"Lily wake up, we gotta get ready for school." Layla said calmly in a failed attempt to wake her little sister up for school.
"I'm still sleepy...five more minutes pleaseeee?!" Lily begged.
"okay five more minutes that's it!" Layla walked out of the room and made Lily some pancakes.
After making lily and hers breakfast she went upstairs to set out Lily's uniform,shoes ,and matching hair bows
When she was done Lily's was getting up to take her shower and Brush her teeth. After 30 minutes of getting her ready it was finally time for them to eat breakfast and head to school.
"Sissy I want iccccecream after school" Lilly said with a mouth full of pancakes.
"If you can stay on green all day then we have a deal" Layla said while throwing both there plates away and give lily a napkin to wipe her mouth.
"As long as that little bald head roach Sabrina don't try me then we all good sissy " lily said wiping her mouth and rolling her eyes. All Layla could do was laugh at how much personality a seven year old as and the thought of her teen years slowly approaching. " girl grab your book bag and let's go, and maybe if you be a little nicer to her she wouldn't be mean to you" grabbing the keys and her book bag off the couch Layla headed towards the door with lily hot on her trail.
" she only mad because I'm always getting the right answers and she be to slow to raise her hand" Lily said while throwing her book bag into the car and then sitting in the passenger seat and putting her seat belt on. Layla got in and started the car and turned the radio up while pulling out of the drive way.
"If I had you back in my world
I would prove that I could be a better girl
Oh, oh, oh
If you let me back in I would sure enough never
Never let you go again
(Hey, baby)
I was so foolish to ever leave your side
Searching for what was right
Before my eyes it was me
Who didn't realize till it was gone
But now I know I need you in my life
Boy I need you bad as my heartbeat
(Bad like the food I eat)
Bad as the air I breath
(Baby, I want you bad)
I need you bad I can't take this pain
(Bad I can't take this pain)
Boy I'm 'bout to go insane
(Baby, I need you bad)
I need you
I need you
What I gotta do
(Baby I want you bad)
I need you
I need you
Do it all for you
(Baby, I need you)
Baby there's nothing I wouldn't do
To get back what we had
When love was true
(Oh, oh, oh)
No lie I'd give up all I got
Just so I could get back in my spot
(Oh)
Boy I need you bad as my heartbeat
(Bad like the food I eat)
Bad as the air I breath
(Baby, I want you bad)
I need you bad I can't take this pain
(Bad I can't take this pain)
Boy I'm 'bout to go insane
(Baby, I need you bad)
I need you
I need you
What I gotta do
(Baby I want you bad)
I need you
I need you
Do it all for you
(Baby, I need you)
When you want him so bad
And you gotta get him back
Say oh, oh, oh, oh
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
Cause if wrong ain't no better two
You are together
Say oh, oh, oh, oh
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
If you believe in love and you
Can't give him up
Say oh, oh, oh, oh
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
If there's nothing you won't do
To get back with your boo say
Oh
Boy I need you bad as my heartbeat
(Bad like the food I eat)
Bad as the air I breath
(Baby, I want you bad)
I need you bad I can't take this pain
(Bad I can't take this pain)
Boy I'm 'bout to go insane
(Baby, I need you bad)
I need you
I need you
What I gotta do
(Baby I want you bad)
I need you
I need you
Do it all for you
(Baby, I need you)
Me ah
Do this for you baby
Me ah stand here with my heart in my hand
Yea no see me?
Me can't think me can't eat
Me can't breath
What happened to you
Why you ah make me go through
Them somethin' yea?
Come back to me baby
Yeah
Me do anything for you
You hear?"
The song ended as Layla pulled up to Lilly's school, They always try to do karaoke before school it helps them start the day on a positive note. Lily stepped out the car while grabbing her bookbag. " have a good day ! Be nice lily and stay smart, beautiful!" Layla trapped out the window. " stay beautiful, smartie" lily said smiling and waving then Turing into school. They always said that to each other because last year Layla had a huge mental breakdown because of the bullying and teasing about her weight. And she noticed that it started that lily was also being bullied, she was also being bullied because she was smarter than everyone in her class. So they came up with that to remind each other if there beauty and intelligence something no one can ever take way from them.
Layla stepped out of her car and was immediately greeted by her overly dramatic and loud friend Ryder
"OMG HEY BOO !! HAVEN'T SEEN YOU IN FOREVER!" Ryder yelled while running over to Layla
'boy why you always loud !?and you just seen me yesterday " Layla said shaking her head and laughing.
" Okay and ? Bitch I can't miss you" Ryder said rolling his eyes and throwing his book bag over his shoulder and walking towards the entrance.
"Anyways! How you loving jr year bitch ? " Ryder said while eyeing some dark skinned guy walking past them.
"I'm just ready for this year to be over with" Layla said.
"Girl already? It's only been a week!" Ryder asked but already knowing the reasoning behind her statement.
" you already know why it's the same as last year and years before that. People start making jokes cause I'm a big girl which ain't even fucking funny!! then I get in a argument that leads to fights. Then I'm in trouble for standing up for myself my grades start to drop. So I try to ignore the lame ass people and stop getting in trouble but i still listen to I still here the neagtive shit ! Then I get depressed and have to go back on my medicine so I wont commit suicide and blah blah blah ."Layla said like she is used to the routine of the same bullshit.
"Thats ya problem! your always worrying about what people have to say! Who give a fuck about what a nappy head bitch gotta say! You're beautiful always have been!Your hair always laid, outfits always on point!makeup always cute skin clear And bitch ya lashes make me wanna fly away! Just because you're fat dont mean you not pretty. Those bitches who talk shit about you are just jealous of you .
Cause bitch when you walk down the hall bitches get extra steamy mad when they peep they nigga watching a lusting at you! Especially the same niggas talking shit! Also no tea no shade but baby gurl loosen up and stuck up and mean guys wouldn't be afraid to come speal to you! your beautiful nothing less then that ."Ryder finished off his little pep talk with a hug.
"Thanks boo i needed that" I said actually feeling motivated to be a better more self positive me .
"no problem girl I'm always gone be here for you ." Ryder smiled
"And bitch stuck up ?"Layla said with a side eye finally reaching her locker
"just a little bit, not a lot i mean i didn't even really notice it"Ryder said trying to fix what he said and throwing is bookbag in his locker and grabbing a few things for his classes.
"Bye boo! Ill see you at lunch" i said while closing my locker Ryder waved while eyeing down some light skin guy. He is such a character i swear but he is alwats right when it come to my confidence and maybe its time i listen.
Me and Ryder met in middle school,it was Ryders 1st day obvious he was gay so he was a easy target for bullying. One day I was walking home from school and saw Ryder getting beat up by to older guys I jumped in and fuck shit up! I didnt feel like because he was gay he should be treated like thay, ever since that day Ryder and I have been best friends.
Hello loves its been awhile since ive been on wattpad or even worked on this book so im getting back to it and rewriting and adding to this story ! I hope you guys like it please give me feedback in the comments I'd definitely appreciate it ! Like and share this story as well .