Im sorry I havent been updating a lot and its not bc of school or traveling and etc.
Its because of my Family. Ok...so my family always hated me they never loved me and I know this bc Every time I try to fit in they always say "nvm (MY RL NAME)" and I always just tell myself oh...maybe theyre busy?
But no. Its bc they Didnt want me to join. Its because they hated me without me knowing it.
So I am starting to cut (Soon) And I planned suicide 20 yrs from now....so Im sorry I also hope that you forgive me....