The Way I Feel
"....a fragile state of mind,
that I can't quite survive. Without a doubt, I need your help...."
These are what make my life, I just can't describe how I feel in a way that will make you see the fragile side I don't wanna be
The way I am is all my fault, but I can't seem to make it stop
Everything you've ever said is probably true, but now you're gone and I'm alone.
The world I knew is slowly fading, leaving behind these darker cravings....
The way I feel is sort of foreign, leaving nothing that isn't broken
I've tried to stay that happy girl, but she has gone, gone away
"....you're the one that makes believe, that we're all okay, we're doing fine, when we're both fighting just to stay, to stay alive...."
A fragile state of mind that kills me slowly, I almost wish, wish to drown the noise in silence
Maybe then you'll finally see the way I am, I don't wanna be
Maybe then you'll finally see, that the way I feel is what you forces me to be
Not everything can be as clear glass, it's almost like a murky blast
Sending waves of pain and blurriness through the waves of the sea....
But maybe then you'll finally see, that the way I am is what I don't wanna be....