5 years ago... 5 years since I last saw him, since I last hugged him, since I last kissed him. He was my world and I was his. Well, I thought I was his world but I guess not since he couldn't stay faithful for less than one day.
5 years ago
I never would've thought this day would come, but yet, who does and whoever wants it to? Giving my whole heart to someone again was the biggest leap I've ever taken. My walls were always built up so high that any man I crossed paths with just kept going, too exhausted to try and climb over it. But when it came to Saul he knew how to break that wall.
He smashed it down, leaving all of my doubts and insecurities shattered into thousands of tiny pieces. It wasn't soon before he replaced the area with a bunch beautiful memories. Each of them slowing building as I fell deeper and harder. Everyone thought our relationship was a perfect, but doesn't everyone want a happily ever after? I certainly do or did.
I thought I had found my happily ever after, walking side by side next to the love of my life through this place we like to call Earth. But it's crazy now all I see is grey in this world. Now when I walk I don't see the love of my life walking next to me. I don't see anyone. I don't even see myself
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Clearly I am not a professional writer lol.
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