i was down...i was so down...and it felt like i've never been that low before. i was on the ground, and the person i first turned to, to ask for help, so i can try...at least try to get back up. i was hurting and it felt like things couldn't get worst. but i was wrong...the person i turned to, wielded her rage and stomped me back to the ground...to the mud and dirt, as if it was where i belonged...
and so here i am still...gathering what's left of myself...and see if maybe i can ever get up again.