. His parents will only arrive by lunch time, but it's probably best not to risk it, you never know. Besides, I'm not the biggest fan of sleeping in the nude myself.
After we both settle in the bed, he covers us with the sheets and pulls me to his side, making me snuggle up to his side. My head on his chest and my hand drawing lazy patterns on his abs, him doing the same on my back.
He drops a kiss on my head and whispers, "I love you so much, Matthew.."
I smile and answer back, "I love you, too, Leonardo. So, so much."
I guess the rumours that sex makes you emotional are true. Cause right now, I feel so happy I might burst.
My doubt starts coming back and I look up at him, finding him already looking at me, "Was that ok?"
"Are you kidding?" He asks, incredulous. "That was the best sex of my life. Not to ruin the mood or anything, but I've had sex quite a few times and nothing cmes close to this. I guess feelings really do have a huge part in it."
I look back down again, a pleased smile on my lips. I really don't care how many he's had sex before. He can't go back in time and undo everything. And I genuinely do not want him to. It makes him, him. And I love all of him.
A/N: I'm so sorry if this sucked... I'm an awkward and cringy person trying to write a sex scene. But well, I relly did give it my best.