it's me who is avoiding him now
avoiding each others became our habit
the feelings I told him about weren't something new, I used to hate them I grew up on hating them but something about telling him my reasons helped on growing that feeling inside me
the weather was cold and the palace was large
I was lonely
the whole day sitting here and there silently lost in deep thoughts even naeun lost hope on me so she didn't say a word to me
daniel.. even thinking about him hurt me
we didn't see each others for 2days he knew that I was avoiding him and he didn't bother to show that he cares
" today is the coronation day " naeun stated
she sighed when I didn't react or either give any sign that I heard what she said
" you should get ready "
" so? "
" so you should bring your ass and do what I say "
seconds of silence
" what do you think? "
" what ? " she asked confusedly she didn't expect me to talk calmly after 2days of silence
" what do you think about me ? do you want me to be your queen? "
" sure or I wouldn't deal with your annoying personality for a week "
I couldn't control my expression I was surprised
" excuse me? " I said
" you're unique. you're stubborn and heady but you're exactly what we need "
it was hard to believe " and what do you need? "
" pure heart , innocent. I bet you've never killed "
I almost believed
I can't trust her she is just lying to convince me to go to the ceremony
" that was a good one do you still have more? "
" I'm not lying " she frowned, " we really do need someone like you. since we have a dark side which is making from us a dangerous creature, we need someone who's different than our bloody origins, it's you "
" awesome, keep going maybe I will believe you " I stood up and walked away
" that was the tru__"
" you don't need anyone " I yelled
she gasped
" people like you are doing good all alone, you're strong right? you're rare and there is no way to create something as perfect without the mating of two akira right? you're the best and blah blah "
naeun seemed to be scared but I continued
" let me tell you what I think about you, you're killers "
her teary eyes gave me a feeling of regret but I shooed it and headed to the bedroom I stopped near the bed where naeun have put a white luxury dress
I was super angry not because of naeun she just said the wrong words in the wrong timing
I was in a inner struggle I had different feelings about what was going on
" maybe there will be some akira against you being their queen and not someone among them, but I'm sure when they see what we are seeing on you they will know that you are the best choice "
I've frozen when I heard naeun's smooth voice
" you're not alone, you will get used to living with us. although we've killed so many creatures before, we still have feelings we still fall in love like you. we do care about each other and protect our group members, and oneday if it's not today you will be one of us, but you should trust us if you want us to trust you back "
she left the room as soon as she finished
but her words didn't leave my mind I kept thinking about each word
I shook my head and stepped toward the mirror and put my hand on each side of it lowering my head
I hated the hesitation I had
I looked at the mirror but my heart skipped a beat when I saw daniel in the reflection
since when has he been looking at me
he blurted with his deep voice before leaving me alone again " I'm not forcing you "
I should be happy hearing that from him but I wasn't
I turned my glare again to the dress
I can leave... I'm not sure if he will go after me but for now what it matters that I can go back to my family
but something inside me was refusing this idea
why didn't I think about leaving before ?
the answer was simple my head told me as I took the dress in my hands:
because I don't want to leave
new chance, new chance for me, for my life
For me... to forget.
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I don't know what has given her a goosebumps
the fact that I will do it or what she saw or maybe both
I looked at the mirror and I really liked the change
" you cut your hair! ..and you wore the dress! " naeun said still shocked
" I won't let you have fun downstairs while me sitting alone with 4 walls "
she was shocked even more with my good mood
" enough " I said annoyed with her reactions
she looked sexy and even prettier on her black uniform and a ponytail
" I told you she won't...woah what the hell " Lisa joined and it was her turn to be shocked, she glanced at me from head to toes
" that's stupid right? let me go change..." I said but she stopped me
" I'm shocked because you look perfectly gorgeous "
" lisa is giving me compliments I'm gonna throw up "
both lisa and naeun smiled
" I kept telling alpha daniel that he has to cancel the ceremony but he was shutting me up with a No, he knew that you're gonna change your mind! anyway he is waiting you downstairs, are we going now or we will die waiting for you to show up ?"
" you know what, sometimes I hate you lisa "
" it's a honor we are exchanging the same feelings "
" go to hell "
" I've already been there sweetie " she winked before leaving
I suddenly had a stomachache I was nervous
what should I do ?
" do you want__ "
" I don't need anything, naeun " I huffed
" alpha is waiting, you should go together "
" ok naeun you can leave first "
I kept walking back and forth
why did I accept ? I can't even understand myself
I'm sure my wolf was the reason but I think it's the right decision the moon chose me to be his mate, the 1st aqua to be akira's queen, sure there is a reason behind this
I shook my head and walked toward the hell
I opened the door and he was standing there
the most handsome creature I've ever seen, he was wearing something like their black uniform but it had golden engrave on it, he really looked like a king with those outfits and way better than his all black daily outfits
he was perfect
" what did you do? " was the first thing he said as his iris became black
I shrugged " a new start "
he glared at me from head to toes and of course I became a blushing mess
I actually hate dresses and I don't feel comfortable with it, moreover its color was bothering me even more I love black, a black dress would look better.
