I left your car that night, leaving what felt like a utopia.
because as I entered my home, I walked in on an argument between my intrusive parents. they faked a smile and bickered.
they waited for me to go upstairs and I stood at the top, listening to them talk about their financial issues. it brought tears to my eyes to hear my dads voice break.
I took out my weekly wage and placed it on the desk in my parents room. I went to sleep.
many incidents still occur today. before, I used to have you .. to content me over text, in person with your enlarged arms around me. but now I have no one again.
I'm lonely without you.
you were all I really had and you fucking knew that.