Edited: April 9th 2020
So I decided that this au wasn't exactly a good thing. I think that when I came up with this I really liked the idea, but the way I pursued it was horrible, and I didn't feel comfortable with the way I wrote the story or the plot/everything that seemed to be going on in the story.
So unless people want me to rewrite it then I will, but I didn't feel comfortable with the way I had wrote it all those years ago.
Hope you understand. Let me know if you want it rewritten, because I'm up for it, but I won't if people don't want me to/aren't bothered.