[✔] Tacenda

By jeybenedict

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Just things better left unsaid, and may or may not be a personal diary. Tacenda ⓒ Jeybenedict, 2018 Cover sou... More

your happiness is all that matters
hilangkan saja
thank you
i don't need the answer
i want no one but you
Sirius
Things Better Left Unsaid
may i touch it?
because you're thousand steps away
i don't think you do
july 17th
i wanna keep you
i always do
it was an old story
sad truth
acceptance
i want you
suddenly i want to cry
why am i thinking about you?
why you need to hide?
terrible headache
i'm such a delulu i know
biarkan aku
10:03 p.m
I'm happy for you but still it hurts me
September 21
Untitled Part 30
stellar
November 15
.
mind to tell me?
lights out
ich vermisse dich | january 20th
my heart is about to explode in sorrow
i'm so fucked up i know
just let me mourn for 3 days straight ahead
eventually
dont tell them how you feel
his ideal type
i want to disappear
i tried to smiled but i failed
its not
what should i do?
it fucking hurts
what makes you love her?
it gives me anxiety
23:52
you keep make me fall
is it wrong?
i deserve it, i guess
its sad but its true
me being me
gone
nothing
i think i just miss you
its nice, isnt it?
yang hilang di penghujung hari
ironically you dont even know me
i just want a company
hey wake up bitch
it's just ... all right
lol
you are so warm
you came again
i am always an outsider
ubin bandara
di atas meja belajar
i need somebody now
December 26th
page 365 of 365
it hurts
how are you
its dawn
the sky is blue
falling again
of darkness and tears
love, where are you
its red and blue
closure
kamu hebat
it's okay

happy?

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By jeybenedict

Hello You,
how are you doin'?

You know I'm not feeling fine. I never am.

But, hey, that's okay. I've been surviving for the whole days of my life so it's okay.

Well, in this twenty ninth letter I've sent you, I just want to say that if the God gives me a chance to meet you—whenever it'll be, I have something to tell;

Just be happy. Be happy.

Because seeing you smile and happy is all that I could ever ask for.

No matter what they say or think about you, as long as you keep shining your own light and yet still be down to earth, I won't give a damn about anything. Because you've taught me that grudges will kill us within a second since we decide to keep them in. And the fact that I am wanted by seconds, chased by minutes, and slowly killed by hours couldn't make me feel any worse.

You are my endorphine, anyway, and also the antidote of all the toxics I've been creating for my own heart.

And I need you right now,
but I know you'll never come.

2018/07/07

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