N I A L L
I woke up feeling tired and groggy, my head still aching from previous night’s drinking. Just as I was drifting back into a slumber, my phone buzzed,
It was from Daisy.
I sighed. I didn’t want any of her shit anymore, I give up with her. I thought that maybe we could sort something out again, but no, she went and kissed Harry! My best mate!
I am still beyond pissed at what happened that morning in Greece. I still see the images flashing through my mind, making me cringe every time. I finally unlocked my phone and quickly read her message;
We need to talk L
I grunted, typing back a message quickly, and throwing my phone onto the carpeted floor running my hands through my dishevelled hair.
What’s so important that makes you think I want to come and talk to you?
I didn’t understand what was going on between us both, it seemed as if we both didn’t know what we wanted, we both didn’t know what were even looking for. Whether, we were looking for us either to be together or to remain friends.
Quicker than I wanted to she had replied, causing me to finally roll out of bed to grab my phone.
Please, Niall. Come up to mine in 20, and if you don’t come I will hunt you down Horan.
I chuckled at her reply a little, sitting up and grabbing some clothes, and changing out of my sweatpants. I re-did my hair messily putting it into a quiff, not caring if it wasn’t perfect, and grabbed my phone, and walking out of my dorm, walking over to the Runcie house swiftly.
**
I knocked on Daisy’s dorm room door, waiting, rocking on my heels slightly, hands in my pockets. She opened it quickly, smiling a little, saying nothing, and opening the door wider for me to come in. I slid my shoes off and perched on her bed.
‘What’s so important that you need to tell me about, and why are you dressed so smartly?’
D A I S Y
I scoffed at the first words I heard that tumbled out of Niall’s mouth. What an idiot.
‘A hello would be the polite way to greet someone.’ I snapped.
‘Does it look like I give a fuck?’ I groaned, fantastic, he’s turned into his cocky-ass old self again, the personality that I simply loathed.
‘You never give a fuck about anything anymore. What the hell has gotten into you Niall? You were alright, and now, now you’re just back to your old antic again, and frankly, that’s not a good thing.’
He raised his eyebrow, and smirking, shaking his head standing up and walking over to me, too close.
‘You know why I don’t give a fuck about anything anymore?’ He said slowly. I shook my head, swallowing, looking away from his gaze. ‘It’s because I’m tired of being messed around by certain people. I’m tired of being treated as if I’m just some stupid frat boy who doesn’t know anything. I’m just tired, and I can’t change. I can’t change even if I tried, but, I want you to promise me something babe…’
‘What, where are you…?’ I asked, but he only shushed me, shaking his head.
‘You only get one chance to change Daisy. Don’t fuck it up like I have.’ And with that, he swept out of my room, leaving me standing there speechless.
However, that small sentence made my mind wander, change? What was he going on about?
I sat down on my bed, shutting my eyes tightly, wanting everything to go away, I wanted to be alone, away from everything, and just live my life how I wanted, without people telling me to change, or not to. Without people having high expectations of me…
Sometimes, I just want to run away from everything, and all of my problems, and leave all of the bad things behind, and take all of the good things with me.
That's exactly why I should go to New York, and start a new life, where I don't have people like Niall involved anymore.
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Hey guys, I am so so sorry that I've been over a week updating, and sorry its a small unsatisfying chapter. But I've been really struggling to keep change good at the moment, and I'm sorry if it's not been all that great latley. I really do honestly try make the chapters good, and entertaining, but latley its not been happening that much.
I'm struggling to think of what to write, and I don't want to end this book so soon, but if I can't think of anything, I might finish the book in the next few chapters or so. I'm not doing this because i cant be bothered to write, im doing it so that it doesn't drag on with a load of boring crappy chapters. But I'm not definitley sure that it will happen, because you never know, I might have an amazing idea pop into my mind over the next few weeks;) (I honestly think I just have writers block yanno) Anyway, I probably wont update for a couple of weeks or so, get my head straight etc.
Also, at school past few days we're doing "Post 16 choices" Which is basically that we have to decide what we want to do at college, and what job we want to do FOR THE REST OF OUR LIVES?!!!??! It's so stressfull deciding! I thought I knew what I wanted to do but after these past few days im just like fuck it, fuck everything im going to work in McDonalds for the rest of my life. I know 3 things what i wanna do at collge : Geography, Photography and Psychology. I have one more left to choose, and i dont know bc im picky and ugh.
Anyway I'll shut up now bc i think the authors note is actually longer than the chapter itself now.
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