Sometimes I just stare and sit here wondering "why wasn't this ever good enough? Why wasn't I ever good enough?" Then I remember I gave you everything I could; my time, my attention, my love and my heart and soul.. all you could give back was a few words and empty promises every few hours..
Nothing ever really made sense with you. But I knew I loved you these past four years. You treated me like dirt and like I was worthless. Like I was nothing to you..
Was it so easy to walk away from me? From all we had shared? To the memories and phone calls where we passed out yet didn't hang up when we did wake up?
You made it seem so easy to just up and leave. You played with my heart for these past few months and I can't even begin to explain the pain I feel when I see your name on my screen, taunting and haunting me knowing I'll pick up the phone..
-T x