Liam and I were setting up Liam's flat for the party. I decided on wearing a pair of black short-shorts and a loose tank top tucked in. I straightend my long blonde hair and put on eyeliner and mascara. We still had a couple of hours to kill so we decided to take a break and grab an early dinner. Liam drove us to the local chinease restraunt, Chi Peng. As always, Liam opened my door for me and I led us inside the noisy restraunt. The hostess looked up from her table chart and gawked at Liam. She started fangirling and hyperventilating. Liam smiled and asked her if she would like a picture with him. Ofcourse she said yes. I snapped a photo of them from her iPhone and she gladly took us to our table.
"Sorry about that, babe." Liam said sweetly.
" Don't worry about it. I know it's going to happen all the time. I mean, how could they resist you?" I leaned in, our lips almost touching, then pulled away and gave him a playful wink. I could see the desire and lust in Liam's eyes. I couldn't deny that I was wanting him just as bad. Maybe more.
Our waiter came to our table and took our drink orders.
"Hello, my name is Ryan. I will be your server this evening, may I start you off with a drink?" He said a little too flirtatiously. He then proceeded to look into my eyes and flash such a beautiful smile. Ryan was good looking. About 6'5", a dark tan, and brown-almost black hair. The best feature about him was his pool-blue eyes. They went so well with his dark complection and dark hair. I was a little taken back at his beauty.
I quickly snapped out of it when I heard Liam, "Taylor? He just asked you for your drink order."
"Oh, right! Sorry.." I said a little embarrassed. Ryan winked at me and I blushed a little. "I'll have a strawberry pineapple margarita please."
"Alright, one of my favorites. And for you?" He said towards Liam.
"I'll have a vodka soda. Thanks" Liam said, with out even looking at Ryan. "Taylor, what was that about?" He said, obviously annoyed.
"What do you mean?"
"Uhm...let's see. The flirting with the waiter, maybe?" Liam sounded a little aggressive, and I didn't like this side of him.
"Babe, don't worry about it. I was just being nice. Besides, I don't get jealous when you hug fans, take pictures with them, and all of that." I told him, maybe a little to stern.
"You know that's different, Taylor." He was right, but I didn't want to make this a big deal.
"You're right, I'm sorry." I gave him a peck on the cheek and he reached for my hand.
Our drinks came, and I gulped mine down and ordered another. I wanted to get loosened up before our party. Ryan came back out and took our orders. I ordered the sweet and sour chicken, my favorite, while Liam ordered the cashew chicken and crab wontons. We ate and chatted about random things for the duration of our meal. When Ryan came back with the check, he slipped me an extra napkin with a note inside.
You're gorgeous. I would love to take you out sometime if you're interested. Text me sometime! 839-2905 xx
I couldn't help but blush and smile ear to ear. Luckily, Liam was too busy figuring out what to tip him and didn't notice. I loved Liam. At least, I thought I did. But, I still had feelings for Harry and Ryan was amazingly gorgeous. I needed to focus on Liam. He was so good to me, and he deserved that much.
Liam paid the bill, and we left the restraunt. We drove back to his flat and started mixing drinks and laid out food for the party. Within the next half hour, the rest of the gang was here. Niall walked in with Erin and about 12 other people. 8 of which, were girls. They were flawless. Harry would definately fancy at least one of them. Probably more. Zayn and Louis came in next with about 20 more guests. 10 guys, and 10 girls. I guess word had gotten out about the party because before I knew it, about 50 more people charged through the door. Liam didn't seem phased.
"Happens." Was all he had to say.
I was about to shut the door, when I felt a force pushing back.
Ryan.
How the heck did he know about this party? He was with 4 other guys. They smiled and walked in. Ryan, however, stopped and walked to me.
"Fancy seeing you here. I didn't get a chance to get your name." He said, and I was mezmorized.
"Taylor." I said sheepishly. He held out his hand and I shook it.
"Well, Taylor, I'm glad you're here." He said with a wink.
He walked back towards his friends and continued to stand there in the doorway, still blushing. I felt a pair of hands grab me around my hips. I leaned into their arms, assuming it was Liam. I laced my fingers with theirs and nuzzled the back of my head into their shoulder. I looked up and was shocked when I saw Harry's face. I quickly unlaced our fingers and turned to face him.
"Whoa Harry. Why'd you do that?" I asked a little ticked.
