Plot- for years it was you and Damon together then one day you get killed
you were his light but after your death he couldn't take it and stop
being the caring man you loved to scared to be hurt again after your
death. Then one day Bonnie sees you and gives your message to
Damon to hopefully help him deal.
Y/N POV
I sit and watch as the man I love becomes the shell the man he use to be. It kills me to see him like this and know that it is because of me that he is like this.
We meet one day not long after he turn into a vampire he help me as I was a new vampire and soon we fell in love we were happy until the year of 1953 when we taken and tortured we stayed strong we made a new friend in Enzo we were going to escape but what we didn't expect was my body to become to weak for the likings of doctor whitmore he bellied that I was a lost cause and killed me I watched as he teased Damon with my death and I watched Enzo comfort him wish I could be the one to do that.
I watch as he turned everything of and walk away from our friend and I watched as he shut he's self away from everyone scared to get to close and I know i was apart of the reasons.
Today is the anniversary of my death and I watch as Damon sits there drinking away the day holding close on of my favorite necklace he brought me for my birthday
"Why did you leave me. I need you baby and you left me" he says and is see tears in his eye it kills me that I can't help him that I'm the one that is causing him all this pain
"I'm sorry please forgive me" I whisper so close to touching him knowing I can't
Just then I see Bonnie walk in with some books "Damon I need your..." She starts but stops when she spots me me "who are you" at her questions Damon looks up confused
"Bon Bon who are you talking to" he ask walking over and placing a hand on her shoulder "there's a girl I believe since you can't see her she must be a ghost" she explains
"Yes that I am. And you are Bonnie Bennett the anchor a friend of Damon's well kind of" I say wiping my eyes of tears "I'm Y/F/N, Y/L/N I'm or sorry was Damon's girlfriend soon to be wife until well this" I say giving a wave to my ghost self
"Bonnie seriously what is It" Damon asks again
"Damon did you have a girlfriend called Y/F/N, Y/F/N Y/L/N by any chances" she asks and I see pain come back it he's eyes as he rears back looking shocked
"What how did you..." He cuts hisself of figuring it it he looks around the room looking for me even though he knows he can't see me "you can see her she's here isn't she" he turns to look at Bonnie grabbing her arms tight
"Where where is she is she ok please tell her I love her she needs to know that" he begs tears that stopped now come back Before Bonnie can speak I do tell Bonnie to tell him everything I want to say for a long time
"Bonnie please tell him this tell him I love him too and will always yes are time was cut shorter then we hopped but I'll still always be with him he might not see me but I'll always be there waiting for the day we meet again" I stop on a sob as she tells Damon what I've said so far but there's one more thing
"Tell him that's ok to show his felling again I want everyone to see the man I love not the shell of the guy he is now that not the Damon I love. And tell him to be careful as much as wanna hold him close again I know I can wait and I will but the way his acting it will be to soon if he Carey's on being stupid I'll beat his as when I see him again"
I listen and watch as she delivers my message to I watch as he lets out a chocked laugh at my comment "I'll see you on the other side baby" he tells me "I love you and I'll be the man you loved again I promise I'm sorry for not being there baby" he tells me
"It's ok it was better that way" after Bonnie repeats my last words he smiles "I'm not going to say goodbye more of a see you soon" he walks out the room
"Bonnie watch him for me I know he can be a pain in the ass some times but his mine pain the ass. I love him so please all I can do is ask I know if I had lived to meet you we would of been good friends I'm not asking you to die for him but just to be a friend though he denies needing you or anyone tell him I know him better I hope it's not to much I just want him happy" I ask her hoping she doesn't think bad as I do believe we could of been good friends
"I will I understand I think we would of been good friends too" she tells me smiling "well goodbye Bonnie till we meet again just be careful Damon isn't the only one that deserves to be happy" I say
"goodbye Y/F/N" she says
I smile leaving for now knowing I'll be back soon to see Damon again to watch over him not knowing what is coming soon