ALEX'S POV
"Cookiiieeee" I shout and throw myself at Edward....my bags and pastries was Holden by Jennie...I can feel his body stiffen under my touch
"What the hell you are doing here?? H-how you k-know the address " he asked removing me from himself
"I have my ways" I wink toward him.. Than I look behind him, there was three boys.... One was obviously Luke... But other two, I don't know them... But they are damn handsome.... God if my Edward dress like this.. He will look Greek god
I pushed Edward aside.. And made my ways toward boys... If they are Edward's friend so I have to make them mine also..
"Hello boyss" I wave towards them... And there mouth was open.... Like really there jaws was about to touch the ground except Luke.... The other two boys was scanning me from head to toe...
"My self Alex Miller and she is my best friend Jennie " I introduce
Jennie rolls her eyes and sit beside Luke with arms encircle in his... And she kept bags aside
And than out of nowhere... Someone drag me
"Why you are wearing such a clothes "oh so someone was cookie
I am wearing
"You have friends over let me introduce properly "I said removing my hand from his grip and than I slid my hand in his... I ignore his clothing comment
"So guys.... Close you mouth and give intro" I said and I was feeling Edward digging hole in me from side
" *cough* my self Jason " the Asian one said
"And my self jacob" the clean shave chocolate boy said
Now they both are grinning ear to ear..
"I m Edward's girlfriend, its so nice to meet you " I said with excitement
"Who said you are my girlfriend, "Edward said with little irritation in his voice and he remove his arm from me...
Ugh, this guy is getting on my nerve..
"Shut up" I shout at him and everyone except Jennie was watching in disbelief...
Than I cup his cheeks "bad boys deserve punishment " I said and press my lips to his....
And everything froze, all I heard was jennies cheering and everyone's hawk
Than I broke the kiss and look in his eyes... He is not wearing his glasses, his eyes are soo beautiful... I can stare at them all day and night.... Gosh, I am falling for this guy even more..
"Don't --" I cut him off by again peck on his lips
"what ar--"
"Peck"
"Cra--! "
"Peck "
Then his face fell and he accept defeat.... Yayyyyyy I won
"So guys... I am his girlfriend so treat me as your buddy also " I said turning towards them...
"We are too happy to have you in gang" jacob said
"Gang??? " Jennie asked " baby gang means group " Luke said with fake cough
"Whatever it is.... But Alex is now our sister in law... Yooohooo" Jason said while giving me high five
I punch a elbow in Edwards stomach. Who was touching his lips.. And murmuring some nonsense to himself
"Come back to reality, cookie, I can kiss better in bedroom" I whisper in his ear and I can feel his goosebumps
"What you bring in those bags?? " Jason asked
"I can smell something " Jacob said
"Its pastries... "Jennie said "and some new clothes for my cookie " I said clinging onto Edward
"Who said I need them " Edward said "can't you just shut your mouth and accept " I shout on him again... I can see his veins pop out and boys gulp was enough to scare me calm down Alex, he is nerd he can't be angry
"Common... Eat them.. And let's decide something to do... "Jennie said to break the tension
After sometime
After discussing forever.. We all agree to watch movie.... I really don't care what we do until I am with Edward..
we are watching a horror movie.... Me and Edward is sitting on sofa cuddling each other while Jennie and Luke was beside us
And jacob and Jason was on ground
I hold Edward's arm like my life depend on it.... His eyes was on TV while mine on him
"Dont look at me like this Alex " he said, with extremely low voice so only I could hear, his voice is unusally gentle
"I love you Edward " I said and rest my head on his shoulder... Than he also rest his head on my head
.....
I was bore watching this stupid horror movie....
Jennie is already asleep on Luke, while jacob and Jason is ready to pee, god this movie is not even horror
While on other hand... Edward watching movie like he will gonna enter in tv himself...
What to do to entertain. Myself??
I put my hand on Edward's thigh and slowly start taking upwards
"W-what are you doing alex?? " he asked in a shaking tone.. His voice was barely listenable
"Planning to give you hand job " I joke with him.. Off course I am not planning anything like that... But after the words left my mouth, his body became hard as rock
"You are crazy " he said and jerk off my hand which was on his thigh far away from his manhood.. And urge me to stand up and he start climbing stairs... Leaving sleeping jennie, love sick luke who was staring jennie, and two ready to pee men behind
.......
We reached his room, which was upstairs.... As we enter in his room..
I look around, before even letting me observe the surrounding.. He crash his lips on me..
With sudden force, I grab his collar and pull him more close... He push me on bed and climb on me....
God I want him soo badly... His tongue slide inside my mouth and I moan in response..
His hand slips inside my top to cup my breast...
And my hand slid to his pants button.. I start unbuckling his belt...