" won't you say anything? maybe a comment about my new hair cut or if the dress suits me or not or any compliment by any chance "
I raised an eyebrow when he didn't reply immediately
" are you waiting for it? "
" No "
" then no "
disappointed but not surprised
" you don't need anyone to compliment you " he continued
he gave me his hand and I hesitated
Am I really ready ?
I'm not but I put my hand on his anyway
I used to be reckless
my heart fluttered when my hand touched his, although he was wearing a fingerless leather glove
I looked at his eyes again " what if I withdraw now ? " his blue eyes became black again and I find myself chuckling " are you going to use hypnosis to force me ?"
" no I won't "
we started walking downstairs toward the ceremony location
" why? why are you giving me that responsibility? why are you trusting me ? " I asked him
" because you're not like the others "
" again " I yelled in a whisper " do you all think I would believe those words ? I'm not naive, just say the truth! are you that desperate to give such a big responsibility to any girl passing by as long as she is called your mate ? "
" you're feeling uneasy about me choosing you to be the queen, you think you don't deserve it, but you didn't leave although you had the chance, you do care about our kingdom even before officially being a queen "
He was right...
he intertwined our fingers I get butterflies on my stomach
" let's go " he said as we went inside the venue everyone cheered for us as soon as they saw us
my eyes met ong seongwoo's and he nodded everyone was wearing his black uniform
everything is gonna change now..
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I'm a queen
Ignis .. Y/n .. the omega
I didn't even dream about that, not just a queen, the queen of the strongest switchable creatures in the world, Akira.
the ceremony wasn't any different from aqua's ceremonies except the crown
we exchanged blood it didn't give me any more power but I was happy doing it
sometimes I regret it and sometimes I think it was the right decision
I need time to get used to them
a long time.
I ran my hand through my hair
will I stay here for a long time? do I want to? or oneday Daniel will notice that I'm not good enough and he get rid of me
I frowned
fuck him I'm gonna kill him if he thinks so
" are you fighting with that tree " lisa said
" Lisa " I called her annoyed because she cut my quietness
" the one and only lisa "
" You seem to be in a good mood "
" of course I do, you're now our queen " she said sarcastically
" oh my bad "
" do you feel important? "
" Lisa " this time it wasn't me but ong seongwoo with a serious tone like warning her
" I'm not saying anything wro__" he interrupted her " stop it "
" no need to stop her I don't care anyway " I said
" alpha asked us to send you a message "
" why didn't he do it himself? " I glanced at Lisa " and isn't there any better werewolf to take over that duty "
" alpha is busy right now. lisa and I are the only werewolves you know here "
" unfortunately "
he ignored that " we will head tomorrow to the city, do you want to join? "
" what are you going to do there? "
leaving this kingdom seemed a good option for me
" alpha will tell you about the details if you want to join I will let naeun prepare your luggage "
" luggage ? will we stay there for days ? "
ong nodded
why is he so serious today ? he is talking formally with me is it because I'm a queen he won't joke around me
" you both are going there too right? "
" yes only lisa and I will go with you "
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Daniel didn't tell me the details as ong said, he kept ignoring every question
daniel and I used the same car while ong and lisa drove the other
the awkward silence made me wish to be with lisa
" such a good day " lisa said as soon as we stepped out the car
we stayed in a hotel and sure daniel and me shared the same room
I opened my luggage and I yelled when I saw what was inside " what is that ? "
" clothes " daniel said
" only dresses " I whined
" a part of our mission "
" and what are we going to do exactly ? "
he shrugged " something " he simply said before heading to the bathroom
" do you think being a mysterious man will make you attractive or something like that ? because believe me that's not working "
I yelled then closed my eyes and huffed
something ...
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I was sitting on the bed watching tv. they were airing a movie about werewolves
human are making me laugh they think they know us enough
everything in the movie was a lie they are making fun of our life.
we don't look that ugly when we're switching, we aren't all warm akira are so cold
they know nothing
I was watching the movie with a disgust when the other 3 break into the room
" now " daniel said
" I prefer training werewolves for 24hours than doing this " lisa said and ong smiled
I was puzzled
" that " daniel said looking at the luggage " we came here for it "
I raised an eyebrow still confused
what are they talking about?
