It's the same day as always. I get up, take a shower, eat breakfast and then go to school just to see my crush making out with one of the popular girls. People always say "don't fall in love with the bad boy" or "only sportsmen can date a cheerleader".
And it honestly sucks, the feeling of not having the person that you want sucks too.
I walked in the building and went straight to my locker. I don't want to hear the bullshit that my friends did last week or what they did in the weekend. I just wanna start school and make sure that I can leave this place soon.
But that didn't work, my best friend waited at my locker with a big smile. If you don't ask why she's smiling, she will ask you to ask her. I took my books out of it and walked with her to her class. 'Okay, why are you smiling?'
I finally gave up and let her tell her story. 'So I heard from a friend who heard it from her best friends sister that Shawn is single.' I shook my head and started to walk further. She ran behind me but stopped when she arrived at her class.
I kept looking at the ground just because that was my mood today. I don't wanna talk to anyone, actually I don't want to be here. I don't know why I'm such a bitch today but right now I don't care. My thoughts were killing me until I walked against something hard, very hard. I fell down on the floor and looked if it was a wall.
But it wasn't, a hand helped me get up, his hand. 'Are you okay, y/n?' I nodded and took my stuff. 'So how was your weekend?,' he asked while walking with me to my class. 'Shawn, I'm actually not in the mood for a talk.' He nodded and kept following me. 'Why are you following me, Shawn? Don't you have a girlfriend to annoy?'
A adorable chuckle left his lips and our hands slightly touched. 'I don't have a girlfriend anymore and remember we have the same classes.'
I quickly looked at him and saw a smile appearing. 'Tell me why are you in such a bad mood?,' I shrugged my shoulders and started to walk faster. 'If you wanna communicate just do it another day, Shawn.' He stopped me and slowly pulled me away from class.
'Shawn? What are you doing?' He pulled me into an empty classroom and closed it. 'Shawn.' 'No, tell me what's wrong!,' he raised his voice a little bit and walked closer to me. 'I don't know, Shawn! I feel so tired and ugly right now. All of my friends have a boyfriend and then I'm here all alone, being fat and ugly.'
He slowly wiped my tears away and let his hand rest on my cheek. 'You're lying. You aren't ugly and fat. You're perfect.' I shook my head and let the tears fall. 'If I'm perfect why wouldn't the one guy that I like be with me?' I was now full on crying in his arms while he just rubbed my back.
'Then the guy is stupid and an asshole.' I hid my face in the of his neck and let his touch calm me down. 'Don't say your an asshole, Shawn.' I mumbled against his skin, sending shivers through his body. He pulled away and looked at me. 'Gosh, why didn't you tell me?' He asked while caressing my skin. 'I think we better leave now.'
He shook his head and kept his eyes on me. I slipped out of his arms and walked to the door. 'What now if I say that I like you too, more than you imagined.' I turned back to him and saw him approaching me. I took the doorknob and wanted to open it but then I saw something in his eyes which made me stay. 'I like you, y/n. Not just as friends.'
Our faces were just inches from each other until Shawn decided to kiss me. First i didn't want to kiss him but then it just hit me. He really likes me. I started to kiss back and that was the moment when I felt the sparks. Who could ever imagine that I would be with my crush?