Wow. I was so excited for Stark and the Spider September but now I'm just a little ball of stress.
Here's why: I just started high school which I was also excited for but I have a job too and I'm so freaking nervous that I'll mess up. That's like 40 percent of my stress. I also am in more advanced classes than in grade 8 and my mind remembers like maybe a third of what I was taught, which is really unusual and stressful for me. That's another 10 percent. The other 50 percent is the fact that I don't have enough freaking chapters ready for Stark and the Spider September, and I'm 5 chapters short. Im working with ZERO inspiration and that has my so freaking stressed out because I have like 20 days to write 5 more bloody chapter that are over 1000 words each and I have absolutely no ideas.
So I apologize for not updating any of my other stories. Even though you guys aren't pressuring me at all and I am so so grateful because I feel like my anxiety is kicked up 10 notches.
So in other words I'm screwed.
But have a nice day!