Chapter 7
"So what are the plans for today?" Harry asked
"I was thinking about to go home for a day.. You know, I haven't spoken to some friends in a while. I hope you don't mind" Anneke answered
Harry POV
Is she like, running away from me or something? It's not because of what happened last night, is it? I hope not.. I would never ever forgive myself for losing a girl, just because I couldn't wait..
"Babe, everything alright?" I asked concerned
"Jep! Nothing to worry about!" She said as she was taking her bag and about to leave
"Didn't you forget something?" I asked her, while staring at her beautiful lips
"Oh yes, I'm sorry haha" She said before she kissed my lips.. But, it was like just a kiss. The kind of kiss you give someone when you choose dare in the game "truth or dare". It felt weird..
"Bye, love" I said, watching her leave
"Bye" was all she said back
Anneke POV
Whieee, I'm gonna visit Rani. Haven't spoken to him in ages! How is he? Does he still wear airmax? Or does he prefere Converse now? Hahaha, let's go
"ANNEKE!" He yelled in my face while opening his front door
"Yeaah! How are ya?" I asked him
"I'm great! Come in"
"Alright. Wow, long time no see huh" He said
"Got that right! You'll never guess who I'm seeing!"
"Don't tell me you're dating Jake? He's nothing good" He said
"Don't be silly! I don't even remember who Jake is!" I answered with a huuuge smile on my face
"Well tell me now! He said impatient
"You know One Direction right? I asked him
"ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME ANNEKE?!" He was yelling again
"NO I'M NOT! IT'S THE CURLY ONE! AND I SWEAR TO GOD HE'S PERFECT!"
"Whuuuut! High five,sis!" He said while slapping my left hand with his right hand. His hands were smaller than mine.
"He's amazing" I started "He is so sweet and caring. I was feeling a bit down, because of what happened to Jason and Vanessa and he came out of nowhere and decided to cheer me up! "
"He sounds nice ahaaaa" He answered
"Yeah he is! And yesterday-" Wait. Should I tell him? I mean.. He IS my best guy friend, but.. I don't know
"What happened yesterday? TELL ME YOU DICKHEAD" He yelled at me, waiting for my answer
"Well uhm, I'm not a virgin anymore, bro." I said quitely
"Anneke? You SLEPT with him? You're like 16! DON'T YOU WATCH MTV? YOU COULD'VE GOT PREGNANT!"
"Oh take a chill pill, Rani!" I said, trying to calm him down a bit.. Even though, he was kinda right.
"But, loads of teenagers do it you know" I tried to defend what I did
"Yeah, but.. You're not one of thém" I know what he was talking about. The group of whores at our school. Wearing tons of make up, so boys would be attracted to them and eventually have sex with them. Did I mention they're like 15 years old? Yeah, I know right.
"I know! But, I love him. And he loves me! "
"Well,if he does.. he could've waited" He answered calmly
"Oh god, you're right.. Now that I think about it.. What have I done?" I was thinking out loud
"Well, I hope you were protected" He said
"Yeah, of course we were. We're not THAT stupid" I answered
"Just asking. Anyways, what are you gonna do now?" He asked me
"What do you mean?"
"Are you gonna tell him that it was too soon?'
"Hell no! I can't have him thinking I'm this immature baby!" I freaked out
"Well, but.. It actually was too soon. It's the truth" He said
"Oh god, I don't know. What happened, happened. I can't turn back time. Not even in MY dreams" I said
"Oh Anneke"
"Well, I gotta go actually.. I'll call ya later" I said while walking to the door
"Jep! You better do that!" I heard him yell as I closed the door
Oh god, Rani is right. I was feeling down, Harry cheered me up..we had fun.. And I slept with him? It was obviously too fast. Maybe he was trying to take advantage of me from the very beginning? No, that doesn't sound like Harry.. But then again, how well do I know this guy? I've read thousands of 1DFacts on the internet, but does that mean I know him? His personality? What he would do in times like this? I mean, I slept with him. I shared such a special moment with him.. Shouldn't I know him a little better? It was too soon.. It defenitely was.
