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Always my fault

So he and i didnt text each other for about 4 days and then today he hits me up with did i forget about him and i didnt reply to that question and then he asked me did i miss him just like he missed him and i didnt answer to that question as well because i honestly didnt miss him at all and then i told my m- when she asked me if i texted him today and now she is accusing me of being a egoistic bitch and for creating problems in this alliance i mean i never liked him anyways and i didnt reply to that question  because if i had replied that i missed him then honestly that would have been a lie and that would mean i am giving him false hope and assurance and thats a horrible thing to do but oh well whatever happens in this fucking house or in any situation its always my fucking fault be it i am directly or indirectly involved.  Always my fault and no one else. And whatever i do or given the chance to make any decision , my choices are always wrong and always said to bring unhappiness or disgrace to the family.