Brianna
As Sam helps Elyar bandage around his arm, Luke catches up behind me and laces his fingers with mine. The sensation is undescribable, yet so foreign because he can only make me feel that way. Its an incredible feeling for sure but its just so odd.
"I thought I nearly lost you" I hear Luke mumble. I look up at his big blue orbs with just a few minor scars across his eyebrow.
"I'm incredibly hard to get rid of so you better step it up a bit" I tease, pinching his cheek. He smiles and rolls his eyes before kissing me softly on my nose. I don't know where this new sense of confidence is coming from, maybe its just him rubbing off on me or just having some freedom away from home. I remember feeling much better whenever I would meet Alec around the creak but never like this - not emotionally.
"You know, Alec really likes you and frankly I don't like that" the annoyance and irritation is definitely present in his voice. I give his hand a little squeeze and take a deep breath.
"I don't know why you keep bringing him up..." I sigh, walking around him and then facing up at him.
"Brianna, you are my main priority right now, I don't want you taken away from me" he explains, looking down straight into my eyes and then to our interlocked fingers.
"So I'm a priority?" I ask, a little hurt to be very honest.
"Of course not! Jesus, that's not what I'm saying..." he lets go of my hands and rubs his eyes, wincing when he touches his scar. I'm contemplating on wether just to continue questioning him or let it go.... yes, the second option is better.
I turn myself around slowly and walk towards Alec sitting next to Elyar, half asleep by the looks of it.
"Hi, is he doing okay?" I nudge his shoulder, gesturing to sleepy Elyar. He looks back at me with bright eyes and a soft chuckle.
"Yeah, he had a nasty slash on his side but he said it was worth it. He's a great friend" he smiles, a genuine nice smile. He looks really happy when he talks about his friends, i've never noticed that before - like the way his smile reaches just below his eyes so they crinkle.
"So.. what now?" He yawns, lying back against the bench. Oh lord. What do we do now? My mind is travelling to a million places right now but all I can really think of is Luke. Why is he so god damn possessive? - Wow, excuse my french.
" I have to go back I guess, mother will be hysterical and my father will be furious.." I sadly sigh. I am not really ready to face the wrath of my parents, especially when my minds all jumbled up.
"Maybe Clarisse can help you? And Brianna, I'm sorry about what I did -"
"Alec, that's all behind us now. Let it go" I softly say, trying not to sound rude. He smiles and looks straight up the way to the stars.
As we sit there in silence, my thoughts travel back to the riot. How I almost blacked out and why did I even lose control like that? I've never done anything like that before. I mean, what kind of an Angel spouts ice shards around their hands? Is it a new trait I've developed? Is it because I'm getting older? I have no clue. None.
"Brianna, we have to get you home" Lukes groggy voice makes me jump slightly. I look towards his voice's direction and he has glossy eyes. Was he crying? Has he been crying?
"Luke?" I croak. The water brimming at his eyes and the sadness filling his blue orbs is a truly murdering sight. A sharp pain pierces my chest, making me arch my back only slightly. I turn to my right to find no Alec or Sam or Elyar ...
"They've gone back already, Alec said he'll see you tomorrow" The despair and anger is just mortifying in his tone and I'm already developing shivers.
"Talk to me Luke.." I feel myself slowly breaking to see him like this. I stand up firmly and place a hand on his cheek. To my surprise he flinches and away and grazes the spot where my hand once was with his own.
"Thats the fucking problem, I have no idea how to do this. I've never loved someone as much as I love you and I just have no idea how to do this! I never meant what I said about you being a priority, you're so much more than that to me! Agh!" He starts getting angry and throws a trash can across the street.
"Shh! Luke! We can't do this here, please just take me home. Please! " I literally beg, walking over and holding his brick hard bicep. He looks down at me with lost eyes, full of confusion, saddness and love. It's all so strange and wonderfull how his eyes light up at the slightest thing I do. It's terrifying though when he acts out like this. I have to remember he took on 6 fully prepared Wolves at once without a proper scratch.
"Let's go" he finally agrees, his eyes soften as he takes my hand and kisses the top of my head slowly.
Each day, I think I'm falling more and more for him. I'm not sure that's a good thing or not;
but he makes me feel like its the best decision i've ever made....and that scares me.
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A blazing stream of white light shoots through my eyelids, creating all sorts of colours. My eyelashes batter in the light, prominent only for a few seconds before I flutter my eyes open. The curtains are wide open with fresh air gusting through the window. As I look around the room, I notice its my room. Luke must've carried me home from exhaustion or something because I don't remember coming home last night.
"Morning beautiful" a groggy voice sweetly cooed. I feel breathing on the back of my neck and an arm sneaking around my waist. Luke.
"Goodmorning" I yawned, turning around and facing a bright eyed Luke with his hair sticking in a million directions. I giggle and blow on his spikey hair.
"What?" He laughs, tossling his hair.
"Your hairs' ridiculous this morning" I laugh, turning right over so my head is right in front of his and raking my hand through his hair. He moans quietly in pleasure but I just giggle some more.
"You know, its been a while since I've kissed you.." he trails on, pulling my leg over his waist. I can feel my lungs contract and my heartbeat increase. Add that to the list of things this boy- man does to me.
"True.." I nervously laugh, tracing over his collarbone and giggling inside when I see goosebumps cover his chest.
"Indeed" he raspily whispers, leaning over and placing one small soft kiss on my jaw. He moves towards the corner of my lips and places another yet soft but needy kiss there. Then, he hovers over the length of my lips and leans in, so only the tips are touching. The need right now for his lips is above and beyond. The tingling sensation covers my whole body and I just can't stop it.
"I love you" I blurt out. Oh my goodness, did I mean that? Oh lord. Luke immedietley stops, looks up straight into my eyes with his in the brightest shade of blue i have ever seen. His smile widens, his lip piercing tugging up also and I can't help but smile back.
"Say it again" He whispers, excitedly.
"L-Luke, I l-love you" I croak. My voice all of a sudden goes dry and my mouth is grasping for words to speak. My breathing becomes ridged and I can't blink anymore.
Suddenly, everything around me becomes invisible when his lips come crashing and burling down onto mine, grasping my hips and placing me below him so he has overall control. Letting a vampire have control over this situation? Lord help me.
His lip grazes my bottom lip, literally making me moan. I graze my tongue over his piercing which makes him moan this time. Our lips collide in the most magical and intruiging ways i would have never imagined. Everything he does in the simplest or most meaningful ways just sets me on fire as he keeps on adding fuel to it.
I'm in love with him,
and this time, I'm sure about it.
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HOLYYYYYYYYYYYSHYTEEEEEEEEEEE
Q: what do you think about lukes sudden outrage?
Q: what did you think about the kiss?
Q: 1YEAROFBSE
okay, that wasnt a question but yknow...
-Abz