"oh I'm sorry so sorry" he says helping me get my self together
"it's ... it's okay" I say trying not to make eye contact
the boy is far skinned and has those beautiful brown eyes and he's tall and beautiful.
"my names juan" he says reaching his hand out
I want to reach out and shake it but I'm scared what if he's just going to make fun of me? or sees scars and then makes fun of me?
so I did what any other scared person would do...I ran away
"HEY! I DIDNT GET YOURE NAME!" he says screaming in my direction
I turned to see his face and he looked almost hurt for being turned down. but deep down I knew he would just laugh at me
I start slowing down as soon as I can't see the boy anymore and try to locate room 231 which is English
I love English, I love writing my thoughts it's makes me feel free. other than cutting I'm which I haven't done in a while.
I walk into room 231 and look around the room for an empty seat away, from everyone. but when I walked in everyone was already in the room trying to get settled down.
I spotted an open seat by no one so I was glad everyone was already In class and no one had to sit next to me. as I sat down and started to get comfortable a boy walks in through the room which causes everyone to turn
"oh no" I said under my breath I think the girl next to me must of heard because she just turned to me and smiled
the boy kept walked around the room trying to find an open seat and I couldn't help but stare as I was about to turn around I see him walking towards me
why would he walk towards me? omg did he see my scars? is he going to just make fun of me?
but then I remembered there's an open seat next to me... shit
before I could get up he's already seated next to me
"hi my names juan" he says smiling really huge