I don't know its because , last time I kissed someone years ago... Or my love for him... I lost all my sanity.. All I want him to fuck me
"I love you edward. I love you soo much " I said unbuckling his belt.
I heard him groan in pain... He he pushed me aside... Gathering himself and up..
"You are playing with fire "he said "don't make it tough for yourself " he said buckling his belt
Tears start forming in my eyes, I feel so disgust
"I dont care, I love you and I can do anything to be near you" I said standing up from bed to come face to face him
His eyes, held so many emotions.. Its hard for me to read any... He dont look like my edward... His presence is somehow dark
"I am not what you think I am " he said with a throaty dangerous chuckle
"I dont care that either "I Said placing my hands on his chest... He grip my wrist with force and push me
"You throw yourself like that to every man?? " he said taking a step further abd I back my step.. "What are you a slut?? "He said "prostitute " and thats it..... He cross his line..
Without even thinking I slap him hard across his face...
"HOW CAN YOU SAY THAT" I slap him again " did you ever seen me whoring?? "I said pushing him "did you ever seen me fucking someone " I said and push him again
Now I am crying my eyes out... Tears are rolling down my cheeks..
"I love you edward.. Only you.... Without even second thought.. Without pause " I said this with a low voice...
I stare in his eyes... Hie eyes holds only one emotion" hurt "he somehow looks guilty
With one last push.. I make myself out of room.. But he grab my wrist
I turn around to see him
"I will not stop loving you edward " I said removing my hand " see you tomorrow " I said and leave his room
.......
I go downstairs... Seeing jennie still sleeping and jacob and Jason was also fall asleep
But luke still staring jennie like a love sick puppy
"Luke.. Throw her at our house when she woke up " I said grabbing my car keys and purse
"What happen alex " he asked " nothing much. Se you tomorrow" I said and unlock the door and made my way outside
....
I quickly climb in my car and lead towards my house
My speed was high.. And my mind was on edward
I really love him.. And I don't regret my decision.. Neither I am afraid of heartbreak...
I know he will fall for me one day
I am alone child. My parents never give me enough attention. I don't have siblings.... Only jennie is my only mate..
There we're alot of boys who wants me.. But they just want looks.. But edward.. He never do it
I know if he loves me , he will only love me of because who I am.. Bot because of looks
But I why he behave like this with me?? Why no one wants to be with me??
Tears are flowing like river.. I manage to calm myself little, thinking that one day he will love me
.....
I reached my house.... No one is here.. I just really hate loneliness.... I don't remember last time when I was alone in this house without jennie.. I am missing her badly.. But I didn't want to ruin her moment because of me
I have phobia of living alone... I loom around my house.. And its really uneasy feeling...
God I have to sleep
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Edward's POV
I am pissed off... Not on her.. But on me.. How can I allow myself to have feelings like this
Before it was just a cup of tea to have sex with someone with out even thinking twice.. But with alex its different... When she says she love while unbuckling my belt.. I felt disgust using her for my satisfaction.. When I dont have feeling for her..
Or do I really fell for her??
I know she love me.. But I don't want to drag her in my mess.. She is too innocent.. I don't want to ruin her life
I made my ways downstairs... Where luke was somehow look tensed..
Jacob and Jason was sleeping on floor.. While jennie was all over on sofa
"What happen edward, why alex left like that " he asked " nothing " I said and push jennie off from sofa.. And she fell from there hitting ground
"What the fuck alex... Relax " she said in her sleep... She even talk to alex even in her sleep.. God these girls are obsessed with each other
"Your alex is not here bimbo.. Get up " I said throwing pillow on her.. She slowly open her eyes and sit up while noticing her surrounding
"Where is she?? " she asked in husky voice... And I saw luke head over heals drolling over her
"She leave, to her house" luke said
"WHAT?? She scream " ALONE?? " she quickly stand up.. Searching for god knows what...
"Shut your mouth " I said with irritation
"You shut up.. You dumb ass wolf "
Wolf?? Wtf?? This women is getting on my nerve
"Why she leave?? " she asked " cause I said her to " I replied
"Are you fucking crazy?? Do you even know what you did??? "
Huh?? What i did??
"She can't be alone there.. Specially at night. She -she have extreme phobia of loneliness " she said running her hands in her hairs.. And cursing god knows what kind of abusive language
"What are you saying?? I asked
"Alex have extreme phobia to live alone at night specially.... She can't be alone.. Her heart is also weak.. Man... FUCK " she said rushing towards door
"Atleast explain jennie " luke stop her
"Last time she was alone... She end up having major attack.. " she said " take me home plz" she said and leave with luke
My world was crushing down.. I didn't understand much what jennie said. All I know that. She is in not well
I can't bear losing her..
With that confession I leave for her house in my car