*Dylan's POV*
I just got another phone call from my 'dad' and he just said some rude horrible things to me I feel like crying. I am the only one sitting down stairs on the couch. Johnnie and Liam are upstairs. Angelina and Bryan are in there room.
I feel wetness go down my cheeks and then I hear Liam and Johnnie come downstairs. "mama! Don't cry" Liam jumps up in my lap
"I'm not" I lie
"mama your lying" he wipes the tears off of my cheeks
I smile "I'm sorry for lying" I apologize
"lying is bad" he says
"yes it is and I'm really sorry" I say
Liam hugs me and I hug him back "I luv you and your a good mama" he tells me
I giggle "I luv you and your a good son" I say
I kiss his cheek "I go see auntie and uncial now?" Bryan ask
"yes to ahead" I put him on the floor and he runs to there room. My face doesn't hold a smile anymore. That was only fake so Liam doesn't worry. "Blue what's wrong?" he ask
I shake my head and the tears flow down my cheeks again. Johnnie moves me onto his lap "Blue is it something I also need to worry about?" he ask
"no" I say truthfully
"what happen? Will You please tell me?" he ask very nicely
"um. My 'dad' called me from prison and he said he will be visiting me soon" I say
"what does that mean?" Johnnie ask
"I don't know" I put my head on his shoulder and cry "I'm really scared" I say
"I'll keep you safe" he hugs me tight
"last time you did that you got beat up. Johnnie you can't help protect me cause you always get hurt gosh!" I say a bit coldly
"I'm sorry I was just trying to help" he gets up and leaves me alone
Ugh now I feel bad. I get up and go to our room where Johnnie is at. I open the door "I'm sorry" I tell him
"go away" he says
Yep he's mad at me "Johnnie are you trying to kick me out of my own room?" I ask
"our room. The one we share" he tells me
"whatever. I'm staying" I cross my arms
"then I'm leaving" he gets up and try's to go out the door but I lean against it with my back "move" he says
"no" I say
"I'm gonna move you myself then" he says
"touch me and I'll slap you" I say
He pokes me in the arm "are you asking for me to slap you?" I ask
"I didn't ask for ask for anything" he pokes the top of my breast
"don't touch my boob" I hold it
"why?" he ask
"because it's mine. How will you like it if I touched yours" I poke his chest
"oh my gosh you just touched my boob" he says in a girly tone and he puts both of his hands on his chest. I giggle, no matter what Johnnie can make me laugh "hey I got you to laugh" he says
He pulls me into a hug and I hug him back "I am really sorry Johnnie, I didn't mean to over react. I know you were trying to help me, I just was being stupid and thinking of our past. Please forgive me" I say
"I forgive you Blue. But I promise you I'll use my everything to protect you. I love you so much" he hugs me tight
"I love you" I say... "Johnnie" I say
"what?" he ask calmly
"can you please stop spraying yourself with Ax or whatever that American spray stuff you spray on yourself is?" I ask
"hey I want to smell good" he giggles
"deodorant is just fine" I say "you spray so much. There is a lot on your clothes, I'm sorry but you must change" I say
He giggles at backs away from me "fine I'll do it just for you"
"we'll just let me help you with that" I step close to him
I put my hands on the bottom of his shirt "is this fine if I help you?" I ask
"yea" he smiles
I bite my bottom lip seductively. I take my sweet time pull his shirt off, when it is off I drop it on the floor. My door opens up and makes me jump a little "whoa what's going on here!" Bryan ask
"okay maybe knock next time" Johnnie grabs a new shirt to put on
"Dylan and Johnnie were about to F.U.C.k" he does a jingle
"no we were, he was getting changed I just. Had to tell him a secret" I lie
I was literally about to fuck Johnnie but nooo Bryan ruined that
"whatever.. Johnnie you ready to go?" Bryan ask
"go where?" I ask
"sorry I forgot to tell you, me and Bryan are gonna go interview a band" Johnnie says
"what band this time?" I ask
"Black Veil Brides again" Bryan says
"oh hell yea! I'm coming along. I want to help" I say excitedly
I get to go alone with Bryan and Johnnie to interview them, Angelina was nice enough to babysit Liam. Johnnie sits in the back of the car with me "oh my god Johnnie! I'm so excited to meet Black Veil Brides there my fav band ever. I think I'm gonna cry" I say
"no blue. Don't cry" Johnnie giggles
"I think I might" I say
"Dylan out of the band who are you excited to meet?" Bryan ask me
"Andy. Duh" I say "Johnnie plug your ear holes" I add
"why?" he ask
"just do it" I say
"I want to hear what you say" he says
"okay. Then.." I pause "Bryan, Andy Biersack is the most beautiful-fullest man I've ever seen, I wouldn't fuck him cause I have Johnnie but I would get pretty-
