i never ever ever thought, i would be so
heartbroken over someone who was never
mine. like how fucking pathetic does that
make me? we weren't even dating and when i
found out my crush didn't like me back i was
so upset, i knew he would never like me, i
mean who would? but i had a tiny bit of hope
that he actually would like me.
i wrote him a letter, telling him about my
feelings towards him and i literally put my
fucking heart and soul into that fucking
letter and the least he can do is text me saying
he doesn't like me back, btw at the bottom of
the letter i put 'if you're reading this please
snapchat me' and i gave it to my best friend to
give to him in tutor and she did and said
"don't read it til you get home" and he
probably didn't read it til he got home but all i
know is he didn't fucking snapchat me like i
told him too.
and he wasn't snapping me, so i text my friend
and asked him to text him asking if he read it
and then my friend told me he did, and i said i
was fine but after that i just broke down. how
could i be so heartbroken over him? i don't get
it. ugh boys are so complicated shfjjfsjkiao