"Hey babe! Let's go to the city! The sun is shining and shit. Cmon, let's be romantic!" Niall said while trying to get Vanessa out of the sofa
"Niaaaaalll, I don't want toooooo" She was sighing
"GET OUT GET OUT GET OUT OF THE SOFAAA AND HUG YOUR BOYFRIEND INSTEAD" He started to sing like a hyperactive kid who was going to summer camp for the first time.
"FINE!" Vanessa agreed and got up " Let me get dressed" She said
"WAIT!" Niall yelled dramaticly "FIRST THIS" He said as he took her into his arms and placed his lips on hers. "Now you can go"
It took about 30 minutes to get ready. That's a new record for Vanessa,though. She likes to do everything in her own speed. Niall was playing his guitar in the mean time.
"Babe, ya ready?" He asked impatient
"Yeh yeh, I'm coming!" Vanessa shouted while she was looking for her purse "Let's go"
"You look beautiful" Niall said while staring at her for about 20 sec
"Thanks! Well, you smell nice haha" She answered
"You're so silly" He said while he winked at her
They arrived at the city at 1pm. They didn't realize that when Niall told everyone he has a girlfriend, shit would get this serious. Fans, fans everywhere. Cameras and cellphones in their hands, happy tears in their eyes. Oh, this fandom.
"Ohmygod, Niall... Look at all those girls. Why are they here?" Vanessa asked, still in shock
"Well, they're kinda everywhere.. Just to take photos and talk a little, if it makes them happy..No problem, right?" He said
"No! I don't mind! They all seem very nice!" Vanessa said, smiling at the girls
"HEY OMG ARE YOU VANESSA? GET THE FUCK OUT, WILL YA? DON'T YOU EVEN TRY TO STEAL HIM FROM US! YOU'RE NOT HIS PRINCESS!" a 'fan' shouted at her before she ran away, so she wouldn't be recognized. Vanessa decided to just ignore that..They're not all like that, right?
Another girl came up to her and asked "Are you Vanessa?"
"Yes,sweety. I am" She answered
"Well, I don't ship you and Niall.. Nobody does, actually" the girl said
"Uhm, okay.. I'm sorry. I gotta go now." Vanessa answered trying to fight her tears. Niall didn't hear all that because of the screaming fans around him. As they were walking down the street, 3 girls ran up to Vanessa and were calling her names, creaming really hard and one of them even hit her in the face.
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"VANESSA!" Niall shouted "VANESSA LET'S GO! You girls are crazy! YOU SHOULD BE ASHAMED! NONE OF YOU ARE REAL FANS! I'M SO DISSAPOINTED" Niall yelled at the fans who were laughing because there was blood dripping down Vanessa's face. She was crying ans shaking, it was horrible. They immediatley got in the care and Niall drove her home. His home.
Niall POV
I can't believe this just happened. I can't even go to the city with her, without her getting attacked by crazy cunts? What's wrong with these people! I don't even want to 'famous' right now. It sucks. Why would I want to be famous, if I can't be around the girl I love? What it this? It feels like prison. I feel so bad. Look at her. She's in so much pain, she's crying. Because of ME. We finally got home after the longest drive ever. Paparazzi everywhere, some girls even took a taxi to follow us. It's crazy.
"Vanessa, I'm so sorry.." I said while taking care of the wound on her forehead.
"It's not your fault.." She said, still in tears
"It is. It is all my fault.. I don't know what I should do now. I really want to be with you! I really do!" I said to her
"I want to be with you, too. But, this is crazy Niall... I can't do this. Usually, when I go to the city with my boyfriend, I don't get hate and I don't get attacked. " She said. Not mad, but rather sad
"You're not gonna leave me, are you?" I asked her, so fucking scared
"I don't know Niall.. I don't know"
"Im gonna take a shower because I have to leave in 2 hours.. I'll be right with you"
"Alright" she said, not even looking at me
Vanessa sat down on Niall's bed and was searching for her phone in her bag.
Vanessa POV
That's weird. I don't remember openening my diary like this.. Oh well, I should probably write about what happened today. Wait..What? What is this? Did Niall write that? DID HE READ MY DIARY? Now he knows about my problem.. Why I don't eat anymore..Ohmygod,I didn't want this to happen. I'm too much trouble. He doesn't deserve this.. Why am I putting him up with this shit? I can just leave and make his life easier? Maybe I won't get hate, if I just leave him. I love him, so much. He is the best thing that ever happened to me.. But, not like this.. I should probably just leave.