" __castiel everton, he is our only way to make an end to brottoms "
lisa started picking a dress
" he is a scientist, and he knows about us "
" human ? " shocked
" a crazy one " lisa said
" but he knows about us " I said still can't believe a human knows about us
" don't worry he can't risk his life he already had a bad experience " daniel said
" and what does that mission have to do with dresses ? "
" he is holding luxurious parties so we need dresses to go there "
" what? are you going to wear a dress too ? " I joked
I couldn't stop myself and it shocked me when lisa laughed.... she can laugh
she put her hand on my shoulder still laughing loudly she looked prettier to be honest
" I told you she is funny, I don't know about you but I will keep her with me the longest possible "
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" why can't we just break into his house after the party " I mumbled as I was looking in the mirror in disgust because of the dress I'm forced to wear
I just wore the one she picked for me because I don't have any interest in all of it
" no fun " she was putting make up on
daniel and ong left for who knows where
" you look ridiculous " I said as soon as she finished, she wore a black dress like mine but it was reaching the ground with a long slot showing her pretty right leg but mine was just so short, actually she looked gorgeous but I wouldn't say that
^ Y/N's dress
^ lisa's dress
" don't worry honey, it's your turn "
" me? putting those colors on my face? no thanks pass "
" come on, we have to integrate with the others "
" I didn't even put it on my coronation day what makes you think I may put it now ? "
" because I'm here " she chuckled " you're boring " she rolled her eyes
" you said that I'm funny just minutes ago "
she gave up at the end
" let's go see what the attractive men are doing "
I followed her trying to get used to the high heels
she was the first to enter ong's room, I heard her saying " did a miracle happened here? they replaced you with a fucking handsome men "
her comment made me curious I went inside and I was shocked she was right they are wearing black suits ... Daniel is wearing a black suit....
{Nae maeumeul homchil black suit~} 😂
they look supernatural extremely beautiful
Daniel didn't pay attention to Lisa's comment he was focusing on his tie judging from his frown I knew he didn't know how to tie it.
why am I smiling ?
I shook my head
lisa was talking with ong seongwoo as he was fixing his hair
I decided to help my mate
I stepped toward him you can see that he was so angry, finally there is something he can't do.
" do you need help? " I asked
he looked at me like if he didn't notice my presence before
" it's too short " he said after seconds of glaring
I looked at my dress and again looked at him and for some reason my heart skipped a beat when I saw him looking at my legs
" and? "
he focus back on his tie as he said " you can't blame me when I kill everyone looking at you "
his words sent shiver down my spine, not sure if it was because he seemed to be jealous or because he is talking about killing like it was the most normal thing he does
I replaced his hand with mine on his tie his eyes were locked with mine, I tied it and backed one step away we were so close and I wasn't comfortable with his eyes on me
" I can do it myself " he said
I rolled my eyes " sure there is nothing daniel can't do "
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" alright if you're going inside as ong seongwoo's girlfriend then who am I ? "
that's all what I've got from their long discussion
" Daniel's wife " ong said
" what? "
daniel was in front of us we were following him, he didn't say anything
" I think Ms kang really suits you " lisa said
" Ms kang " I said with a disgust " why not just a girlfriend or anything else ?"
" do I look like someone who has a girlfriend ? " daniel said
" believe me you look like someone who has neither " I said
Lisa snorted " that's my girl "
now we are inside
his house was super large and so many human were there wearing colorful dresses.. and here we are all in black
not suspicious
I rolled my eyes
all eyes were on us maybe we looked like a gang
human can feel our strong aura
ong seongwoo was smiling for everyone which made people move away assuming that he is crazy
and daniel.... he is just so obvious
his expression is always the same like if he was ready for a fight
"well that's not working " the three looked at me " you're calling for attention I can't see your integrating plans "
" that's what we are doing now " daniel said
really ?
" ong seongwoo is like a scary clown, lisa like if she's gonna fart any time, and you "
" No I look sexy " lisa protested
" and me ?" daniel asked impatiently
" let's just say that the brottoms look less dangerous compared to you "
we remained silent for seconds
" what should we do ?" daniel finally said
what ? Is he asking me ? I blinked
" what should we do Ms kang " lisa teased
" let's split up and who finds the scientist tells the others "
lisa and ong left together
and as we were walking around I suddenly got a good idea
" yah daniel, why don't you hypnosis him you can simply use it and he will obey you "
his iris became black but he didn't say anything
" daniel " I called " you can't ignore me now, you can use that compulsion you told me about and let everyone here obey you "
is it his hobby ignoring me
I stopped him and faced him
why does his mood suddenly changed in a bad way?
" daniel " his reaction was the same when I talked about compulsion yesterday
" fuck why don't you just do it and make it eas__"
" because I don't do it "
" you don't do what? compulsion? "
" the more I do it the more .... my human side disappears and I approach the dark side of akira "
I got a goosebumps I've never expected that
" did you... did you use it before ?"
" no "
" did junkook .."
" use it to get everything he wants ? yes . he used to think that it's an awesome power and we shouldn't waste it " he looked at the ground " and this is how he is going the more and more inside his dark side "
I nodded by looking at him I realised something
daniel doesn't want to give up on his human side, he isn't heartless as I thought
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What do you think about the characters
Daniel?
Ignis ?
Lisa ?
Jungkook?
Ong seongwoo?
Naeun
There will be more in the next chapters stay tuned