"Well you obviously didn't seem to mind." He said, while reaching for my hips again. I shoved his hands away.
"That's because I thought you were Liam." I spat at him.
"You'll see. Soon enough, Tay. You belong with me, and deep down you know it." He was a pig. A shameless one at that.
I swiftly made my way over to Liam. He was standing next to Zayn and 2 brunettes.
"Oh, uh, hey babe." Liam said while backing away from one of the girls. I shot a look at her and she seemed annoyed that I came over and interrupted. She was wearing skin tight leopard booty shorts, with a cream colored tube top. Typical. I smirked at her and turned back to Liam.
"Wanna go get some shots?" I asked as leaned into him and gave him a kiss. I turned to the girl and she looked pissed. Good.
I took Liam's hand and led him to kitchen. I grabbed two shot glasses and filled them with patron to the rim. Liam and I both took a shot, but I kept going. I proceeded to do about 5 more. Liam only took 3, but he was already tipsy. I was hammered now.
I walked away and started looking for Harry. Perfect. He was all over some blonde bimbo with her shorts too short and her shirt too tight. Oh well, at least he's over me already. I walked to the living room and started dancing with everyone. I felt hands on my hips again and they leaned into me. I loved when guys held me from behind and rubbed up against me, so I started slowly grinding on them. We moved in sync for about 3 songs. I turned around and was surprised to see Ryan there. He was as drunk as I was and he was looking even better. His khaki cargo shorts and his fitted charcoal grey v-neck looked so good on him. He smiled and grabbed me around the waist and pulled me into him. We stayed like this, front grinding, for another 2 songs. I was moving my hips around and rubbing myself on him. I could feel him get hard through his shorts. Such a turn on.
We walked to the kitchen and took 3 shots of smirnoff.
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I woke up the next morning with a raging headache. What happend last night? I looked around the room and realized I was in Liam's guest room. There was no one else in the room with me, so I walked out. I was looking around Liam's flat, and saw about a dozen-or-so people still asleep in the living room. In the kitchen, there was Niall curled up with Erin, and Zayn with one of the brunettes from last night. Louis was in the dining room, under the table. I couldn't seem to find Harry or Liam.
I decided to walk upstairs to the bathroom to splash some water on my face and take some advil. I opened the door and saw Harry in the bath tub, stark naked with the blonde I saw last night. I quickly shut the door and went to Liam's room.
I opened his door, and just about died. There was Liam, shirtless and holding that brunette girl. I fell to the floor and started sobbing. Just then, Liam woke up and looked around the room. He quickly ran over to me, and I saw he was only in his boxers.
"Taylor. What's wrong?" Was he serious right now?
"Are you kidding me?!" I screamed. "How could you do this to me? You said you loved me." I continued to cry my eyes out.
"What are you talking about? What did I do?!" He yelled with a desperate tone in his voice.
"That would be me." The brunette said with a cheeky grin on her face. "And you loved it." She said as she got out of bed holding the sheets infront of her body to cover up. Liam's face when ghost white when he looked over at her. "I had a great time Li. Again soon? Just like old times." She said and walked out of the room, clothes in hand.
"Taylor, no, it's, it's not what you think. No-nothing happend. We just.." He couldn't find the words to say. I cut him off.
"How could you..?" Was all I could manage to get out. I looked him in the eyes and shook my head. I struggled to get up. Liam grabbed my arm.
"No! Taylor, you can't do this. I was drunk. I don't even remember anything. It meant nothing!" He pleaded.
"Well, that apparently wasn't the first time with her, was it "Li" I snapped at him. He looked at the ground and back up at me.
"No...it wasn't. We used to date, last year. I hadn't seen her since we started dating. I swear, I would've never done this if I were sober. I love you, Taylor." There was hurt in his eyes. The color was still drained from his face. He looked as if he were going to be sick.
"I can't do this." I said and started walking away.
"Do what?" He asked with fresh tears swelling up. I turned around and looked him in the eyes.
"Us." I said choking up.
I practically ran out of the house and into the streets. I wanted to be alone. I called for a cab and went back to my dorm. I locked myself in my room and cried for what seemed to be hours. I reluctantly looked at my phone. 23 missed calls, 5 voicemails, and over 30 text messages. Only one wasn't from Liam.
I'm sorry I left you last night. You were so out of it, and I didn't want to take advantage of you. I tucked you in and let you sleep. I hope you don't mind. I had a really good time last night. xx -Ryan