It's been a week.
Why am I so sick.
Why do I even bother going to school.
What's wrong with me.
"Hi.I'm Dr.Black. Your Allison right."
"She's Allison. she's very sick , could barely walk to the car today. She has been sick for a week and can't hold down any food. I'm Debra her grandmother."
"She has a very rare medical condition she can hear everything but can not talk. She goes to regular school and does very well."
Why does she tell everyone that?!?!
"Okay here is some Medication I want her to take it 3 Times a day for 10 days. If the symptoms get worse call me and I will come out to your house for a house call. They are cheaper that a appointment here at the clinic. I understand that y'all are in a tight pinch for money."
I lay here on my bed feeling lifeless.
I plug in my ear buds and turn on Eminem
The song Without comes on and brings a instant simile to my face
If only I could talk just once
If only I wasn't like this.
How did dad do it.
Grandma says he was just like me.
I look over at the picture on the wall.
He was so happy.
He smiles.
I don't.
Never will.
All I have is Isabel.
She's all I have.
And Jonathan but he is nothing.
I texted her.
She's bringing her paints.
I have something big I want her to paint on my wall...