I'm so sorry I'm not the daughter you wanted. I'm sorry that I'm a shitty sister. I'm so sorry that I'm depressed. And I cry a lot. And I hide in my room. I'm so sorry that I don't do everything you ask. I'm so sorry I'm not perfect and pretty. I'm so sorry that I put such a damper on your lives. And that I'm tired. And antisocial. Please forgive me for a being human being. I really am sorry that I even exist. I wish I could disappear. To make it easier on everyone. Seen as I'm such a horrible person. Seen as its impossible to be nice to me. Impossible to deal with me. Impossible to love me. I'm so fucking sorry.