So do any of my fellow writers hate whatever they write? Cause I always do even if the response is a good one. I just feel like none of my stories make sense and I can't believe the reads they get when I think like that. IDK maybe I just over-think things but I've always thought like this...
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"You're joking right?"Kibum's expression was one mixed with shock and pride as he starred down at his niece ridiculously.
"And why would I be joking about something like that",I hissed back as my brother continued to laugh at the situation."She's four for crying out loud! Four years olds can't go around kissing people".
My brother continued laughing at my predicament as he doubled over holding his side."Kids can have crushes too noona. That's absolutely priceless".
Seeing as I wasn't going to get any support from my childish brother I turned to Hae-Won who sat on the couch.Her cheeks were flushed and her head was bent towards the floor in shame.
"I'm sorry mommy".
"Honey you don't have to be sorry about anything but you can't kiss people without telling them".
"But he said he liked me mommy. I thought when people liked you that you could kiss them?" Her question was innocent to say the least and I realized I couldn't be mad at her.
"When people like each-other a whole lot, that's when they kiss sweetheart. Young-Jae might just like you as a friend, okay?"
She finally met my gaze with wide, gleaming eye's."I understand mommy".
"Now since we haven't been home a lot lately I want you to go clean up your toys.I know how messy you can be".
Her shame quickly turned into a playful glare as she jumped from her seat and skipped down the hallway. In all honesty I had a little bit of cleaning to do myself. After I was so overwhelmed with hateful messages and locking myself in my room for a few days I hadn't had the chance to clean up. I may have been spending too much time over at the boys' house as well.
With a sigh I surveyed the disaster. Clothes were pilling out of the laundry basket by the washer and a few dishes littered the sink. And not to mention the hoard of toys were scattered all over the living room only added to the mess.
"Noona you wouldn't believe what Yoongi hyung said when I told him about Hae-Won kissing her friend",Kibum hollered as he busted through the bathroom door, coming face to face with me.
"What possessed you to tell him that exactly?"
"Well I figured someone else might find this whole thing as funny as I had so I texted my brother in law".
"Yoongi is not your brother in law. We would have to be married for that to happen".
"Well the way I see it since you have a child together, you'll eventually get married". He shrugged his shoulders as if what he just said was nothing important and pushed past me towards the refrigerator. Just because Yoongi and I had a child together doesn't mean we would end up together. Relationships fail sometimes for people who have kids and the both of us were no different.
"Believe whatever you want idiot".
He laughed in response." Oh by the way your phone keeps going off. It might be your baby daddy".
I flicked my idiot brother off as he munched away on a plate of fries. There are some days I wish I was adopted and we didn't share the same blood.My phone sat nestled in-between the cushions of the couch buzzing like crazy. A few messages and calls from one person lit up the screen.
Fr: Hobi
To: Hyun-Jae
Are you home yet????
Let me know how the play-date goes :)
Yoongi told us she kissed someone!!! How cute.
Hey I have a question so message me back when you can ;)
To: Hobi
Fr: Hyun-Jae
Hey what's your question? Sorry for replying so late I'm trying to clean up a little bit.
Fr: Hobi
To: Hyun-Jae
Can I take you and Hae-Won to an amusement park. I saw an add for one the other night and I really want some alone time with you again.
To:Hobi
Fr: Hyun-Jae
Of course :) How about on Saturday?
Hoseok replied with a smiley face and several hearts. I could feel his excitement through the phone as my own started to bubble in my chest. Since the play-date today the last time Hae-Won and I have really gone out for an activity was the BTS concert. That concert had felt like such a long time ago, but in reality is was just a few weeks ago. And over those few weeks everything I have ever known was turned upside down.