Hangul
오늘따라 림이 멀어보여
코트 위에 한숨이 고여
현실이 두려운 소년
공을 던질 때면
유일하게 맘이 되려 놓여
홀로 던지는 공
림을 향해서 내가 던지는 건
수많은 고민과 삶의 걱정거리
세상을 아는 척 하지만
아직 설익은 몸
슛 코트가 나의 놀이터
손짓에 따라서 발 옆엔
작은 공이 튀어
성적은 바닥을 기지만
난 더 오히려
세상에 다 잘 될 거라며
괜시리 소리쳐
하지만 세상은 되려 겁줘
그럴 거면 멈춰
머리를 채운 상념
공 대신 미래를 던져
또 남들이 칠하는 별점과
성공의 기준에 결격
덕에 암처럼 퍼지는 걱정
god damn it
던져버린 공과 함께 퍼진 웃음
턱까지 차오른 이 숨은
꿈틀대는 꿈들
빨라지는 드리블 행복해지는 마음
이 순간은 영원할 듯
하지만 해지는 밤이
다시 찾아오면 좀먹는 현실
정신을 차리면 또 겁먹은 병신
같은 내 모습에 자꾸만 또 겁이 나
덮쳐오는 현실감
남들은 앞서 달려 가는데
왜 난 아직 여기 있나
숨을 쉬어 숨을 쉬어
아니면 꿈을 꿔
지금 심장박동에 맞춰
다시 노를 저어
남들의 얄팍한 잣대에 갇혀 모른 척
하며 살다간 코트처럼
인생도 노을 져
What am i doin' with my life
이 순간은 언제든
다시 찾아오지 않아
다시 나에게 되물어봐
지금 행복한가
그 답은 이미 정해졌어
난 행복하다
Romanization
oneulddara rimi meoreoboyeo
koteu wie hansumi goyeo
hyeonsiri duryeo-un sonyeon
gongeul deonjir ttaemyeon
yuilhage mami doeryeo nohyeo
hollo deonji neun gong
rimeur hyanghaeseo naega deonji neun geon
sumanheun gomin gwa salmui geokjeonggeori
sesangeul aneun cheog hajiman
ajig seorigeun mom
syus koteuga naui noriteo
sonjise ddaraseo bar yeopen
jageun gongi twieo
seongjeogeun badageur gijiman
nan deo ohiryeo
sesange da jal doer georamyeo
gwaensiri sorichyeo
hajiman sesangeun doeryeo geopjwo
geureor geomyeon meomchwo
meorireur chaeun sangnyeom
gong daesin miraereur deonjyeo
tto namdeuri chilhaneun byeoljeomgwa
seonggongui gijune gyeolgyeok
deoge amcheoreom peojineun geokjeong
god damn it
deonjyeobeorin gonggwa hamkke peojin useum
teokkkaji chaoreun i sumeun
kkumteul daeneun kkumdeul
ppalla jineun deuribeul haengbok haejineun maeum
i sunganeun yeongwonhar deut
hajiman haejineun bami
dasi chajaomyeon jommeokneun hyeonsil
jeongsineur charimyeon tto geopmeogeun byeongsin
gateun nae moseube jakkuman tto geobina
deopchyeo oneun hyeonsilgam
namdeureun apseo dallyeo ganeunde
wae nan ajig yeogi itna
sumeur swieo sumeur swieo
animyeon kkumeul kkwo
jigeum simjangbakdonge matchwo
dasi noreur jeoeo
namdeurui yalpakhan jatdaee gathyeo moreun cheok
hamyeo saldagan koteu cheoreom
insaengdo noeur jyeo
What am i doin' with my life
i sunganeun eonjedeun
dasi chajaoji anha
dasi naege doemureobwa
jigeum haengbok hanga
geu dabeun imi jeonghaejyeosseo
nan haengbokhada
English
Today of all days, the rim looks far away.
On the court, I breathe a deep sigh
A boy who's terrified of reality
When he throws the ball
It'll only become his heart
Throwing the ball alone
The one I throw at the rim
Countless worries and life's causes of worry
I pretend to know the world but
My body is still not fully cooked
Shoot, the court is my playground
Follow my gesture, next to my feet
A small ball bounced
My grades are on sweeping on the floor but
I'd rather do this
Saying everything in the world will work out
Shouting uselessly
But the world actually gives me horror
If it's that way, stop
The thoughts that fill my head
Instead of the ball, I throw my future
The horoscope that others paint
Disqualified from the criteria of success
Thanks to you the worries spread like cancer
god damn it
The ball that was tossed out and the smiles that spread together
This breath that floods up to my chin
The wiggling dreams
The dribble that quickens, a heart that becomes happier
I think this moment will be eternity
But the night which came from the sunset
If it comes again then this reality becomes a bit worn away
If I come to my senses again I become more terrified
I get terrified again at my own image
The sense of reality that looms
Others have ran ahead of me but
Why am I still here
Breathe breathe
Or dream a dream
My heartbeat has stopped now
Paddle again
Living while ignoring being caught up in the weak double standards of others
and like the sun set on the court,
the sun will set on your life
What am i doin' with my life
This moment
It will never come again
It won't come to me again
Am I happy right now?
That answer is already fixed,
I'm Happy