Dear, my prince
I really love you, Nialler. I really do. I want to be with you every single day. I want to go swimming with you, I want to have dinner with you, I want to do crazy ass stupid things with you. I want you and me to be together. To be forever. I haven't felt this happy in a while. You lighted up my world, like nobody else ever did. You're truly an amazing person and you mean the world to me. The way you listen to me, the way you care about my bullshit. The way you sing to me when I'm falling asleep. You're incredible. Unfortunately, I don't think we should be together..For now. I mean, I kinda expected getting hate and that I'd have to deal with jealousy, but I sure as hell didn't expected to get attacked and putting you trough all this. You were loved and admired, before you had a girlfriend. You will still be loved and admired, when I leave. I don't know what I'm gonna do now. Probably gonna miss you.. I will defenitely miss you. Please don't be sad, I just don't want you to be in the middle of this drama. Hot Irish lad, with a girlfriend who's getting hate. Think about it, who wants that? I really love you. And it hurts so much..But, I have to leave for now. It's for the best. I love everything about you and don't ever change.
Take care,
Your princess
Vanessa left this lettre on his bed, so he can read it when he gets out of the shower. She took her bag, her cellphone and took a random bus. She didn't really want to go home.. She went back to Nare's appartement to clear her head. She was listening to 'moments' over and over again. Tears streaming down her face. It fel horrible. This is worse than breaking up with your boyfriend, because when you do that, you don't really love him anymore..You never really did. But this wasn't the reason she left Niall. She loved him, a lot. And he loved her.. Things were just going wrong. Really wrong. Vanessa fell asleep while listening to heart breaking songs.
"Hey, babe! How are ya feeling?" Niall asked, not noticing that were actually no one in his room.
"Uhm, Vanessa?" He asked concerned. He was looking aroung like a kid who lost his parents in a shopping-centre. He noticed a blue little piece of paper laying on his bed. He took it, it smelled like Vanessa, and started reading. He started to tear up. His heart was broken. Now that he finally found his princess, she left him. Not because she fell out of love.. But because of the hate, because of the fake fans. Because of this fucked up world. He didn't want to talk to anyone. He wanted to be left alone. He totally forgot about the fact that he had to go to a photoshoot in an hour. Niall was broken. Sitting on his bed, holding a piece of paper who reminded him of her.
Harry, Louis, Zayn and Liam arrived at the photoshoot.
"Uhm, guys? Where's Nialler?" Harry asked
"I don't know.. He'll probably arrive in a minute, while eating chicken wings or something." Louis answered while the other boys laughed at his comment
"Guys! We really have to start now!" Becky shouted. Becky was their photographer. "Cmon guys!"
"Yeh, we're coming" Harry answered while the boys were entering the studio.
"Guys, last time I checked, there was 5 of you" Simon said
"I'm sorry Simon. We really have no Idea where Niall is.." Liam apologized
"Well, I'll call him" Simon said while taking his iPhone out of his pocket. "He isn't answering guys.But we can't cancle the photoshoot now... Let's just do it. I'll talk to Niall later, maybe he's sick or something." Simon said
Nare and Zayn woke up next to eachother in his bed. They fell asleep cuddling..So cute, actually.
"Morning, babe" Zayn said
"Hey" She answered, rubbing her beautiful eyes
"How are you?" He asked
"I'm great. Zayn I love you"
"I love you too" He said while kissing her neck. His hands were pulling her hair away, so he could see her beautiful face. He placed his lips on hers while her hands were locked around his neck. He layed her down and was touching her arms, her waist and kissing her all over. He took off his shirt and she did the same with hers. They were kissing eachother passionatley while they were slowly taking of their clothes. It was like one of those scenes in a movie, you don't want your parents to come in while it's showing..
Nare POV
I was laying next to Zayn, in his bed, his arms around me and his head on my shoulder. It was perfect, I can''t even describe how I feel right now. My life is awesome, I love him.. He loves me. We shared a beautiful moment together. This is wonderfull. And the best part is, Vanessa's life is perfect too, right now. So happy she's with Niall.
Little did she know what happened between Nialler and his princess..
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Valeria xx