"horny around him" Bryan cuts me off
"exactly" I say
Bryan laughs "that is not funny" Johnnie crosses his arms
"how is that not funny Mr. Jealous much?" Bryan Jokes
"I am the only one who is suppose to full fill Dylan's desires" Johnnie says
"hey I never said I would do anything sexual with him, I only said that he-
"yes I know what you said" Johnnie cuts me off
The car ride is long and Bryan is still driving. I'm getting a bit edgy and bored "Johnnie" I whisper quietly in his ear
"what?" he whispers quietly back
"um I kinda need a cigarette" I whisper
"you know me to" Johnnie says. "Bryan" Johnnie says louder for him to hear
"what?" he ask
"can we take a quick stop at the gas station?" Johnnie ask
"yea there's one just up here" Bryan says
We quickly get to the gas station. Bryan parks and he deicides he wants to go to the Walmart just across the road so he walks over there. Me and Johnnie walk together inside the station and go to the counter lady who looks about 24 "how can I help you?" the lady ask.
It's always awkward asking for these things. I tell her the type of cigarettes I want "You look 16 so I need your ID please" she says
I hand her my drivers license and she looks at it. "18 uh?" she ask "are you sure this isn't fake?" she ask
"I'm sure" I say
"I'm sorry but I'm not gonna give it to you. I don't believe you" she says
"excuse me but hers ID is real" Johnnie says
"you look 16 so get out of my store" she says
"um lets just go" I say
"no.. She can't just judge you on how you look. Mam she is 18 years old and so am I. I will-
"Johnnie please don't start right now" I cut him off
"Dylan as it says on your 'real' card, make your boyfriend Johnnie who you shouldn't be dating cause he looks unstable get out of my store" she says
"don't say that about him" I say "he's perfectly fine and I love him" I say
"being 16 you shouldn't say that you love someone" she says
"oooh your getting on my bloody nerves" I point
I haven't used the word bloody in forever, since I'm here in American I usually say the other word "give me my card" I try to snatch it from hers hand but she pulls it away from me
"give it back" Johnnie says
"it's fake I'm gonna cut it" she picks up scissors and cuts it onto little pieces
"what the fuck!" I jump over the counter and push her to the floor
"Dylan!" Johnnie pulls me up and back over the counter "what fuck are you doing?" Johnnie ask
"she's a bitch!" I yell but looking at her
"get out of the store bitch!" she yells back to me
I try to run over the counter again but Johnnie grabs me "not worth it Blue" Johnnie pulls me into his chest and walks out with me cause I'm trying to get out of his arms "stop struggling. She isn't worth it. Just calm down everything is okay" Johnnie starts whispering sweet nothing's into my ear witch calms me
"Johnnie she cut my drivers license. It took me forever to get that and you know that" I say
I'm a horrible driver but I still needed that card "I know that it took you forever, I'm sorry that happen. I'll buy you some cigarettes at the next gas station with mine" he says
"thanks" I say
"come on Bryan is probably why we are hugging out here" Johnnie says
Me and Johnnie get in the back seats of the car. "are you two okay?" Bryan ask
"yea, just some lady was being a bitch" Johnnie answers
Bryan begins the long drive again. Soon we get to the place where we are suppose to meet BVB. I get all excited again as I exit the car. Johnnie holds my hand in showing a way that I am his. He gets jealous quickly
Bryan grabs the camera "so who wants to hold the camera?" Bryan ask
"I will" Johnnie says
Johnnie let's go of my hand and takes Bryan's camera. We meet up with BVB. Okay act normal Dylan do not scare them away specially Andy "hey whats up bryan?" Christian Coma ask Bryan
Only CC and Andy are here but that's okay. "hey" Bryan says
He says hello to Johnnie "hi" I smile
"hi, and what is your name?" he ask me
"i-I'm Dylan" I choke out
"I'm Christian but you can call me CC but I think you already know that" he smiles
Andy says his hellos to Johnnie and Bryan then he comes to me. Oh my gosh this moment is perfect, seeing him in person makes me want to cry "hey" he smiles to me
Oh my god his smile though. "hi" I smile back
"what's your name?" he ask
"Dylan" I say
"it's nice to meet you" he gives me a hug then we pull away
"don't get to close to Dylan" Bryan says
"why will she bite?" Andy jokes
Oh my god Andy's jokes are flawless "no, just Johnnie gets jealous" Bryan says
"I'm not jealous" Johnnie says
"are you his girlfriend?" CC ask me
"yea" I smile
"your a lucky man Johnnie" CC tells Johnnie
"thanks" Johnnie smiles..
