Dem 💜 9:43pm
I miss you
Y/N 💖 9:44pm
Okay first off, you are so beautiful
Y/N 💖 9:44pm
and secondly
Y/N 💖 9:45pm
I miss you way more
Dem 💜 9:45pm
I don't feel beautiful but thanks baby girl
Dem 💜 9:45pm
and also, that's not possible
Y/N 💖 9:45pm
Um, very possible actually
Y/N 💖 9:46pm
Well I'm gonna keep telling you how beautiful you are until you believe it because it's true my love
Y/N 💖 9:46pm
But what are you doing awake, isn't it like nearly 4am where you are just now?
Dem 💜 9:46pm
I love when you call me that..
Dem 💜 9:46pm
And yeah, but I just can't seem to unwind. Everyone else is fast asleep.
Y/N 💖 9:47pm
Good because I don't plan on stopping anytime soon😘
Y/N 💖 9:47pm
What's on your mind Dem?
Dem 💜 9:47pm
I'm just exhausted I guess
Y/N 💖 9:48pm
Nu uh, you're gonna have to give me more than that baby, what's really going on?
Dem 💜 9:48pm
I miss home
Dem 💜 9:48pm
I miss my family, my friends..
Dem 💜 9:48pm
and you
Dem 💜 9:49pm
I just miss that comfort
Y/N 💖 9:49pm
I'd be there in a heartbeat if I could, you know that right?
Dem 💜 9:49pm
I know, and I appreciate that a lot Y/N
Dem 💜 9:50pm
And don't get me wrong, I love traveling but it gets super exhausting
Y/N 💖 9:50pm
I don't doubt that for one second
Y/N 💖 9:50pm
But you're nearly finished with tour and then we'll get to see each other again and it'll be amazing
Dem 💜 9:50pm
Ugh
Dem 💜 9:51pm
I can't wait
Dem 💜 9:51pm
Seriously
Y/N 💖 9:51pm
Me neither
Y/N 💖 9:51pm
I've been craving another one of those kisses of yours 🙈
Dem 💜 9:51pm
Is that so?
Y/N 💖 9:51pm
Mhmm
Dem 💜 9:52pm
Well what can I say, I'm a great kisser😏
Y/N 💖 9:52pm
And there's my confident lil shit
Y/N 💖 9:52pm
But you're right, you definitely are and I'm gonna need some more please and thank you
Dem 💜 9:53pm
I'm all yours 😍
Y/N 💖 9:53pm
How do you still manage to make me blush through texts? I really don't get it
Dem 💜 9:53pm
My impact is incredible😂
Dem 💜 9:53pm
On a serious note though, how are you doing? I know the anniversary is tomorrow
Y/N 💖 9:54pm
You remembered
Dem 💜 9:54pm
Of course I did baby girl, I wish I could be there with you
Y/N 💖 9:54pm
Me too, but we'll see each other soon
Y/N 💖 9:55pm
And I'm alright, just trying to keep a brave face I guess
Dem 💜 9:55pm
Please don't feel you have to do that with me Y/N, your dad wouldn't want you to bottle everything up
Y/N 💖 9:56pm
I know, it's just easier that way.
Y/N 💖 9:57pm
I can't believe it's coming up 10 years since he died.
Dem 💜 9:57pm
I want you to cry if you need to cry, promise me that you'll let yourself feel?
Dem 💜 9:57pm
He would be so fucking proud of you Y/N, I wish I could have met the man who gave me you
Y/N 💖 9:58pm
Demi 😢
Dem 💜 9:58pm
I'm sorry, I don't want to overstep and I know we aren't official or anything
Dem 💜 9:58pm
I just hope that I'm someone your dad would be happy to have you be around
Y/N 💖 9:58pm
I can promise you that he would have adored you
Y/N 💖 9:58pm
You make me so happy, and that's all my dad would want
Dem 💜 9:59pm
Really?
Y/N 💖 9:59pm
Yes 100%
Y/N 💖 9:59pm
And I know it's a difficult subject for you, but I also wish I could experience the same. I know your dad is someone who holds a lot of painful memories, but part of me is thankful for him because he gave me YOU
Dem 💜 9:59pm
You're going to make me cry Y/N
Y/N 💖 10:00pm
A wise woman once told me to cry if I needed to you know
Dem 💜 10:00pm
Uh uh, very good
Dem 💜 10:01pm
God, I have so many mixed emotions right now
Y/N 💖 10:01pm
Explain my love
Dem 💜 10:01pm
I'm really sad because I miss my family and you, but I'm also happy because of you
Dem 💜 10:02pm
And for the first time in a long time, I feel a little excited at what the future holds
Dem 💜 10:02pm
But I'm also terrified
Y/N 💖 10:02pm
I'm so so happy to have you, you've no idea
Y/N 💖 10:02pm
Man we're getting cheesy again lmao
Y/N 💖 10:03pm
But why are you terrified?
Dem 💜 10:03pm
Hahah I know, I hate us 😂
Dem 💜 10:03pm
And I don't know
Y/N 💖 10:03pm
I think you do know but you're scared to tell me
Dem 💜 10:04pm
How do you do that?
Y/N 💖 10:04pm
Do what?
Dem 💜 10:04pm
Read me like an open book without even seeing me
Y/N 💖 10:05pm
Because I'm terrified too
Dem 💜 10:05pm
What's making you terrified?
Y/N 💖 10:05pm
I don't want to get hurt again
Y/N 💖 10:06pm
And I know this is nothing like last time, but I was so broken after her that I can't go through that again
Dem 💜 10:06pm
You know I'd never do anything to hurt you Y/N
Y/N 💖 10:07pm
I know, just like I wouldn't do that to you either
Dem 💜 10:07pm
I know, it's just scary putting your trust in someone when the other times have backfired
Y/N 💖 10:07pm
Preaching to the choir sweetheart, I've got you I promise
Dem 💜 10:07pm
I promise too
Dem 💜 10:08pm
Guess we need to stop being so scared then huh?
Y/N 💖 10:08pm
I guess so😘
Dem 💜 10:08pm
I wish you were here right now, I need hugs☹️
Y/N 💖 10:09pm
Just hugs??
Dem 💜 10:09pm
Maybe a little more than hugs🙈
Y/N 💖 10:09pm
Uh uh, that's what I thought😜
Y/N 💖 10:10pm
I wish I was there too, but we'll see each other soon
Y/N 💖 10:10pm
You only have a week until tour is over and then you'll be back
Dem 💜 10:10pm
I can't wait to see you
Y/N 💖 10:10pm
Me too my love
Y/N 💖 10:11pm
Now can you get some sleep for me?? I don't want you feeling tired for your show tomorrow
Dem 💜 10:11pm
I'll try, thank you for tonight Y/N
Y/N 💖 10:11pm
Always, you know I'm just a text message away
Y/N 💖 10:12pm
And thank you for remembering, it really does mean more than you know
Dem 💜 10:12pm
Of course baby, don't even thank me
Dem 💜 10:12pm
Goodnight Y/N 💛
Y/N 💖 10:13pm
Goodnight Dem, sweet dreams xxx