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11:11 PM
Arena:
Happy birthday, Fabby! 💛
I wish you'll have a happy birthday even though it's not with me.
For the last time, I just wanted to say that I really am sorry for everything.
I can be your girl.
But, not... this time.
Not today, not tomorrow.
Hindi ko din alam at sigurado kung kailan... kasi hindi ko din masasabi.
It wasn't your fault.
You may think that talking to me was a mistake. You don't mean that, do you?
It fucking hurts, Fabian.
Was I really a mistake?
All those late night conversations...
Was it all a mistake for you?
Didn't I make you happy?
Hindi ka man lang ba sumaya?
Hindi ka man lang ba natuwa?
Nalibang?
Kasalanan na ba kaagad ako?
Kasalanan na ba agad tayo sa'yo?
I'm sorry I inflicted pain on you.
I wish you all the love and happiness, because you deserved it. Forget the haters, don't mind them. What matters the most is that you're happy with what you're doing, Fabby.
Never quit playing basketball!
I know that someday, you'll be a great player. Playing basketball's your passion, right?
Don't lose hope.
Keep on dreaming.
Cause that's one of the reasons why I loved you. You're a dreamer.
And I'd be willing to be your dream catcher if only you'd let me.
I'm sorry I couldn't stay.
I'm sorry for everything.
I'm sorry I messaged you.
And for the last time, I'm sorry.
I guess this is my first and last goodbye to you, Fabian.
You'll always be my MVP.
My message-to person when I couldn't sleep. For all those sleepless night that you've stayed with me, thank you.
Always remember this:
Loving you was never a mistake.
You are my hope.
You are my blessing.
But for now, finally, I'll be sleeping.
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