Bryan soon interviews CC and Andy then before I know the interview is over and were back in the car "Bryan can we stop at a gas station again please?" I ask
"yea" he says
Johnnie looks at me and takes his phone out. My phone vibrates and I look at the person who text me witch is Johnnie
Johnnie>>Dylan: Blue the only near gas station is the one with the lady
Dylan>>Johnnie: I know but I really need one so I'm gonna talk to Bryan, is that fine?
I send him the text
Johnnie>>Dylan: what if he tells someone
Oh yea that's right.. I really don't want Angelina knowing that me an johnnie do smoke cause she'll put up a fuss and so something to make up stop
Dylan>>Johnnie: I'll handle this
I wait for him to look at the text. Once he does he nods to me "Bryan" I say
"uh?" he ask
"um... Me and Johnnie smoke" I admit
"smoke what?" he ask
"cigarettes, but I sometimes smoke um-
I cut myself off cause not even Johnnie knows I smoke other things "marijuana. Your back on that aren't you?" Johnnie ask
"maybe" I say
"Dylan what the fuck?" Johnnie ask
"I'm sorry" I say
"wait I'm confused. What about marijuana and Dylan?" Bryan ask
"I'm gonna tell him" Johnnie says
"go ahead" I sigh
Johnnie tells him the story "just please don't tell Angelina. I don't want her to yell at me" I say
"I won't" he says
"would you be able to buy us some?" Johnnie ask
"I'll pay you back" I say
"sure. When we get close to the station I'll get some for you" Bryan says
"thanks" me and Johnnie sigh
"Dylan when did you get hook on marijuana again?" Johnnie ask me
"just last year when I visited my birth parents" I sigh "to promise you I don't do it much, only maybe like two or three times every two weeks
"we'll I'm glad you have a handle on it" he says "where do you hide it anyways?" he ask
"in the closet on the top thing" I say "but please don't take it. I need it" I tell him
I don't think Bryan is listening to us because he is humming a song to himself "I thought you needed me?" Johnnie looks hurt
"I need that in a different" I say
"you said you needed me in every way?" he ask
"I'm sorry. Johnnie I only need those things when your not around" I say the truth "I love so please don't be hurt by the things I didn't mean" I say
Johnnie kisses me. "Johnnie just remember what I'm gonna be like when you go on warped tour in a month" I say
"I want you to stay strong" he tells me
We both know that won't happen. Johnnie is my everything and I seriously need him. We soon get o the gas station and Bryan goes in to get me and Johnnie things.
Johnnie puts his hand on my cheek "I love you" he makes me look at him
"I love you" I say back
"I really wish you were invited to warped tour I mean you like the same things as I do, and you have about the same amount of subscribers as I do. I want to know why you can't go" Johnnie says
"maybe next year" I sigh
"blue is it okay if I ask the person who runs warped tour to see if you and Angelina can come along?" he ask
"someone needs to take care of Liam and take him to school" I say
"my sister Margaret, she loves kids and I'm sure that she'll be happy to take care of our kid" he says
"we will be gone for a few months I don't know if I can do that" I say "next year when he is older, we can ask if me and Angelina can go along" I say
He sighs "okay, I guess we can do that" he says
I kiss Johnnie's lips. It gets a little heated and I'm now on his lap, "hu hum" sound of Bryan clearing his throat. I didn't notice he got back into the car "please no sex in my car" Bryan jokes
We would never do that in a car, Well hopefully Johnnie wasn't thinking of doing that here. "sorry" I say and get off of Johnnie's lap
Bryan hands me the little box and I hand it to Johnnie "thanks" Johnnie says
"just please wait till we get home" Bryan says
Johnnie kisses my forehead witch last about three seconds "love you" he whispers in my ear
"I love you" I whisper back
Every time Johnnie tells me he loves me I get a feeling in my belly the same feeling as when I met him. I really love him so much. I'm pretty much nothing without him
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